OMG this is the deepest of the deep shit. Aku da tak tahan lah. Apa aku buat semua nya salah.

And i've never seen him tersangat marah dengan aku. he hates me so much now.

=) =(

Why in the world did I dapat this boss eh? Cute & like, the nicest guy on planet earth! Kinda hard to concentrate on work, after 5 seconds of looking at him.

Btw, he just picked me up at home this morning. Urgh. Boleh tak jangan greet me with a fresh smile pagi2 hari? Dizzy terus ok.

Tapi since I am in the deepest shit ever, dia marah aku like, every second of the day. Oh Bali... come faster! :'(

DEAD. SERIOUSLY.

Am in the DEEPEST SHIT EVER.

I'm too tired lah.

This is definately HELL on earth.

:-S

scabbers: u're going back now?
scabbers: * emoticon nervous *
jamaludinHo: around 6.15pm
scabbers: * emoticon nervous *
jamaludinHo: kenape ?
jamaludinHo: you perlukan i ?
scabbers: ye
jamaludinHo: aku akan datang nanti
jamaludinHo: jangan bimbang

If only dia tidak bermaksudkan kerja. * sigh *

@_@

Dear Boss,

Cepatla announce company trip pegi mana?! Can't wait lah. I need to sleep. Terbayang bantal dan katil empuk. Serta selimut best kat hotel.

I hope it's Phuket! Please say Phuket! Nak carik kawan mamat Thai plak. Later nak pi sana sorang2 dah ada kawan. Ekeke..

Ingat nak pi Bali early Jan. Tapi mahai la tiket. Mana mampu. Tunggu co. trip je la. In the meantime, IF aku dah boleh dapat tidur, I'll sleep at home. IF.

I miss tidur.

kiok

Kalau dalam lif dari Ground nak ke 6th floor pun aku boleh pejamkan mata nak berehat, apetah lagi waktu membuat kerja pukul 12.37pagi.

Dah 3 minggu la kot. Everyday (including weekends) kerja 10am - 3am secara hardcore. Laptop aku pun dah slow gile ni. Mana tak nye mata aku pun terikut.

Aku takut aku weng halfway. Takat ni ok, baru sampai tahap pasang lagu kuat2 dan menyanyi2 dalam ofis sambil wat keje.

~~~

Ya Allah, kuatkan lah semangat aku untuk menempuh hari-hari mendatang yg penuh dengan cabaran.

Aku dah tanya, tapi dia macam taknak kasi. =(

Help

Tolong.

Aku dah sangat penat.

Tolong.

Aku dah takda semangat.

Tolong.

Dah rasa macam nak melarikan dan menghilangkan diri. Almost. Sipi2 je lagi. Sewaktu di surau semalam.

- Breakdown -

Will It Be Over Soon?

God! When is this going to be over?!

I'm seriously stuck & have absolutely no idea!

~~~~~~~~~~

Apart from that, I had a nite off semalam.

THANK YOU, SUNRISE MONT KIARA!!!
for shutting down the power

And had dinner @ Sushi King MidValley with my oh-so-adorable boss. Isk. Comel gile aa dia. Rasa cam nak tersengeh jek bile nampak dia hari2. (Kalau tak pikir pasal kerja la). Aherm. So, tidur tersenyum lah malam tadi.

But not really. I had a REALLY sickening dream! Yucks! Sangat membuat aku mual dan geli geleman. No, definately not about my boss la. If dia, confirm aku tak jejak tanah dah harini.

;)

~~

Dah 95% pasti. Jika ada masa, tengok apa berlaku esok.

~

Dah 90% pasti.

Don't Forget You Love Me, Today =)

I don't think there's one song from Schuyler Fisk that I don't like. I love'em all! Lagu ini telah menghilangkan tensen saya @ 2am sewaktu membuat kerja.

:'(

Sungguh bertuah perempuan itu.

Apalah malang nasib diri ini.....

* sambil merenung ke bulan, dan perlahan2 air mata menitis ke bumi *

Perihal Raya Haji 2009

Khamis, 9.00am (baru terjaga tido)

Ring ring!

Scabbers : Hello

Munah : Balik lambat ke malam ni? Ingat nak saing.

Scabbers : Tak balik aaa...

Khamis, 10am (driving to work)

Ring ring!

Scabbers : Hello

Dina : Dina balik harini, sampai 30th baru balik KL.

Scabbers : Ala!

Jumaat, 2pm (driving to work)

Scabbers : Hello, Farah. Selamat Hari Raya.

Farhiah : Aku kat rumah mak mertua.

Scabbers : Ye tak ye, kau ada husband. At least you're not alone for raya.

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Lepas aku sadar tu, aku rasa sedih. Balik pagi hari sorang2. Bangun pagi sorang2. Lunch McD tapau pun sorang2.

How sad can life be?