Sedih yang amat.

Lydia handed me Cadbury chocolates. "Cheer up!", she said.

See? How can you NOT love your friends? Sedihnya bila semua dah buat haluan masing2 nanti.

Flora Fest tomorrow, anybody?

Bunga hidup, gua tak hal punya... gua suka beb. Tapi bunga tu mesti yg tumbuh dari pokok nya yg ditanam di dalam tanah (weii, di dalam ke di atas ek??)... dan bukannya bunga yg orang lelaki selalu hadiahkan kepada orang pompuan. Bunga plastik aku kurang paham aaa. Pada aku ia mengundang habuk je lebih. Ngehngehngeh...

Makton's passion lies in orchids and Mummy loves bougainvillea. Then again, I guess Mummy simply loves gardening, that she digs anything green. Guess what I do on evenings when everybody's adjusting their plants?

Talk to the cats.

Don't get me wrong, I love plants and flowers too.. cuma aku belum mengasah bakat lagi. As for now, aku hanyalah seorang supir dan tukang angkat barang. Hehehehe... One day when I'm back in Muar for good, I'd definately take up gardening as my hobby.

I should take up a hobby. Birdwatching.

Errrmmm.... What?!

No. Seriously. I need a hobby. Currently my hobby is reading and watching tv. If those are even considered as hobbies! Might as well put 'sleeping' or 'napping' in it too. Heh.

I need a low-cost hobby. No, wait. A free-of-charge hobby. But the hobby must allow me to go outside the house and require some walking (of long or short distance), preferebly not under the hot sun. Or maybe a max of half an hour under the hot sun.

Any ideas?

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Save Room
John Legend

Say that you'll stay a little
dont say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
Knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save

Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me

This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save

Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save

I remember clearly one hot afternoon when I was on my way to Dahlia's, Abg Mech talked to me for the first time which made my heart jumped out of it's place and my cheekbone sore from smiling. Since then, I look forward to return home everyday with him greeting me before I went up the stairs. I would find any excuse to go back down - to buy eggs, icecream, calling Arin. And I'd look out the window to see him leave.

Those were the times when I was SO obsessed. Now it's different. I don't look forward to seeing him when I get home. He barely even there anyway. And if we do see each other, we'd just exchange smiles. Sometimes when we're in an extra happy mood, we'd say "Hi". No more long conversations on Saturday evenings, no more flirting. I ignore the sound of his shop closing, and I don't look out the window for him anymore.

Posting di atas ter-amat-lah... ape org kata... poyo? Yelatu kot. Sebenarnye takde mende nak tulis, tapi dah kena tegur dengan Encik Sperma-yg-jalang tu... so aku tulis je la ape2.

Oh, and another thing.. If you're into reading, I suggest you read The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. Kinokuniya KLCC labels it as Gem Of The Month (for this month aje la kan) and as far as I've read, it definately IS a gem. It touches the heart.

Cewah cewah... ayat tu mesti nak ala2 poy... Huh.

I have this picture of a beach, with Dahlia, Farah and my butt on the side, as a wallpaper. Yana came and asked where the picture was taken. The moment I said "Cherating", I feel like going on a beach-y holiday with friends from IMU whom I miss so much. Hmmm... but I think I miss the beach more. Kehkehkeh.

Salam Ma'al Hijrah kepada semua rakan2 Muslim.

"May Allah SWT grant us His blessings to change our inner self, Amin"

BORING GILER.... !!!!!!


Nak update resume pun cam tak confident. Apetah lagi nak click kat button Apply Now untuk kerja2 yg diiklankan di internet. Dan apetah lagi nak print out resume dan send kat company2 yg memerlukan.

Alangkah bagusnya kalau skang ni Mummy kata, "Jhn, meh la balik Muar...keje je la ape ade kat sini. Jadi minah kilang syiok wooooo. Ade la mamat nak usha nanti".

Hah. Dapat aku membunuh dua burung dengan satu batu.

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I bet I'm gonna have a similar post tomorrow. Dahlia is not in today... and tomorrow. And to add to the boredom, Omar won't be in as well.

Oh but wait, Omar dah tinggalkan aku sensorang dah pun. He ditched me for lunch. Thanks dude. You just made my day.

:|

I bought this pink shirt @ KLCC yesterday (which I'm wearing now). Wanted to buy the matching grey-with-pink-stripes bootleg pants as well, but Mummy said better not. Although she said I looked totally hot in it.

HAHAHAHAHA... as if!!

I tried on a pastel-pink cardigan with little flowery glitters around the neck, also to match the pants... and surprise surprise... I actually looked like a normal girl. Focus on the word girl here ok (Perasan nak mampos. Uweeeekkkk!! Nak muntah aku). Mummy won't let me buy the cardigan, because of the price (its RM129) and also because it kinda potrays the phrase "pakai baju tapi serupa tak pakai baju".

And so I ended up with only 1 item, but yet I'm so psyched because it has been a while since I last bought anything ok.

Sad, isn't it?

But what's sad-der is the situation in Johor right now. Banjir lagi sekali. I was shocked to hear the news when it struck, but thankful that rumah aku wasn't affected. Begitu juga dengan ahli keluarga aku yg lain di Johor.

Seram jugak dengan berita2 mengenai keadaan cuaca yg dijangka akan bertambah buruk. Hujan tanpa henti, kemarau dan sebagainya. Ngeri. Biler time cenggini, teringat cerita umat zaman Nabi Nuh yg diteggelami air. Biler asyik terbaca cerita nyah dan gay, teringat pulak cerita umah Nabi Lut yg ditimbus tanah kan?

Terbayang kalau-kalau berlakunya perkara seperti tu... aku tak ready lagi! I'm far from being ready. Tapi... biler nak insaf?

Itu soalan untuk aku especially, and it goes out to you guys as well.

How's your 2007 so far?

Aku.... taktau la. Disambut dengan pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran. Menguji tahap kesabaran aku. Dan dalam pada tu membuatkan aku takde idea dan takde mood nak memblog. Serious aku taktau ape nak tulis. Nak bukak blog ni pun dah cam hilang keseronokannya.

Dah lama tak update. Takde mood la. Plus internet ni pun masih cam tak best je. Lenkali la ek.