Imam

Salam 1414 Hijrah.

Harini sambut tahun baru kat surau Menara Maybank. Imam nya, ntah siapa but sounds local. I know I'm not supposed to judge, but I've had better imams. Imam ni macam dalam dunia dia sendiri.

Tapi the thing that comes to my mind when I realized that I was judging the imam was - betapa berat nya tanggungjawab orang lelaki. Dia yg kena jadi imam. Mendahului punya lah ramai umat yg ikut cakap dia, ikut perbuatan dia. Jadi role model.

And then, of course, pilihan lelaki for myself. Kalau ada rezeki for me to find my man, InsyaAllah, I want him to be able to lead dengan baik. Saya mahukan imam untuk diri & keluarga saya.

Writing this post, I've actually judged a lot of people. Those I may know or may not know. Mungkin tidak ditulis, tapi terlintas di kepala. It's called judging nonetheless.

Ok, balik nanti doa mintak ampun.