Wednesday, March 30, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Setelah 2 minggu aku tak kuar rumah, akhirnya harinih aku tunaikan jugak niat suci murni aku nak melawat skolah gama aku dulu. Madrasah Irshadul Banat. Fuh...nama cam gempak giler. Tgk2 skolah arab ala2 skolah pondok je. Tapi skang dah ada bangunan baru. Memandangkan cikgu pun dah suruh dtg melawat skali skala, aku pun pegi la. Skali tu sampai2 je skolah tutup! ish ish...apsal eh? Dah time lunch break ke? Aku pegi kol 11 lebih tadi..cuti ke? Cuti ape eh? Oh well...janji aku dah pegi. Pasni kalau cikgu tanya bleh aku jawap! hehehehe...

Harinih jugak aku rasa cam mood aku utk merayau dah kembali. Kaki aku asyik nak bejalan je. Huhuhuhu... Nih nak tunggu Mummy balik pastu nak ajak gi jenjalan aaa... Aku smalam dah nak termuntah tgk tv. Serious!! Ingat nak pegi beli kasut. Tapi gaji tak masuk lagi. Bagus tak? Gaji aku tak masuk lagi!!!! Pasal ape? Pasal aku takde kat ofis nak sign apebendantahperjanjian tu. Geram giler. Sebaik PTPTN ade. Heheheheh...

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu sampai birthday aku nanti. Tapi...Monday!! Ish ish...bosan bosan bosan. Aku rasa cam nak joli je. Ye aaa... pasal time tu aku baru je habis exam. Syok beb! Tapi ape2 hal pun aku kena habiskan stadi dulu.. kang fail exam kang..sesia je idup! Hahahaha... tapi aku sangat tak sabo. Nak wat ape eh? Kuar ngan Anom, Fizah ngan Herry? Itu la benda yg ada dalam pala aku. Tapi nak soh Anom bawak boifren dia aaa...bleh kiteorg interview. Heheheheh... Pastu aku pun bleh bawak boifren aku. Muahahahahahhaha... lawak giler.

Ok la... tgk tulis pun panjang berjela. Pagi tadi dah puas gelak beso kat Dahlia. Hahahahahahahaha...lawak giler. Syok beb! Sori aaa Cik D. Aku takleh tahan aaa... Orait aaa.. see ya in KL next week!! ;)

Monday, March 28, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Sebelum tido last night aku teringat kat dia. Bangun pagi tadi pun dia la org pertama dalam pala otak aku. Apsal? Pasal dia membuatkan aku SANGAT MARAH. Eeeee...geramnye!!!!!!!!! Geram GeRaM G.E.R.A.M!!!!

Tertido katanya. Maybe betul la...tapi apsal la tak geti contact aku balik? At least miskol pun jadikla. Isk isk isk. Apesal la dia tak geti nak cakap ngan aku. Cakap aje la!! Itu pun takbleh. Macam la malu sgt ngan aku. Macam la menda tu rahsia sangat. Padahal ade menda yg jauh lebih rahsia dari tu pasal dia yg dia share dengan aku. Itu boleh plak bgtau. Sekarang ni takbleh pulak. AAAAAAA...ape aku cakap nih??????? aku tgh geram!!!

Tapi biler dia cakap aku rasa kesian plak. Pastu aku rasa tak patut aku wat dia camtu. Pastu dia buat balik. Lepas tu aku geram balik.

HAH!!! AKU PUN CONFUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*maaf saya emo.

Thursday, March 24, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Dah brapa hari tak kuar rumah eh? Rasa cam dah lama tak rasa matahari.

Ish.. camne nak marah anak2 dua org ni eh? Biler marah dia jawab balik. Kalo tak jawab dengan comelnya, diaorg jawab dengan klakonye. :D

Tuesday, March 22, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Sunday - Kena ChickenPox.
Currently in Muar, spending my 2-weeks MC dirumah terchenta.

Friday, March 18, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Let Me Love You
Mario

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and needBaby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)

Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love

Friday, March 18, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Obsession
Frankie J

Well it's early in the morning
And my heart is feeling lonelyJust thinking 'bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I don't know how to take it
But it's driving me so crazy
I don't know if it's right
I'm tossin' turnin' in my bed
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty it makes me weak
I'm feeling hopeless in my homeI don't know what to do I think I'm in loveBaby...........

