Ade ke diaorg pukul budak junior tuh sampai cedera parah bleh meninggal? Isk isk isk... Ape nak jadik ngan bebudak skolah skang nih...

Ok...akhirnya aku menjumpai masa utk update setelah seminggu berdiam diri. Tapi tak tau nak tulis ape. Dahla. Bye.

Go fuck yourself lazy-ass bitch!!!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm all stressed out completing this Stress Management assignment *urghhhh*

I received a message in Friendster from my long lost ex-partner in school. Hehehehe.. she's far away in the UK now, studying law. Wow! Jelesnye aku. And dia makin cantik lak tuh. She has always been beautiful tapi dalam latest picture makin cantik. Lagi la aku jeles. But I was excited to read her message. I miss her so much!! Macam aku rindu kat member aku Rahimah dulu.. sampai semua orang aku panggil Rahimah. This time, aku nampak semua org dengan muka Genevieve nih... hilang sket rindu aku bila dpt msg. Aku nih cepat la rindu kat orang. Isk isk...

Pastu aku cek jugak friends list diaorg, banyak jugak nama kawan2 aku yg lain. Chinese friends from school la mostly. Lama giler tak dengar cerita diaorg. Tetiba jek tgk gamba semua dah lain!! Oh my!!! This coming May 1st, ade Convent Alumni nye hi-tea. Kat skolah aje kot kalau tak silap. They have already distributed the email. Registration is RM50. I told Mummy and MT. They're excited and stated to plan on calling all their friends for the gathering. But I backed out first thing!! Malas la rasa nak gi jumpa bebudak tuh..lagipun most of my friends are away studying, benda2 camni kebanyakannye org tua2..hehehe.. Told Mummy I have to go up north sbb ade wedding. Yup..betul la tuh..at least I'm not lying to Mummy. 1st May wedding Kak Fizah in Perak and 2nd May wedding Najib kat Kedah. Mummy have already given the green light for me. Hooray!! Jalan2 carik makan la kita jawabnye! Remember to bring my address/phone book to store all those cute guys nye numbers! Hahahaha... Masa tu pun tengah cuti semester, so joli katak la jawabnye!! Can't wait baby! Harap2 ade la member ramai2 nak ikut.. kalau takat aku gi sorang dua aje..baik aku balik kampung!

Lagi benda yg aku tak sabar ialah GAJI!!!!!!!!! End of this month! Aiyoh...terasa kekeringan dah nih... namun dalam kekeringan sempat lagi aku and Dahlia beli skimpy tshirt untuk dibuat tidur. Yang bestnye it only cost us RM7.50. Hahahaha.. Dah pakai dah pun malam tadi berdating. Hahahahaha.. Nanti gaji plannye nak beli radio, pastu decide takyah lak.. I'll probably buy a washing machine. Try la carik yg murah2 tuh... hmmm.. kalau cukup duit la.. Sebab (sebab lagik!!) plannye (plan lagik!!!!) nak belanja my family (Mummy, MT, MD, cousins, nephews, niece, ect....) makan ikan bakar!! Lamanya tak pegi Melaka melantak ikan bakar, sotong bakar, udang bakar dan segala2 makanan laut yg boleh dibakar! Isk isk isk..... best best!! Jadik tengok aje la ape aku buat dengan gaji aku nanti. Tapi aku dapat rasakan ianya akan dihabiskan dengan bershopping. Hahahahahahhaa...

A guy in a mask bursts into a sperm bank with a shotgun. 'Open the fucking safe' he yells at the woman behind the counter.' 'But we're not a real bank' she replies, 'we don't have any money, this is a sperm bank' 'Don't argue, open the fucking safe or I'll blow your head off' says the guy with the gun. She obliges and once she's opened the safe door the guy says 'Take out one of the bottles and drink it.' 'But it's full of sperm!' she replies nervously. 'Don't argue, just drink it' he says. She prises the cap off and gulps it down. 'Take out another one and drink it too he demands. She takes out another and drinks it as well. Suddenly, the guy pulls off the mask and to the women's amazement it's her husband. 'There, ' he says 'it's not that fucking difficult is it!?!"

