2012

2011 was ok, I guess. It gets better towards the end tho. I hope 2012 would be great. Kinda have a feeling it's gonna be MY year.

Resolutions? Who needs 'em!

But what sucks is that I'll be 30 in 3 months and 11 days' time. Good luck me!

Ole-ole Bandung

All this talk about Bandung makes me miss that congested place so much!
If only I have plenty of extra money that I can even wipe my ass with, I'd drop by Bandung this weekend.

Alas, I can only dream...

Turning Tables

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Thank you. I had a nice time, and I hope you do too.
:)

Change

Sometimes people can change so much they themselves don't even realize it. And they'll leave those person who has adapt to their earlier behavior berkecil hati.

Bertambah kecil hati bila cuba ditegur, tapi balasannya sangat kasar.

For whatever reason these people changed, I hope eventually it'll change them back.
And open their eyes to how they've hurt others.

Achieved!

Found my old post for my 2011 resolutions. They are:

1) Do NOT care.
2) Work LESS.

And yes, I managed to achieve at least 60% of both.

Yeay me!! :)

 Lemme list down 2012's resolution in a bit.

Long Distance Relationship

"Scabbers, ni lah sedara Spermajalang. Siapa nama bapak Spermajalang tu eh?". Mummy introduced me to the two Arabs, our family friend, and also neighbour.

"Syed Bapak-Spermajalang", kata saya.

"Al-Attas ye?", tanya kakak yg badan sebesar saya tapi memakai heels oh-so-tinggi-and-thin.

"Aha, ye betul".

"Ooohh.. Spermajalang tu suami awak?"

"-_-

Dream

"In particular, for a woman, the dream may indicate anxieties about becoming a woman/mother."

Tipu wei. Perut aku penuh makanan semalam jek. Takde baby pun?

* Bile la gaknye Maryam nak wujud. Haha