Friday, April 29, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Finally, the moment I've been waiting for this week was over. It was...normal. But I'm glad they didn't say anything. Besides, I had the answers...so I guess it turned out ok. Apsal yg aku freaked-out all of a sudden pun I don't know.

Habis je session, I found 4 missed calls and 2 unread emails from Fizah. Kesiannya dia..call aku ngan Anom, dua2 pun tak angkat gak. Tu yg merajuk tuh. Hehehehe.. I tried to call her, but I guess she's having her afternoon nap kat rumah. Katanya 1/2 day harinih. Baby meragam kot..

Jadi kesimpulannya di sini, saya berasa amat gembira kerana sebahagian beban telah dilaksanakan. So now I can concentrate on my weekend. Hehe.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Do I like/love my work? Ermmm... not really. Why take IT in the 1st place? Hishhhhh...cepat la ada Prince Charming datang meminang. *When I say Prince Charming, always bear in mind that he must be filthy rich* Then bleh aku bukak rumah kebajikan, tolong orang dalam kesusahan. I know I'll be happy doing charity coz I don't have to face any kind of software/computer/web programming! If you have what it takes to make my dream come true... do call me, ok! The sooner the better! Har har.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Wahai cik abang, tolong la salurkan kewangan untuk saya. Di Sarawak tiada ATM machine kah?? *Nak duit!*

Fizah, Herry and me confirm pegi. Anom confirm tak pegi. Lan mungkin akan ikut kalau dia free. Harap dia free la. Kang aku nak mengembara ngan sape? Fizah takleh buat aktiviti lasak. Aku pun menggalakkan dia berehat aje. Planning to go check-out some nice hotels/chalets tonight. But since it's raining, and I feel like shopping for some beach stuff, we'll just have to make a phone reservation. Should I bring my bantal busyuk? Hehehehe..

Tuesday, April 26, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Water Runs Dry Lyrics
Boyz II Men

Verse:
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Chorus:
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Verse:
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

Monday, April 25, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Had fun with Cik D last weekend in Muar. Pegi lepak2 kat air terjun Sagil, pegi Klebang (Melaka), lepak tanjung Muar. Seronok ler... Tak lupa juga kiteorg dapat membenteras aksi2 lucah satu couple kat dataran tanjung tu. Padan muka!! Hahahaha...jahatnye aku! Yesterday balik KL with Jaja and Gya. Sembang punye sembang, tak sedar dah sampai KL.

Harinih punye la liat nak bangun gi keje. Isk isk isk... Pagi tadi Dahlia yg tunggu aku kat stesen. Huhuhuh.. Then started to discuss our (Anom, Fizah, Herry & me) weekend getaway. Decided to go to PD. Kire ok la..tak jauh, tak penat travel, tak mahal. Jadiknye kiteorg still finding out the best chalet/resort/hotel. Hopefully menjadi la percutian pendek kiteorg ni. Honeymoon Fizah, but with me and Anom tagging along.

Akhirnya aku dapat tau gaji dah masuk. Kata masuk Saturday, tapi takde. Omar bgtau dah masuk dah tadi. Hehehehe.. Also, he's going to transfer some more into my account. Jadi leh ler seronok2 sket bulan nih. Dengan book fair lagi, register OUM lagi, mmg aku memerlukan banyak ler. Huhuhuhu.

He sent me an sms. And suddenly I don't feel happy anymore. It's like he sucks in all my happiness. He's like a dementor *Refer to Harry Potter stories*. Why do I hate you so much??

Friday, April 22, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Instead of doing what I thought I would do yesterday, I spent the whole day with Anom. I guess I was so bored I wanted to go out and have some fun. Ni semua gara2 bill air & elektrik yg aku kena pegi bayar, since aku takde acc Maybank2u.

Rabu malam I called Lan soh teman aku pegi bayor bill kat Care4. Tatkala aku berjumpa dia malam itu lah aku dapat tau yg rupa2nya this is the final week kat KL. He'll start working in Seremban next Monday. So we spent the rest of the night ronda2 dan lepak2 kat kl. Demi kawan, kepenatan yg aku rasakan mlm tu aku tolak ketepi. Tapi akhirnye aku terpaksa mengalah, pasal dah tak larat sgt ler...

