OMG! OMG! OMG!

He text-ed me!!

* Pengsan! *

But just bcoz he's kinda my boss & dia kena la jaga kebajikan developers nya. Kan? Anyway I replied like a stupid idiot.

IDIOT!! * marah diri sendiri *

Shi* Load Of Stuff

I'm sad coz I miss my Mummy. I'm excited coz my Convent girls will be back in Muar for our 10-year reunion this Saturday nite. I'm psyched over Cousin Lynn's wedding the following weekend. I'm thankful for my new salary increment.

On top of it all, I'm packed with work and health treatments that I don't even have time to kemas rumah, let alone figure out my outfit for all the occasions!

OMG. I think I'm gonna have a panic attack!

* mind u, I have time to blog coz I'm waiting for my Virtual Machine to start up *

Did you know that selecting an outfit is like, seriously crucial? Yes. CRUCIAL. Especially for weddings & reunions! I don't exaggerate with my look, but I try to look pleasant at least. Lebih2 lagi when your childhood friends have all turned into swans. (Read : beautiful women. Duh.) And they are all successful, have businesses and travel all over the world while you, still fat, ugly and boyfriend-less, just sits there quietly and wishing for the world to end before you......

It's stressful, but one has got to get over it, give herself some credit and enjoy the company of her friends, right?

And Lynn's wedding! It's next weekend, and I should be home by Thursday nite, but I still haven't decided baju nak pakai! Malam berinai, nikah, sanding, rumah Fadly. Aiyoh. Kritikal beb. Nak kene gosok lagi.... tudung lagi... Ayo yo!!!

Looks like I have some serious work to do here. =|

Oh shoot! Where did I put my camera and those batteries? Demit!

500 Days Of Summer

It's a cute movie, but not THAT good. Didn't make me cry though, but made me smile. A whole lot. Not worth going to the movies for it. Download aje!

Anyway, bila habis je tengok movie tu, rasa macam... you know... "Maybe he's not the one I was looking for".

So Scabbers, sila STOP obsessing over him!

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I need a new pair of Clarks. The one I'm wearing has worn off. Like, seriously. This is totally an emergency! Kalau nak hadiahkan, please do so. Coz aku takdak duit. =(

Kenapa Saya Ber Facebook

1. Sebab banyak sangat kerja sampai tak tau mana satu nak buat, last2 enjoy dulu.

2. Sebab saya suka bila berjumpa dengan kawan2 lama, current & baru *1

3. Saya ada bela kucing. Kesian kalau dia tak mandi, makan & bermain2.

4. Saya kepohchi. Nak tengok gambar orang2 lain.

5. Sebab kalau saya tak login Facebook satu hari, saya boleh jadi pening & mual.

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*1 : baru - jika dia kawan kepada kawan, dan if status Single sahaja. In A Relationship pun tidak diterima. Jika tiada mutual friend, lupakan sahaja.

Loserville

* Sedang imagine berada dalam Starbucks *

Orang : Yes, miss.. what will you have this morning?

Scabbers : Ermm.. I'll have twin babies, black coffee & a good movie please. Oh, and a date with a decent guy would be nice.

Orang : Is that all?

Scabbers : For now, yes please. * Smiles *

Orang : * Masuk dapur to get me what I need *

Kepulangan

My hero Hindustan dah pulang. =(

Going International

Nah, I'm not flying out of the country. I'm not even going to Singapore. Hehe.. It's just that Singaporeans are here at the office. Well, the original Singaporean is my boss, yg dah macam jadi Malaysian. Then there's this Indian guy, I guess he's originally from India coz he has all the accent, but I believe he works in Singapore. Then there's an Arab guy, whom has nothing to do with Singapore. It's just that he's my new team member, currently working with my company. Haha.

Plus my new and cute Project Consultant, (If anybody from my office reads this, I am so dead) who is a Malaysian Chinese. And then finally, there's me. So that wraps up our team for this current project that I'm in. Oh, and petang tadi my French boss was in the meeting room discussing about servers which I have no idea what's going on anyway.

Of all these people in the room just now, I think it's safe to say that by the end of the meeting, I am attracted to the Indian guy who works in Singapore. Man! How come my cute consultant pun kalah eh? Hmmm... Combine cute consultant + baik hati Singaporean boss + hensem French boss + the Arab is nothing but the fact that I LIKE Arabs in general sbb diaorg hensem/cantik. Haha. Boleh kalah jugak semua tu?

Kalau nak compare him to Siva (the other Singaporean who has a British accent, tapi kali ni tak datang pulak), this guy is more soft-spoken and calm. Siva's loud, completely botak and SO damn sexy! Dia ni tak sexy lah. Tinggi, tak gemuk, but size orang yg dah kawen jugak la. Perut takde la. Normal. Ada rambut kerinting sket, and ada uban. Mata dia kot eh? Mata dia cam... hmmm.. cemana nak describe? Kalau tengok rasa relaxed. Dan cam kaler brown. And, sangat kemas orangnye. Smart gile ok. No tie la, cuma baju dia nampak sangat properly gosok & of the best material.

