Why must Disney Pictures always make a movie with the theme Love at First Sight? It’s always been a normal girl/boy who falls desperately in love with royalty and gets married A.S.A.P? And the phrase that they always use:

Dreams come true.

A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you’re fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartache, whatever you wish for you keep -- Cinderella

Yeah, right!!!

Can’t they make a story where a normal and not too-good-looking girl falls in love with a normal not too-good-looking guy who has a normal day job as a clerk at a government office (who is NOT a superhuman, btw), who owns a normal national car, renting a low-cost apartment just outside the city and has to pay back study loan and credit card debts in which he can barely afford.

Reality. You know, the live we actually live in.

They met at the grocery store where the girl accidentally backed into the guy and one thing led to another (not THAT far, ok) and they’re in love. Planning to get married, the guy worked harder than ever but the girl is falling out of love. The guy was devastated to hear the girl’s confession that she has another guy that she has slept with. She said she liked the guy coz he’s a very nice person, but became bored with his yes-ma’am attitude. She said he’s stupid and can’t stand up for himself.

So she leaves him and he feels like dying. And he did 2 days later. Accident @ Jelapang toll while on his way back to his hometown, in a bus.

Now the screen rolls up the credits.

Oh and I forgot to mention that it won’t be a love story. Just like in reality where everything that has to do with it suck more and more in time.

This is way off topic from the upcoming Valentine’s Day.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say?

* Taking Chances - Celine Dion

I wonder what it feels like to take chances, coz for as long as I've lived, I never did.

I have my own space.

I like it.

And now it's gone.

I can't sleep, I feel like running away, and I'm all stressed out.

So shoot me.

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Don't you just hate yourself so much sometimes? You keep closing your eyes and hope everything would be over soon? Or at times you wish you could just jump off the building and just leave everything behind?

That time is now.

And again, shoot me.

Was browsing through old CDs and found gambar Farah & char kuey teow itu. Gambar yg satu ketika dahulu membuat kami tergelak besar tanpa henti. Hehehe.. Dan aku kepelikan biler ternampak gambar Adik dalam koleksi gambar2 aku.

Apehal?!

Nasib baik la The Adik Effect dah tak attached lagi dalam diri aku nih. Kalo tak ade dgn laptop2 aku skali aku bakar. Hehehe.. Caye tak haritu aku pegi tegur dia kat YM? And to my surprise, dia reply plak tu. Aku saje nak test diri aku sebenornye. Nampak gaya nye mmg dah takde rasa ape lagi dah. Sedih takde, gembira takde... kire aku dah tak berperasaan lah. Oh dan aku tau kenapa dia reply... sbb dia tau ape aku nak dan sbb aku dah buat baik kat dia selama nih, so this is like, the least yg dia buat utk aku.

Anyway.............

Aku bosan lah. Baru je lepas tgk application form utk jadi volunteer kat Zoo Negara. Cam best lak. Tengok la later this year, kalo aku rajin. Bleh spend time dengan binatang. Syoknye!

"Huh?"

"Nope. No way."

"Why not?"

"Coz I don't want to."

"Eh, what's this anyway?"

"Beats me! I'm just bored I played along with it."

"Good."

Is there such a thing as getting too bored?

I guess there is. Then what do you call this?

Love is passion.

Obsession.

Someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back.

And how do you find him?

Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

* from the movie Meet Joe Black

Carilah aku dalam hatimu
sayang sebutlah kau rindu
hanya…pintaku
kasihmu kekal setia
usah biarku terus terluka

Pabila bersamamu..debaran
darah arus mengalir cinta
lahir selamanya
berilah kucupan sayang
biar terukir wajah..kasih tercipta..

* Kasih Tercipta - Faizal Tahir

Oi! Ada kissing scene ka?
Hmmmm... cun gak.
:P

Ahahahahahahha hahahahahahahahah hehehehehehehhehe hahahahahahhahahah huhuhuhuhuhuh hahahahahhahaha hehehehehehehh

Adehhhhh nak tegelak guleng2 aku rasa!!! So confirm aku dah lupakan segala yg lalu. Sebab aku dah berjaya tegur-menegur tanpa ape2 perasaan marah, menyampah, benci dan sebagainye. Cuma tu lah... buat aku nak tegelak!!!

Ada sorang tegur balik, sorang lagi wat bodo. Hahaahahha... Konon! Padahal dia yg buat aku marah memula skali. Apsal aku terasa sungguh lucu perkara ini?!

Ahahahahahahha hahahahahahahahah hehehehehehehhehe hahahahahahhahahah huhuhuhuhuhuh hahahahahhahaha hehehehehehehh

:))

I love mornings.

Mendengar RedFM yg memutarkan lagu2 best dan sing-along dalam kereta sambil meredah jem. Melihat ikan koi yg berenang2 kegembiraan dalam air jernih di kolam bawah.

* I wanna swim with the fishes *

Terbang melayang mendengar Seribu Tahun nyanyian Imran Ajmain. Sambil dibuai air-cond sejuk, kelihatan cahaya matahari menyinari alam dan menjanjikan satu hari yg indah.

Tapi dalam hati masih tertanya2........

"Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi, tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini"
No, aku tak sanggup tunggu.

Jika anda tersepit... apekah yg perlu anda lakukan?
Struggle to get out.

Jika anda yg mencari pasal lalu menyepitkan diri sendiri... apekah yg perlu anda lakukan?
Menyesal dan berjanji takkan buat lagi?

Jika sebelum ini anda pernah sedar dan berkata untuk tidak melakukannya lagi, tetapi anda tetap buat jugak... apekah yg perlu anda lakukan?
Pegi Kinokuniya, beli buku untuk menambah pengetahuan.

End of story.

Yeke?

"Aku menyampah betul dengan Babi Tersepit tu", kata Farra sambil menjeling ke arah ex-boiprennye. (Kisah benar)