So yesterday morning I was frustrated I did not wake up at noon, as planned. Sebaliknya, aku terjaga sama time macam hari2 aku terjaga nak pegi kerja. Punya la awal, penat aku tak abih lagi pun. Pastu I can't sleep, I kept thinking of going out and have a cup of nescafe ais. I thought of going out with Lan again, but then takut gf dia marah lak..so I called Anom. 8.00am on a holiday I woke her up ajak gi breakfast. Kol 10 Anom sampai, we had breakfast and headed to KLCC to catch a movie. While walking accross the KLCC Park, selipar cik Anom putus lak. Hhahahaha..jalan macam org sakit! Masuk2 je KLCC gi carik kasut murah. Aisehhh..susah tul nak carik kasut yg murah2 dan selesa kat Suria KLCC tu. Last2 beli kat Bata, after dapatkan tiket tgk The Pacifier kol 1.10pm. Kelakar la movie tu. That Peter is SO cute!!.

Habis movie we went to Ampang Park. Anom wanted to buy a skirt, but instead she bought herself 4 pieces of baju batik. *Org kerajaan kan skang kena pakai batik on Saturday* Last2 takde duit, amik keta kat KLCC, terus balik umah Anom. Dapat aku makan keropok dari Kelantan. Hehehehe... Lepas dah rehat2, gi makan kat Care4. Barulah semangat sket aku lepastu dah dapat makan. Kebulur siot. Hahahaha.. After that she sent me home, lepak2 jap sambil layan cd. Har har har!! Cd itu sungguh kelakar! Last2 cik Anom pun pulang ler..takleh lama2 kang cik abg dia marah lak..huhuhuhu..

I had so much fun yesterday. I can't remember the last time me and Anom spend our day together.

Pagi tadi bangun rasa cam tak larat. Mlm kang dah nak kena drive balik Muar. Jadik kesimpulannye di sini, aku cuma nak kata: Dahlia sibuk!! Suka nak jenguk2 apa aku tulis! :P

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Thank God Tomorrow's a public holiday. That means I can wake up at noon. Hahahaha. I'm SO sleepy today. Even lepas lepak2 kat central lunchtime tadi ngan Dahlia sambil makan ice-cream, still...mata nih cam berat jek..
Jadi apa nak buat esok? Hmmmm... kemas rumah, basuh baju, baca buku cerita, plan utk kuar...tapi pastu decide not to, plan utk pegi makan sorang2...then also decide not to, masak ntah ape2, last2 tido balik.
Seems like an interesting way to spend a public holiday, huh?!

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Ada orang suka berahsia. Bukannya benda tak elok pun. Takpe aaa..kalau itu la yg dia nak, ala2 nak kasi surprise ke..takut tak jadi ke.. Well, you should know for one that it is not a surprise. It just makes us plain mad. Huhuhuh.. No la. Tak kisah sgt pun.. Semoga yg membaca ni dapat identify yg post ini ditujukan khas utknya. Itupun kalau dia tak sibuk, tak balik kg... ;)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Dah seminggu lebih baru mamat sorang tu nak ingat kat aku? Huh! Alasan la kata call tak dapat2. Tapi mmg susah nak dapat contact aku pun... Huhuhuhu...
Sebaik la ingat lagi dia kat aku. Ingatkan dah lupa dah... Hehehehe.. best gak dapat bersembang ngan dia..walaupun sekejap... rinduuuuuuuuuu~ Muahahahhahhahahha...
Dalam masa terdekat nih, ramai jugak member2 yg contact aku. Ahad haritu Muza called, mlm tu Weng plak. Pastu smalam Marina... nih tadi Zul plak. 4 org aje pun, tapi pada aku ramai laa.. memandangkan mmg zaman skang ni tepon aku tu mmg tak berbunyik..melainkan Mummy yg rajin tanye kabo aku hari2. Hehehehe...
Dah. Nak balik. Dahlia sibuk je dok jenguk2 nak tgk ape aku tulis. Tak sesabo nak baca karangan aku yg best nih. Har har har.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
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Celine Dion - All By Myself

Monday, April 18, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Happy Belated Birthday to Dahlia!
She turned 25 on Saturday. Hahahahaha...
*kidding!*


Sunday was the laziest day for me to go out. Cuma termampu pegi kat tingkap utk menjenguk dunia luar dan mendapatkan sket cahaya matahari. Tapi, I can't believe I washed my clothes! Tinggal a few t-shirts je. Yg lelain, including pants.. sudah tercuci!! Sabun Fab aku tu...dah daripada tahun lepas tak abih2 lagik. Huhuhuhuh.. Congratulations to Scabbers, who finally washed her own clothes..after a few months of doing laundry in Muar.