Dia ada gaya Professor yg hebat in an International University. Ramai student bleh jatuh hati kat dia. Errr... including me? Forgive me, tapi aku mmg cepat jatuh hati kat orang. Ekekeke... Anyway he's going back tomorrow evening. So esok aku nak melekat kat dia. Not because I like him, but because I need his consultation & tunjuk ajar to these new things that I'm supposed to complete in 2 month's time.

Buat sorang2 ok. Pak Arab tu buat jugak, cuma module lain la. Gila. Mana taknye aku cakap aku nak mati. Skang pun dah rasa cam nak demam. Eh tapi sebenarnye sebab semalam pi melepak sampai lewat malam dengan Capix. Hahaha..

Ok lah. Masa untuk saye pengsan sekarang.

Goodbye, World!

I am so fu**ed up. ok. dia dah panggil. I guess I'll be dead in a while.

Bye.

Smile

Lagu ini ditujukan kepada kanak-kanak yg ada di rumah terbuka CKO haritu - Umar, Haziq, Amni, Ilyas, Nazurah, Fatin, Damia & Husayn.

=)

Ramblings Of An Un-attached Person

When you're single, and you go to gatherings or reunions or whatever u call it... and there happens to be somebody of the opposite sex who is also single, everybody starts pairing up the both of you. And when that person happens to be the same big size as you are, which is a bonus point in everybody else's eyes, the ayat-ayat kacau from your friends keeps coming until like, 5 years after.

OMG I am so sick of it, ok.
(Or maybe it's just that I'm not interested in that person je yg buat aku bengang? Kalau aku ada interest at least sikit pun kat dia, sure aku tak marah kan?)

Happy Deepavali

Just got back from Pizli & Liza's CKO Open House. Boy, am I tired or what?! Ini baru round KL pegi 3 open houses, belum lagi organize one. Mung's @ Danau Kota, Omar's @ Kelana Jaya and was @ Bandar Mahkota the whole nite.

Syok lah wei jumpa kawan-kawan IMU dulu. Yang bukan CKO cuma Justin & Che' Norley je la. Dan Najula dah besar! OMG she's now in Primary 2 and has 2 little sisters! I have to say, penat jugak melayan budak2 kecik eh... Tapi syok la tengok macam2 gelagat kelakar diaorg.

And today's the first time aku bercakap dengan Justin. I always thought that he's cute. Tambah pulak very polite and soft-spoken.. isk.. buat aku tersipu2 pulak dengan dia. And it turned out we have some things in common. Aaww.. I wonder if he likes Malay girls. Hahahah.. Gila.

Anyway, yg penting I had a blast! Am waiting for pictures now.. Walaupun I know aku tak cun, lantak la. I wanna see pictures! Hehe.. rindu betul kat kawan-kawan semua...

Tidak Faham

Setelah tamat mood country saye, sekarang saya addicted to love songs pula. Specifically Melly Goeslaw's from varius movies.

My playlist reads :

1. Ayat-Ayat Cinta
2. Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
3. Cinta

Macam tiba-tiba je aku start dengar balik lagu Ayat-Ayat Cinta and now I can't stop, dan rasa sangat best dan rindu nak tengok balik movie tu. WTF dude. I'm confident I'm not in love.

I think.


Oh well, mungkin mood aku jek kot. Yelah, kazen nak kawen...
Hahahaha.. Whatever. Loser.

Reminiscing

I just had to say it today. His name; Arman.

Urgh. I've been avoiding that name for like, 8 years now. Haha. Bukan pasal apa pun, just because aku nak komen kuiz yg kawan aku buat kat Facebook. And his name was the first that popped up in my mind. Shucks.

He was my chat friend, originally. Then he called me almost everyday, bergayut tak sudah macam orang berchenta. Back in college, everybody bergayut. Biasalah kan. That was when I was about 18 years old kot.. earlier years of college. And he was 40. Separated with the wife, and has 2 kids aged around 4-6 years old.

He owns a construction company, if I'm not mistaken. Pergi clubbing every nite, and tell me stories I've never heard before. Real life stories. Dia pandai make conversations, aku rasa best cakap dengan dia (at that time lah. now when I think of it, semua nya jadi pathetic!)

He told me he's old and ugly, and I kept saying it's ok. We flirted like mad, but just over the phone or in a chatroom lah. I guess I just wanted to "test power". Sejauh mana kehandalan aku dalam bab2 mengurat. Hmmm.. I even flirted with my lecturer in front of like, everybody.

