Blog dearie.... I miss you SO much!!!!

I have been so busy since Singapore trip. Dua minggu lepas was at UEM buat kerja kat sana. So today balik ofis, still have loads of work to do. Probably on the 13th I'll be going for another training in Singapore. I think when I get back here, I might as well move all my belongings to the office. Penat betul. And my Final Project punya proposal is due on the 8th, I have just completed about 5% of it. I feel like jumping off KLCC.

Anyway, last Friday was my beloved Kelisa's 3rd birthday. Tak sangka dah 3 tahun dah "bayi" aku itu. Hehehehe..

I think this is all I have for now. Got work to do. Later!!

Kesepian
Dygta

kurindu disayangi
sepenuh hati
sedalam cintaku
setulus hatiku

kuingin memiliki
kekasih hati
tanpa air mata
tanpa kesalahan

*
bukan cinta
yang melukai diriku
dan meninggalkan hidupku
lagi

tolonglah aku
dari kehampaan ini
selamatkan cintaku
dari hancurnya hatiku
hempaskan kesendirian
yang tak pernah berakhir

bebaskan aku
dari keadaan ini
sempurnakan hidupku
dari rapuhnya jiwaku
adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

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adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

Blog dearie,

I'm so tired. Gotta go to UEM in a while.

Chiao!

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAACK...!!!!!

But really sorry, my dear blog, for I can't update you now. I'm a have lots of installing and configuring of the server to do before tomorrow ends.

So, bye for now.

Scabbers : Dude, apekah perasaan anda sekarang?

Wormtail : Hmmmmmm.... Anxious.

Scabbers : Yea, I guess you are. I'm feeling it too.

Wormtail : DUH~! * Rolling eyes *

I hope I can understand what the instructor says about this whole technology + programming stuff. Sometimes my mind would just encrypts it into a whole other code which I can't understand. And I hope I don't miss Mummy too much sampai takleh buat kerja. I mean, come on... Singapore is like an hour away from home and there's so many relatives there (Although I have no idea who most of them are).

Scabbers : You'll be fine.

Wormtail : I hope so. Aku kan dah beso, takkan itu pun tak geti2.

Scabbers & Wormtail : Hahahahaha...

You know, I actually do not know what to write, so that's what I can think of. Pathetic. I know. Please excuse me, dear blog.

Apart from that, I just read the lyrics of The Way I Are - Timbaland @ Pizli's. Hmmm... kire aku pun nak nyanyi cam pompuan Keri Hilson tu la. Dia tak kisah lelaki tu kaya ke tak. Tapi yg seterusnya tu cam lain macam jek bunyi nye, so abaikan je la. Hehehehe... And this song....

Why
Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Seriously mmg takde kena mengena langsung dengan hidup aku, tapi cam best lak layan.

So blog, enjoy the weekend and please pray for me while I'm away.

The 2 symptoms are here - Makan banyak and way too emotional. It won't be long before the time comes. In the meantime... try to get yourself together, dude.

Oh yea... I haven't written anything in my non-virtual journal. Mengantuk sangat malam tadi, tertido. First time in 2 weeks aku dapat tido nyenyak. I'm so glad.. I was getting too tired already. But I guess it also has something to do with the symptoms mentioned earlier kan? Hehehe...

Errrmmmm... macam tatau ape nak tulis la. I'll write more later.

Read this....

Dear All,

Please take note that tomorrow meeting with GCC is cancelled.

Thank You!

YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!

* Sengih dan sengih lagi

Transformers @ IMAX is WAY cool. Bukan 3D la. The screen is a bit too big but the sound system was like, whoa!! Spacious plak tu. I kinda like it, but of course not the price la. RM15. Last night was my first time. I'm no longer an IMAX virgin. Hahahhaha...

I actually wanted to write longer, but my snail-like mind today takleh nak beroperasi sepenuhnya.

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Errrmmmm... ada something else.... yg mana aku takleh nak explain pun kat sini. Hmmmm... takpela, balik rumah and write in my non-virtual journal.

:(

On the other hand, I wish Autobots yg menyerupai cars & trucks menjadi milik aku. Sexy!

My friend Hadzrul is on leave and I have nobody to talk to. I'm so not in the mood to laugh-out-loud with the others. Kinda tired and feeling down la. Aiyaa... I wish he was here!

* Sigh

Cepat2 la tomorrow comes so that life would be normal again...