Today, Dahlia and Omar are on leave. Are they having an affair or what? Cuti sama2? And when I was having chickenpox the other day, I heard that they are like a couple already? Having lunch together and all... Hehehehe.. *are u guys trying to keep a secret from me or anything?*

Anom is also on leave today, so I have no friends to chat with during office hours. She's on her way back from Kelantan with her collegues. Thank God Jaja's next door. At least I can have lunch with her today. Harap dia bawak la buku Shopaholic yg aku nak pinjam tu. Best la buku tu... I read the 1st one. Jaja's, of course..since this month we both have no budget for a new book, jadik kite tukar2 le. Can't wait to read the next one. Currently I'm reading John Grisham's The Testament...while waiting for Shopahlic takes Manhattan. I guess I'm having that reading mood again. Can't wait for gaji day. I'm plannig to buy Dan Brown's Deception Point. Harap2 buku tu se-best The Da Vinci Code. Sape2 yg dah baca bley kasi pendapat?

Ok la...I guess I'll stop now. Sambung buat keje sket, nanti leh sambung tulis lagi. Ye la, takde kawan harinih... blog ni je la tempat aku meluahkan rasa hati aku. cewah! Hehehehe...

Thursday, April 14, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm bad. I am so BAD! Muahahahahahaha...
Aduhai Lan..apsal ler awak pindah? Pastu tinggalkan saya dengan org baru nih? Ish...sedey!!

Thursday, April 14, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Lan's moving back to Seremban. Aku hilang tempat bermanja. Muahahahaha... *sigh* He was THAT happy last night, he kept on smiling sampai sakit muka dia. Camne pun, aku tumpang gembira untuk dia.


Senheng's like shit, man! I got hung up AGAIN. Such an asshole.
I swear I'm never gonna buy anything from that store again. Dah tau service macam ngok, kat website takde lak tempat nak compalin. Haram btol!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Apsal la lambat sangat masa berjalan nih? Aku sangat down sekarang ni. Aku takde mood langsung. Aku rasa cam nak balik. Aku rasa cam taknak amik pedulik tentang apa2 disekeliling aku. Nak angkat mulut sket pun aku takmoh skang ni. Nasib aku...ice-box disambar kilat. Jangan sape2 kata apa2. Aku malas nak dengar. Aku takmoh dengar. Dan aku tak pedulik.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Senheng menawarkan harga yg murah dan cara yg mudah untuk membayar. Akan tetapi, customer service nye macam haram. Rude. Hishhh.. menyampah betul aku dengan orang yg memilih kerja yg berhadapan dengan customer, tetapi kasar, tak friendly dan tidak menghormati customer nya. Nama company je besar, tapi tak geti nak bagi proper training kat pekerja nya. Buduh.

Monday, April 11, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm 23 today. Ahaksss..agak tua gak aa eh?! Mummy and MakTon called last night to wish. Oh terharunya aku! :D

Thursday, April 07, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Apsal aku asyik berangan eh harinih? *giggle*

Gediks!!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Time crawls today.

Everybody & everything are getting on my nerves today.

Monday, April 04, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm back in KL. Saturday stayed in with Mummy. Sunday afternoon, after sending Mummy back, I was so damn bored. I called and asked everyone, but none was free. Everybody was either not in KL, or out with other friends. Sebaik hujan. Ada alasan for me to stay in. Tapi pagi tadi susah betul nak bangun. 2 weeks bangun lambat, susah lak mata aku ni nak kembali bangun pagi. Hehehe...

Anyway, I'm loving this song at the moment -

You and Me
Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive