Huh? Array? *blur* What's that again?

I suck at programming.

Doc gave me two days of MC. I have some sort of an allergy that comes out like rashes all over my body...but worse! Doc in KL can't figure out what I am allergic to, and so does my beloved doc in Muar. Apparently, I have developed some sort of a chronic skin disease. Oh God!

At first I thought I am allergic to air-cond, coz it first came out when I was at the office. But then the other day, it came out early in the morning when I was still at home. Then I thought the environment at my KL home is not suitable, tapi kadang2 it came out kat ofis. Pastu ingat tilam kat KL tu plak yg tak kena, tapi Monday morning, I woke up in Muar with "the thing" all over my thigh. But one thing I discovered, aku maybe takleh pakai baju yg sama lama2, dengan tekanan. Camne nak kata eh... contohnya Sunday night, I drove back to Muar. So I sat for like, 2 hours. Masa tu kat bawah kaki, the place where my skin is covered tak dapat air, banyak sangat keluar gatal2 tuh. Verrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy itchy!

It sucks, so now I have to take pills continuosly. For how long? Entahlaaa... without those allergy pills, my body is like a fiesta field for those rashes.

Arghhhhh...tolong la... mata takleh bukak!! *yawn!* very de sleepy one lor... wish my table is made of pillows.. so I can rest my head on it.

Last night berbuka puasa with my cousin. Finally aku bertemankan ahli keluarga. And tonite, which I can't wait, nak berbuka dengan Mummy! Saturday MT pun ada. Yay!

Nak tulis... tapi tak tau nak tulis apa...

How??

I am on cloud 9.... over Michael *sighhhhhhh*

Last night's episode of MissMatch was the best! I love Alicia Silverstone ever since Clueless. And now, this. She is great! Can't stop smiling...and dreaming....~ If I'm in Kate's shoes, aku rasa harini jalan tak pijak tanah! Very dreamy that Michael (David Conrad).

Oh and this morning, besides my nose is getting worse, that 7eleven guy wasn't there.

Berbuka puasa seorang diri is sad. But I'm used to it by now. Living alone in KL is depressing. I know my hometown is only like, a 2-hour-drive away from KL, but the increasing price of fuel mendatangkan masalah kepada kewangan aku. Kalau la gaji aku dalam 5000 sebulan, takmoh aku dok KL. Biarlah berulang...janji dapat dok dengan Mak kat rumah hari2. I'd be the happiest person on earth!

Oh but I can't just leave the cute guy kat 7eleven tu kan? Hehehehe... He is so cute I have to take a long stop kat simpang. Ahaksss.. Am I a psycho? Nah....I'm just a crazy stalker. Muahahahahaha...

Hey when life is on the downhill, you have to make it better! And 7eleven did. ;p

J is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

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I walk with dark clouds hovering over my head this past few weeks. So many bad things happened. So much money spent. Headache, headache, headache.

Apa pun... SELAMAT BERPUASA kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat. Semoga amalan anda diberkati ALLAH.

*Hoping for a better tomorrow*

Tomorrow I'm going back to KL. *Sigh* Cepat sangat masa berlalu... belum puas aku duduk rumah lama2.

Tadi went to UiTM Segamat to pick up my cousin. Sempat lagi aku cuci mata tgk bebudak kat situ. Tapi malangnya semua panggil aku kakak. Chetttt!!! Ingat aku tua sangat ke ha? Terasanya aku. Hahahahaha...

And now I'm sitting at home terbayangkan aktiviti aku kat KL untuk hari2 seterusnya. Oh sangat membosankan!!! Dahla.. bye.

:(

My 2 sweethearts have gone back to JB. *sigh*
Biler lagi nak jumpa dioarg agaknya? Sunyi dah rumah......

I am gonna have a long weekend! Yay!
But must finish assignment by Friday. Shucks!

You give your hand to me And then you say hello And I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me

No you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips Longs to hold you tight Oh I am just a friend That's all I've ever been Cause you don't know me

I never knew the art of making love No my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Well you don't know me

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Cause you don't know me Oh no you don't know me OOhh...you don't know me

Wouldn't It Be Nice
Irving Music, Inc. BMI
Brian Wilson/Tony Asher

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

Semakin hari semakin menjadi-jadi.... Daripada seorang intern, mendapat tempat pula sebagai seorang Designer. Daripada RLO kepada 3D, bukan itu sahaja, segala poster di reka nya... Tidak cukup dengan memenangi pertandingan design utk T-shirt Family Day, kini beliau mendapat tempat pertama pula dalam pertandingan mereka logo untuk nama project baru. Selain itu, beliau juga telah berjaya menambat hati "mereka".

Tahniah, Omar, the Superstar!

Friday haritu I was so mad at him. Our 200th round of presentation. This time, with seating arrangements. Katanya selalukan presentations untuk kebaikan kita. To improve our presentation skills la.

All of us had to attend, including the 2 new girls. Muka masing2 was like shit, especially mine... listeing to him babbling about this and that. Yg bersemangat dan cakap lebih hanyalah those 2 yg baru dan ingin menunjukkan sikap positif mereka. Pity them sbb belum understand how he is.

Tapi, masa kitaorg present kat depan, dia boleh tido. Pastu nak tegur benda yg dah di perkatakan. Boleh lagi muka dia buat muka selamba senyum2 pastu repeat the same thing kat beberapa orang lain. Lepas tu nak membebel pulak pasal punctuality. Malas cerita la aku... diri sendiri tu betulkan dulu...

~ Tak malu ke dia? ~

The one thing yg membuatkan aku betul2 marah kat dia that day was the fact that he knew I was fasting, and yet he let us go nearly at 6.30pm. Hari hujan on a Friday evening, even aku yg bukan orang KL pun tau macam mana keadaan jalan raya. Dengan takde bekalan berbuka posa, aku terpaksa menelan air liur aje bile waktu berbuka sampai and I was still in my car, stuck in traffic. Maka, automatically mood untuk buka dengan aman kat rumah aku habis, aku makan pun half pinggan. Semuanya gara2 dia yg potong semangat aku nak berbuka. Hishhhh... marahnye aku...

Sib baik Saturday Mummy came. Takde la aku marah2 teringat kat dia. Kitaorg kemas bilik aku yg dah macam sarang tikus itu. Bought tikar getah kaler pink for my room! *ahaks* Then malam tu dalam ketidaklaratan, we went to Jusco Maluri to buy racks. Jadi sekarang, bilik ku sudah berubah! Heeheheheh...

Sunday went to KL with cousins and 2 anak sedara naik lrt. Hehehehe... Puas la budak dorang tu naik tren... ye ler...kat JB takde.. hehehehe... Nur went to buy some stamps for her stamp collection kat stesen keretapi. Then we went to KLCC. Pegi park kasik Fatin ngan Syami main kat taman permainan. Penat jugak terkejar2 jaga cik Atin. Sampai merah2 muka masing2. Hehehehehe... Penat dia toksah citer la... sib baik je mata bleh bukak sampai habis Smallville mlm tadi. Apa pun it was a great day out with my family, after a shitty day at the office.

Tapi dah nasib, nak buat macam mana... early this morning she asked me to pack all my work sbb nak tukar pc. From Compaq to Dell. I have been using Compaq pc for more than a year tetiba biler time contract aku dah nak habis, dia suruh tukar lak.

~ Can't she wait till I get out? ~

And so...here I am... procrastinating.....