~That is sooo disguisting!~

Sekarang nih kalau ade orang yg tak mendengar cerita pasal pilihanraya tuh macam menipu la kan... kiri kanan atas bawah semua dipenuhi dengan bendera2... kat surat khabar pun tak abih citer politik, pilihanraya... news kat tv, radio pun sama. Dun itu dun ini, parlimen itu parlimen ini... bleh katakan dari bukak mata sampai tutup mata tu tak abih2 dengan pilihanraya. Bukannye ape.. aku citer nih pun.. because this year is my first year mengundi. Yea baby! Excited pun ade... takut pun ade... first time...wat camne... heheheheh... Tapi beruntung gak la because I don't have to wait long. I am still 21 years old now. Will be 22 next month ~ahem..hadiah tau!~ heheheh... Checked my name kat SPR and aku dapat tahu aku will be voting kat area Barat, while my Mummy kat area Timor. But anyways... our Dun sama la.. Cuma tempat mengundi aje lain. Aku rasa aku kena mengundi kat skolah aku aaa.. isk...takleh nak teman Mummy as always. Tetiap tahun mesti teman Mummy pegi mengundi. Maybe sbb dulu masa kecik2 aku nih jenis bangun pagi. Sekarang dah tua matahari pagi tuh macam tak perasan aje! Hehehehe..

Serious weii seronok rasanya. Walaupun nampak cam kotor aje jalan2 skang kan...sbb gantung sana sini... tampal itu la ini la.. tapi best aaa tengok... Last Saturday bawak Mummy and MT jenjalan KL tengok bendera. Mummy said kat tempat kitaorg tak banyak lagi. Tapi kat area tempat tinggal aku kat KL nih dan kawasan2 berdekatan, kebanyakannya BN, Pas and Keadilan. Sampai PJ baru nampak ade DAP nye bendera lak. Tapi cam tak meriah la kat area umah uncle aku tuh. Kat depan "apartment" sewa aku *cewah* tuh ade UMNO cawangan amenda ntah. Dia punye bendera...mak aih!! Beso gedebik!! Sib baik takde hot-air balloon aje. Banyak gier.... pastu Pas ngan Keadilan pun takmoh ngalah gak. Gantung sana sinih. Fuh...best best...

Saturday harituh jalan nak ke Bandar Baru Ampang?? tutup. My Mummy wanted to go to some bank over there.. kitaorg kuar dalam pukul 8.30 - 9.00 am. Baru ingat nak belok masuk sana tapi dah kena block la plak jalan tuh... aduhai... pegi Melawati nye bank..and then patah balik ke Ampang. Aku kata jam pun jam la... janji dapat settle masalah bank nih. Sbb nak kena pakai tandatangan aku, kalau Mummy takde nanti aku kena gi sorang malas la beb! Bila time nye nak pegi kan? So hentam aje la.. dok la dalam jam tuh.. tetiba ternampak lak Azah Elite tuh?? Yg kawen ngan ex-husband Camelia tuh. Pagi2 pun pakai jeans nampak suar dalam! Lek la sistah! Org lain pun ade suar dalam gak kan? Hehehehehe.. aku nih ikut aje la flow kereta. Sekali tu tersesat. Terpegi kat tempat org tengah berarak/berkempen. Gituh2 la... Pastu patah balik last2 sampai jugak ke tempat yg dihajati itu. Aduhai... tutup jalan sana sinih...penat aku. Sib baik tak patah kaki. Habis jek bank kat Ampang, nak kena patah balik lak ke Melawati sbb bank lagi satu tuh takde kat Ampang.. Maka sekali lagi dengan tabah aku mengharungi jam. Nak kuar tuh nampak la org ramai giler dok kat tetengah jalan berkempen. Bawak bendera besar2...pakai baju parti diaorg... ade 2 puak la... BN ngan Pas+Keadilan. Uiihhh.. apesal la aku tak pakai HP yg ade camera. Kalau tak dah confirm2 aku amik gambo. Semangat!!!

