Dead And Gone

I'd probably be happier, when I'm Dead & Gone, tapi banyak dosa lah.

OMG! OMG! OMG!

He text-ed me!!

* Pengsan! *

But just bcoz he's kinda my boss & dia kena la jaga kebajikan developers nya. Kan? Anyway I replied like a stupid idiot.

IDIOT!! * marah diri sendiri *

Shi* Load Of Stuff

I'm sad coz I miss my Mummy. I'm excited coz my Convent girls will be back in Muar for our 10-year reunion this Saturday nite. I'm psyched over Cousin Lynn's wedding the following weekend. I'm thankful for my new salary increment.

On top of it all, I'm packed with work and health treatments that I don't even have time to kemas rumah, let alone figure out my outfit for all the occasions!

OMG. I think I'm gonna have a panic attack!

* mind u, I have time to blog coz I'm waiting for my Virtual Machine to start up *

Did you know that selecting an outfit is like, seriously crucial? Yes. CRUCIAL. Especially for weddings & reunions! I don't exaggerate with my look, but I try to look pleasant at least. Lebih2 lagi when your childhood friends have all turned into swans. (Read : beautiful women. Duh.) And they are all successful, have businesses and travel all over the world while you, still fat, ugly and boyfriend-less, just sits there quietly and wishing for the world to end before you......

It's stressful, but one has got to get over it, give herself some credit and enjoy the company of her friends, right?

And Lynn's wedding! It's next weekend, and I should be home by Thursday nite, but I still haven't decided baju nak pakai! Malam berinai, nikah, sanding, rumah Fadly. Aiyoh. Kritikal beb. Nak kene gosok lagi.... tudung lagi... Ayo yo!!!

Looks like I have some serious work to do here. =|

Oh shoot! Where did I put my camera and those batteries? Demit!

500 Days Of Summer

It's a cute movie, but not THAT good. Didn't make me cry though, but made me smile. A whole lot. Not worth going to the movies for it. Download aje!

Anyway, bila habis je tengok movie tu, rasa macam... you know... "Maybe he's not the one I was looking for".

So Scabbers, sila STOP obsessing over him!

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I need a new pair of Clarks. The one I'm wearing has worn off. Like, seriously. This is totally an emergency! Kalau nak hadiahkan, please do so. Coz aku takdak duit. =(

Kenapa Saya Ber Facebook

1. Sebab banyak sangat kerja sampai tak tau mana satu nak buat, last2 enjoy dulu.

2. Sebab saya suka bila berjumpa dengan kawan2 lama, current & baru *1

3. Saya ada bela kucing. Kesian kalau dia tak mandi, makan & bermain2.

4. Saya kepohchi. Nak tengok gambar orang2 lain.

5. Sebab kalau saya tak login Facebook satu hari, saya boleh jadi pening & mual.

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*1 : baru - jika dia kawan kepada kawan, dan if status Single sahaja. In A Relationship pun tidak diterima. Jika tiada mutual friend, lupakan sahaja.

Loserville

* Sedang imagine berada dalam Starbucks *

Orang : Yes, miss.. what will you have this morning?

Scabbers : Ermm.. I'll have twin babies, black coffee & a good movie please. Oh, and a date with a decent guy would be nice.

Orang : Is that all?

Scabbers : For now, yes please. * Smiles *

Orang : * Masuk dapur to get me what I need *

Kepulangan

My hero Hindustan dah pulang. =(

Going International

Nah, I'm not flying out of the country. I'm not even going to Singapore. Hehe.. It's just that Singaporeans are here at the office. Well, the original Singaporean is my boss, yg dah macam jadi Malaysian. Then there's this Indian guy, I guess he's originally from India coz he has all the accent, but I believe he works in Singapore. Then there's an Arab guy, whom has nothing to do with Singapore. It's just that he's my new team member, currently working with my company. Haha.

Plus my new and cute Project Consultant, (If anybody from my office reads this, I am so dead) who is a Malaysian Chinese. And then finally, there's me. So that wraps up our team for this current project that I'm in. Oh, and petang tadi my French boss was in the meeting room discussing about servers which I have no idea what's going on anyway.