Anyway, one Saturday I was planning a day out with my friends when he called to volunteer jadi driver and tour guide for us. He canceled his trip balik Perak sebab ni ok. Haha. I agreed, dan heret lah kawan-kawan ku bersama.

Kami janji nak jumpa kat CM. Berdebar bukan main lagi masa tu tau! Ingatkan dia bawak Harrier, rupanya bawak Wira (no offense, tapi this is for a guy who OWNS a construction company). His spectacles was so the same age as I was, his shirt looks tight around the oh-so-obvious-belly, and his grey hair's a total mess. He looked like a 60year-old man who's life is very much messed up.

I walked up to his car, said hello and made an excuse not to go out with him that day. It was kinda an obvious excuse, so he never called me again since. Or that's what I think, since I turned off my phone for 3 days straight. Mummy had to call the girls to get to me. Heheh.

Well, that was just me... being a teenager. Rest assured, I am now a changed person.

P/S: But sometimes the old me needs a break from hiding too. *wink*

Pelamin Anganku Musnah

Tidak, saye belum buat pelamin lagi. Yang nak kawen next month ialah kazen saye.

Cuma, hari ni penuh dengan angan-angan. Asyik2 nak senyum je. Bangun pagi senyum, gosok gigi senyum, drive senyum, jalan tengah panas pun senyum...

Sampai mamat-ofisboy-sebelah-yg-bleh-tahan-hensem tu terserempak kuar dari lif, siap buat double take kerana saye sedang tersenyum simpul kepadanya. Oh malu!

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I know it's a Monday, tapi.... kalau berangan tu, bukan kisah hari apa pun! Kan?

One Health Community

I just joined this.. ermmm.. One Health Community. It has a few products under it's label, and so far I think it's great.

Visit this page here, ada pictures and explanation on each products. Cuma dia tertinggal eLife, a machine with a tagline that says "The Health Shield For An Energized Life". Google for more info or come down to The Weld for treatment. Sorry, I'm just a sucker at explaining.

Anyway, all I have to say is, EzOut is the best thing that has ever happen to me. Health-related lah. Hehe. I have constipation problem since I was in primary school. I've tried banana, prune and whatever they're discussing it here, but still the same. The first time I took EzOut, I went to the toilet for 5 times. Man, I was so happy. It's been about 10 days now, everyday without fail. Now I can eat chicken, egg, prawn or any seafood stuff without feeling guilty. And my face no longer itch. I feel good!

And eWash? Hehe, easiest as ever, satisfactory result and saves me money yo.

Love Of My Life

Where you are that's where I wanna be
And through your eyes all the things I wanna see
And in the night you are my dream
You're everything to me

Kata-kata puitis ini hanya applicable untuk orang yg sedang dalam proses menambat hati si dia sahaja.

You're the love of my life
And the breath in my prayers
Take my hand lead me there

Kata-kata ini pula akan diucapkan tatkala hendak pujuk to get in his/her pants.

I cant forget the taste of your mouth
From your lips the heavens pour out
I cant forget when we are one
With you alone I am free

Yang ini akan dibuaikan di telinga si dia selepas bangun tidur, dalam proses untuk memujuk si dia untuk satu lagi round.

We go dancing in the moonlight
With the starlight in your eyes
We go dancing till the sunrise
You and me were gonna dance dance dance

And this verse here, cuma akan berlaku untuk pasangan yg sedang hangat berchenta la konon nya. Pabila melangkah ke the next stage, kesemua kata-kata indah dan semanis madu itu akan lenyap forever. Harap maklum.

Tapi saye suke juga. Kerana suara penyanyi itu sexy (pasti lah, ia nya Dave Matthews!) dan ada alunan gitar dari Santana. Jika didengar pada waktu malam pesta yg mana semua orang sedang ghairah menari, sungguh asyik!

Do You Take Dexter Morgan?

As my beloved husband, to love and to hold, till death do us part?

YES!

You guys should watch Dexter. It's really cool. I have been on hold with my Dexter-watching activity since S03E07. Suddenly when I wake up from slumber.. it's already Season 4, Episode 4.. I think!

Now I'm actively downloading those episodes which I've missed. And I can't wait to watch him kill Miguel. He's such an ass.

Season 4, wait for me! Nak tengok baby baru Dexter!

Lost & Found

Thursday..
"Kak, akak Fauzanah ke?", sambil menunjukkan sekeping IC.

Sunday..
"Cik, cik! Awak Puspa ke?", sambil menunjukkan sekeping Driving License.

Do I look like I just throw my important documents all over the place? I'm a cheapskate that I wear torn-out bags sampai semua nye tercicir? Jeez! What is it with these people?!

Maybe I'm too cute they just wanna talk to me.

"Hi there. My name's Puspa Fauzanah." ;)