Sunday lak I had the chance to balik kampung. Mummy and MT sedih sbb cucu2 diaorg balik kampung tercarik2 le nyaii (nenek) diaorg nih... aku suka aje la sbb dapat jumpa buah hati - buah hati aku tuh... hehehehhe... Aku sampai2 aje anak sedara aku si Syami tuh dengan muka problem nye tengok aku kata "ak awan jian" hmmm... tak kawan aku ek?? Hehehe.. last2 jadik geng baik sbb aku buatkan kapal utk diaorg hanyutkan dalam kolam renang... Ahaks... best aaa melayan bebudak kecik nih. Lengkap hidup aku last weekend. Saturday pegi PJ jumpa Bazil and Seth. Seth cubit tangan aku sampai luka. Pedih siot!!! Sunday lak jumpa lagi 4 orang. Fatin, Syami, Ajim and Ajiq. Huhuhuhu.. syok syok~ Rasa cam taknak balik KL lak.

Sambil2 balik rumah jumpa anak2 sedara tuh..sempat lagi aku membawa baju2 kotor aku... hahahhaha.. dan aku jua sempat dating. Feweettt.. Hahahahah... kuar gi tanjung aaa mana lagik! Lama btol tak gi tanjung. Masa kitaorg pegi tuh cuaca mendung sket aaa.. pastu hujan renyai2...tapi ramai org still dok lagi kat tepi sungai tuh menghayati pemandangan yg indah. Ahaks.. too bad he had to go home early. Aku takleh nak kata ape la kan..kang parents dia lak marah kang. Dok KL pun jumpa... balik kampung pun nak jumpa gak! Ahahahaha... *wink wink*

Pastuh semalam Cik D kita cuti... dan memandangkan Encik Syafiq kita tuh takde kelas petang, maka dia datang la amik aku kat opes... hehehheeh... ~Thanks weiii~ Ingatkan nak pegi Mines...tapi memandangkan jalan jam dan kengkawannya akan datang ke rumahnya lepas solat Maghrib utk study, maka tak jadik ler... balik la rumah aku terus... tapi singgah dulu kat McDonalds. Beli kat Drive Thru and sat in the car to eat. Bagus tak? Hehehehe.. McD sediakan meja ngan kosi dan hiburan muzik sampingan, kita still makan dalam keta. Hahahahah... Tak kesah la tuh. Janji dapat makan mekdi ngan aiskrim!!!! Best best. Bertambah gemok la aku jawabnye.. hehehehe...

OK la... panjang giler dah nih... 12.30 sampai kol 3 kang kena jaga booth kat exhibition tuh. Saja jek soh aku jaga time lunch! Sbb time tu la ramai org datang! Orait. Chow bebeh.

Hmmmm... bored. In no mood to write. Just missing my niece and nephews. Hmmm...

Haven't finished my assignment... finals are coming up damn early next month and haven't studied... haven't really participated in the online forum... took quizzez like one fucking lazy person; hentam sana sini... basically, my life as a student is really in deep shit.

Working life is going on as normal as can be... though I am always late this few weeks back, but I manage to keep it before 8.45am (work starts at 8.30)... never later than the boss la of course! Hahahaha~

Social life is also progressing... but that is because I have my Mummy's car... what'll happen if Mummy takes it back this Sunday? Hmmm.. I guess this life will have to cool down a bit. Pasnih you can find me travelling dalam LRT aje la jawabnye..hehehehe...

Entah ape nak cerita for today? Dunno la..
-Later-

Ok these are some baby pictures....