Of all these people in the room just now, I think it's safe to say that by the end of the meeting, I am attracted to the Indian guy who works in Singapore. Man! How come my cute consultant pun kalah eh? Hmmm... Combine cute consultant + baik hati Singaporean boss + hensem French boss + the Arab is nothing but the fact that I LIKE Arabs in general sbb diaorg hensem/cantik. Haha. Boleh kalah jugak semua tu?

Kalau nak compare him to Siva (the other Singaporean who has a British accent, tapi kali ni tak datang pulak), this guy is more soft-spoken and calm. Siva's loud, completely botak and SO damn sexy! Dia ni tak sexy lah. Tinggi, tak gemuk, but size orang yg dah kawen jugak la. Perut takde la. Normal. Ada rambut kerinting sket, and ada uban. Mata dia kot eh? Mata dia cam... hmmm.. cemana nak describe? Kalau tengok rasa relaxed. Dan cam kaler brown. And, sangat kemas orangnye. Smart gile ok. No tie la, cuma baju dia nampak sangat properly gosok & of the best material.

Dia ada gaya Professor yg hebat in an International University. Ramai student bleh jatuh hati kat dia. Errr... including me? Forgive me, tapi aku mmg cepat jatuh hati kat orang. Ekekeke... Anyway he's going back tomorrow evening. So esok aku nak melekat kat dia. Not because I like him, but because I need his consultation & tunjuk ajar to these new things that I'm supposed to complete in 2 month's time.

Buat sorang2 ok. Pak Arab tu buat jugak, cuma module lain la. Gila. Mana taknye aku cakap aku nak mati. Skang pun dah rasa cam nak demam. Eh tapi sebenarnye sebab semalam pi melepak sampai lewat malam dengan Capix. Hahaha..

Ok lah. Masa untuk saye pengsan sekarang.

Goodbye, World!

I am so fu**ed up. ok. dia dah panggil. I guess I'll be dead in a while.

Bye.

Smile

Lagu ini ditujukan kepada kanak-kanak yg ada di rumah terbuka CKO haritu - Umar, Haziq, Amni, Ilyas, Nazurah, Fatin, Damia & Husayn.

=)

Ramblings Of An Un-attached Person

When you're single, and you go to gatherings or reunions or whatever u call it... and there happens to be somebody of the opposite sex who is also single, everybody starts pairing up the both of you. And when that person happens to be the same big size as you are, which is a bonus point in everybody else's eyes, the ayat-ayat kacau from your friends keeps coming until like, 5 years after.

OMG I am so sick of it, ok.
(Or maybe it's just that I'm not interested in that person je yg buat aku bengang? Kalau aku ada interest at least sikit pun kat dia, sure aku tak marah kan?)

Happy Deepavali

Just got back from Pizli & Liza's CKO Open House. Boy, am I tired or what?! Ini baru round KL pegi 3 open houses, belum lagi organize one. Mung's @ Danau Kota, Omar's @ Kelana Jaya and was @ Bandar Mahkota the whole nite.

Syok lah wei jumpa kawan-kawan IMU dulu. Yang bukan CKO cuma Justin & Che' Norley je la. Dan Najula dah besar! OMG she's now in Primary 2 and has 2 little sisters! I have to say, penat jugak melayan budak2 kecik eh... Tapi syok la tengok macam2 gelagat kelakar diaorg.

And today's the first time aku bercakap dengan Justin. I always thought that he's cute. Tambah pulak very polite and soft-spoken.. isk.. buat aku tersipu2 pulak dengan dia. And it turned out we have some things in common. Aaww.. I wonder if he likes Malay girls. Hahahah.. Gila.

Anyway, yg penting I had a blast! Am waiting for pictures now.. Walaupun I know aku tak cun, lantak la. I wanna see pictures! Hehe.. rindu betul kat kawan-kawan semua...

Tidak Faham

Setelah tamat mood country saye, sekarang saya addicted to love songs pula. Specifically Melly Goeslaw's from varius movies.

My playlist reads :

1. Ayat-Ayat Cinta
2. Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
3. Cinta

Macam tiba-tiba je aku start dengar balik lagu Ayat-Ayat Cinta and now I can't stop, dan rasa sangat best dan rindu nak tengok balik movie tu. WTF dude. I'm confident I'm not in love.

I think.

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud...

Oh well, mungkin mood aku jek kot. Yelah, kazen nak kawen...
Hahahaha.. Whatever. Loser.