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling, what am I doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
It's just an illusion that I have in my heart

Now I know you're not my lady but I'm tryin' to make this right
I don't know what to do I'm goin' out of my mind
So baby if you let me kick it with you girl then maybe we could ride together
We could do this all night. Now I don't care if you got a man
Baby I wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he can't love you right, quite like I can
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty it makes me weak
I'm feeling hopeless at homeDon't know what to do I think I'm in love

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling, what am I doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
It's just an illusion that I have in my heart

Ooo I love the way you freaky like that
Ooo I love the way you freaky like that
Ooo I love the way you freaky like that
It's an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me dream
Shorty got me feelin' serene
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feelin' supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Lovin' everythin' you representin'
Got a lot of money and I'd love to spend itAnd thats what's up and I don't care what people scream
You're my blessin' when I'm stressin'
My superfly beauty queen
I'm gon' keep it saucy
Cuz mama know how I do, we gon' rendez-vous, mi corazon belongs to you

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feelin, what am I doing wrong (what am I doing wrong) Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
It's just an illusion that I have in my heart
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feelin, what am I doing wrong (what am I doin so wrong)Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
It's just an illusion that I have in my heart

Amor

Thursday, March 17, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Smile!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Let Me Go
3 Doors Down

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

Wednesday, March 16, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Biasanya kalau kawan baik, rasa macam nak jumpa hari2. Tapi ntah kenapa aku dah lama tak jumpa 2 org rakan karib aku tu. Dua2 dah tahap merajuk dengan aku. Sebelum ni aku cuti 2 minggu. Ni dah masuk minggu ke-dua bekerja di tempat baru, pun blom sempat lagi nak jumpa. Dulu masa cuti kata balik KL je nak jumpa diaorg. Excited over time tu pasal melalui percakapan Fizah, dia macam nak ada baby dah. Dah mula mengidam itu ini. Tapi sampai sekarang aku tak jumpa, dia pun taknak kasitau over the phone, aku pun tak tau ape nak buat.
Aku rasa bersalah gak aa. Lagi2 biler rumah kiteorg hanyalah sejengkal away from each other. *Hehehe* Kalau sekiranya korang membaca ni, aku mintak maap banyak2. Bagi aku masa sket lagi baru aku pegi jumpa korang ok. Emosi aku kurang stabil skang ni. Begitu juga dengan keadaan kesihatan badan aku. Aku tatau ape jadik. PMS tak abih lagi kot. *Hahahah*

Monday, March 14, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Saturday was Nisa'a wedding. Dinner at Hilton Shah Alam. Most of the guests are from Malaysia and Singapore. Oh yes, plus the two bibik from Indonesia. *heheh*. Around 9.00pm acara dimulakan. Nikah. Chinese course. A friend of Wak Fuad's.. Mak Siti and her daughter, Rokiah was seated sekali kat table kiteorg. Sibuk nak panggil semua orang sayang, darling... including my uncles!! *hishhh geli aku*
Abg Hakam, Isa, yg second tu hensem gak eh... hehehe... Anak Auntie Jah pun comel gak.. Daniel kot nama dia.. Ilya, the younger brother sebijik macam Nurin! Hehehe.. Seth tak geng langsung dengan kitaorg. Asyik berkepit ngan Auntie Jah nye husband. Sib baik Bazil dtg jumpa salam2 kiteorg. Rupanya Bazil pun baru habis demam campak. Jadi total anak sedara yg kena campak = 4 org. Ramai tu.
Anyway, tgh kiteorg melantak, Nisa & Tony pegi tukar baju. Pastu potong cake 5 tingkat. Dah habis upacara amik2 gambar kat pelamin. Kol 12 lebih baru la kiteorg balik.

Sunday after class, pegi Azhani's wedding kat Shah Alam plak. Dengan Dijah. Dah la tak kenal sape2... tapi takpe.. member2 Azhani ramai yg hensem2. Clear mata aku! Har har har. Last2 nak balik, salam mak dia. Tetiba Azhani pun sampai. Tunggu la kejap nak amik gambar. Pastu jumpa Edzuan. Hishhh comel! Amik2 gambar pastu blah. Jalan jem!!! Tensen giler bile jam hari Ahad!

So now tgh merajinkan diri wat keje. Haha. Chow.

Friday, March 11, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

5th day working in the new office. Internet baru masuk yesterday evening, so only today baru bley update. Office layout is nice. Kinda cute. There's only 8 of us, with one small pantry and bilik sembahyang to share, it feels like family. Privacy kurang la... coz it's quiet, and I can hear what Dahlia and Kak Ros are discussing over the phone. *Hehehhe* PC..most of us dapat Dell. Admin staff are using HP. Bosses currently use their own laptop. Here's the picture I'm using for my desktop.

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So I'm off for now. Next week sambung lagi la. Nisa's wedding is tomorrow and Azhani's the next day. Semua orang turun KL. Yay!! ;)

Thursday, March 03, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

My 2-week holiday is coming to an end.

......kembali ke KL.......

*sigh* :(