The first one is my cousin Nurin. Masa kecik comel nyeee... dah besar tak se-comel dulu la... hahahaha... jahat jek aku... org semua kata aku ngan dia adik beradik sbb muka kitaorg sama. Uiks... we used to deny that remark sbb geli aaa.. hehehe... tapi nak wat camne...family..
The second picture is Syafiq... yup.. the guy who goes by the name "Capix". Aler...macam tak kenal.. Sorry la syafiq... aku curik gamba ko... ahaks... simpan buat kenangan... *wink wink*



Below pulak gambar anak2 sedara aku... there are another 2 brothers (the ones in KJ) tapi gambar lak takde.. heheheh... First one is Fatin and Syami... ~Fatin buah hati aku~ The only anak sedara yg berjantina perempuan.. hehehe.. suka tgk PowerPuff lak tuh... sekepala la ngan aku! Hehehe...Diaorg nih anak kazen aku Yati.
The sedond picture... gambar Hazeem ngan Hazeeq.. Budak Ajim nih kalo bercakap...isk.. pot-pet-pot-pet... sampai aku rasa cam nak stapler ajek mulut dia... heheheh... ~Utk bebudak BMI...nih la anak Mdm Noorziany~ Diaorg nih anak kazen aku Ghaz.



And this final picture is Me!! Hehehehe... Kecik2 dah tembam! Makin tua makin menjadik2 lak tuh! Hahahaha... Gambar nih amik masa 1st Birthday aku kat JB umah auntie aku.. ~Semua org kata aku dari kecik botak!~



Hehehehe... aku suka tgk gambar baby nih... buat aku tersenyum sorang2... *berangan aje aku nih kan?* Lantak la...janji aku bahagia...hehehehe...

Nih lagu ditujukan untuk Capix.. sbb ko suka lagu nih kan? Huhuhuhuh...

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that i have
But if you want i'll try to love again
Baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...

The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
And i'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want i'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...

OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
But i'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want i'll try to love again
(try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, i'll try to love again but i know, OOHHH....

The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse

OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby i know (baby i know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...

Sheryl Crow - First Cut Is The Deepest

Hehehehe... ok tak? Disebabkan aku nih pompuan...maka aku kasik kat ko lagu yg Sheryl Crow nyanyi la... kalau nak lyrics original by Cat Stevens, performed by Rod Stewart... tgk le lyrics tu kat SINI.

Alermak.... tgk2 blog this morning ade nama "rohanie" kat chatterbox aku... Oh tidak!!! Bersalahnye aku... isk isk isk... maapkan aku wahai Aisar... apesal aku tak bagitau Aisar ek pasal blog aku nih? Sbb aku segan... at first mmg aku takde niat nak suruh orang baca... but then aku bagitau Capix and org pun dah jumpa. Dah jumpa dah la... pastu aku rasa Aisar nih bizi yg amat sbb blog dia pun jarang update. Dah lama sangat tak update... jadik aku ingat Encik Aisar Hafidz kita nih kalau online tuh takde masa la nak surf sana sinih... hehehehe... sorry ye... Anyways it was good to finally hear from him. He came to KL the other day but I didn't go and meet him. Coz they were having this "Boy's Night Out". (ehhh sape2 dah baca buku tu? Best tak? Berbaloi tak kalau beli? heheh). Nanti la sebelum dia pegi terbang ke UK aku pegi la jumpa utk memesan barang... hehehehe...

Nih la gambar Aisar ngan adik dia yg paling aku suka... Comelnye!!!!!!!! Geram aku!!! Hehehe...

What a weekend! Damn tiring! Finishing the assignment, shopping, socializing, dating, reading, but the most tiring of all is driving around in badly congested routes... dari Ampang ke Bukit Jalil, dari Bukit Jalil balik Ampang, dari Ampang ke PJ (depan Midvalley tuh bila nak reda trafiic????) dari PJ ke Bukit Jalil, dari Bukit Jalil ke Keramat, dari Keramat ke Wangsa Maju, dari Wangsa Maju balik semula Keramat, dari Keramat ke Ampang semula. Tu baru routes masa Saturday.. non-stop lak tuh.. Sunday was from Ampang to PJ (Thank GOD there was no traffic pagi2 Ahad kat KL nih), PJ to Cheras, shop till I drop, and back home to Ampang. But then I wanted to go out so I called up my "friend" and asked him to drive me around town. Ahahahaha... kaki dah terseliuh!!! Saiko betul aku nih.. But anyway, it was fun... because aku nih jenis tak gheti dok diam kat umah takde kerja. Mesti nak kuar jenjalan walaupun I know its tiring...at least I have some activities... hehehehe... last night I was really tired. Heheheheh...

Semalam pegi Jusco Maluri dengan Farah lepas abih kelas. Cadangnye nak makan Secret Recipe... tapi TERpusing2... TERbeli barang la jawabnye! hehehehe... Masa nak parking keta tuh aku tersondol bontot Spectra. Muahahaha... Ade ke boleh terlupa nak tengok cermin on the right hand side. Pelik gak. Apsal la keta aku takleh nak masuk parking... aku pun tekan tekan la minyak lagi...rupanya aku dah tersondol keta sebelah. Seram aku! Sib baik tak kemek! Calar pun sikit jek...tak nampak jelas pun. Huh...lega aku! Hehehehe...

Kat Secret Recipe makan macam ade calorie fest! Kitaorg order Spaghetti Bolognese sorang satu dengan cheese cake sorang satu gak. I had Oreo Cheese Cake and Farah had Almond? Walnut? something like that la... kacang2 stuff...sedap!! Pastu aku nak menambahkan kegemukkan lagi... order Ice Blended Moccha. Huhuhuhuhu... Tambah gemok lagi aku... Saturday malam pun aku gi makan Secret Recipe gak ngan Capix... tapi kat Jusco Wangsa Maju. Isk isk.... Agaknye brape kilo la naik berat aku nih! Huhuhuuhuhu~ Tapi mmg best aaa...

Dah kekenyangan, gi jenjalan ngan Farah. Mula2 ingat nak beli kasut... aku jumpa satu kat Primavera.. harga RM69.90 mula2 ingat nak beli pastu masuk Vincci lak.. Farah lak nak beli kasut kat situh...pastu pusing lagi dan lagi...jumpa lak undies punye sale. Nak beli la gak kan...murah.. pegi la kuarkan duit... last2 kasut tak beli pun... rupanya kasut tu ade discount.. lepas discount harga dia RM30++. Uiks... ok gak tuh... kasut tu pun simple jek... hhmmmmm... sedaya upaya aku mengawal perasaan aku semalam... yg Farah tak habis2 nak menghasut aku bershoping! Last2 aku beli cardigan dengan singlet jek.. chehhhh... masuk dua benda tuh kira dah 5 benda aku beli bulan nih. Dan 5 benda tu telah melayangkan RM201. Aaaargghhh... belum masuk pemakanan aku yg mewah2 lagi bulan nih. Aduhai...apesal la iman aku tak kuat nih??? Baru 8 hb harinih... kena berjimat nih!! Kang ade tengah2 bulan buat muka tak malu mintak Mummy duit kang. Iskkk... takmoh la.. sian Mummy!

Pastu ptg semalam lepas Bib sampai rumah, pegi Mines Shopping Fair. Dating ke? hhmmmm... kot la... hahahahha... Bila masuk Reject Shop ngan F.O.S rasa cam banyak t-shirts nak beli...tapi kang kena marah ngan Mummy lagi...asyik beli t-shirts aje... yg ade tuh dah dua almari dah! Aiyoh! Kensel la.. cuma menunggu Capix aje nih... kata nak beli baju... gua nak tolong shoppingkan.. huh...bestnye! Jam pulak tuh semalam...nak masuk tempat tu. Ape kena la agaknye? Asyik2 jam. Sib baik bukan aku yg drive. Kalau tak mesti tersimpul lagi urat kaki aku nih! Ntah ape2 jek. Hahahaha... Kata ngan Bib nak balik umah sebelum kol 9 atau 10...last2 kol 10.30mlm sampai. Hahahahhaa... Masuk2 umah je Bib dah sengih2... nyampah aku pompuan tuh. Dia dating takpe... aku jek mesti orang pelik. Huhuhuhuhu... Sukati diaorg la... janji bahagia. Kan??

Ho many times do I have to say..... This world is full of sick poeple!!
~I guess I'm one of'em~

Fucked, but still have time to browse around the net. Damn me!


Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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I am so totally FUCKED!!!!!

Me said to meself AGAIN: "You Balrog you!!"

This time, with a different meaning.

- Baju dah 2-3 baldi blom basuh (hantar dobi pun malas nak jalan)
- Assignment blom siap
- Rumah tak kemas lagi
- Kereta blom basuh...sikit lagi jadik macam trooper yg kuar masuk utan tuh!

I am so Lazy (notice the capital "L"). *sigh*

Ehhh...serious ke nih? Hehehehe... rasa cam lega sket now I know that he's happy... and I'm happy..everybody else's happy too... coz they don't have to read about my confucion anymore! Ahaks... *I'm all smiles*

What you said makes me think....
How your face fell last night will forever be stuck in my head....
But understand that all I said was true.... no lies....
I'm sorry if I have let you down....
But I really love the friendship that we have....
So please think of my words....
And please don't run away.... you know it makes me sad....

Orang tua2 selalu cakap... jangan ketawa banyak sangat...nanti menangis... betul lah tu..

Me said to meself: "You Balrog you!!"

I had a [B][L][A][S][T] on Saturday, thanks to Teh, Anom and Capix... hehehe.. My day started at 10am and ended at around 5.00am. Penat giler and Sunday all day was spent in Rawang, attending wedding and visiting family...and driving around KL like mad. Haiyoh...penatnye... Pagi tadi ingat nak call in EL aje... Hahahaha...

Anyways... as I was having this [H][A][P][P][Y] and [C][O][N][F][U][S][I][N][G] moment of my life *huhuhuhuh~* ade la member lama aku call dari UK... bukan sekali tapi 3 kali sekejap2 lak tuh... saiko kan? tau la anak org kaya...tapi takyah la call macam dulu2 masa dia tinggal kat Ampang... setaip seminit.. tapi ape pun seronok jugak dengar berita dari dia... sbb dah lama sgt dia tak contact... But then around 4.30 am somebody else called. ~Hishhh...apesal la kengkawan aku suka call pepagi buta~ I was like, shocked! Coz dah berbulan2 tak jumpa, pastu dah berbulan2 jugak tak contact. I thought dia dah lupakan aku completely... but I guess some -part- of me dia tak lupakan lagi...Hahahaha... Pastu malam semalam, time aku tgh sibuk driving, time tu la kengkawan aku nih sibuk nak call la..sms la... isk isk... dah la hands free kit aku rosak.. my cousin answered the call.. I thought it was Fendi, rupanya Zul... ahaks... lawak...lawak... Berapa kali dia call, tapi tak clear lak coverage..asyik putus2 je.. pastu aku sms la dia ~sms overseas skang 50sen? Mahalllllll~ Kol 3 pagi tadi dia call.. sedang aku tido dengan nyenyak nya.. tetiba aku sedar aku tgh cakap kat fon dengan sorang laki...hahahaha... rupanya la si Zul nih call balik... aduhai rindunye aku kat dia.. dia la member baik aku bila sampai ke bab2 balik kampung dan melepak2 kan diri kat kampung tuh... hehehehe.... tapi skang dia dah pandai oooo...dulu cakap ngan aku cover2...sejak2 dok UK nih.. ayat tak cover langsung! Aku balik yg malu...hahahahaha... Seronok dapat cakap ngan dia sekali sekala... sbb dulu bila balik kampung aje sure bersembang 2 hari tak hengat punya!

Jadik kesimpulannye sekarang, aku [G][E][M][B][I][R][A] sbb aku dah dapat beli buku citer - Robyn Sysmon's Just Friends- beli bahan2 dalaman dan juga jacket jeans... dan aku jugak [C][O][N][F][U][S][E].