Aku dah tak rupa manusia. Tak boleh fikir, tak boleh bukak mata, tak boleh nak makan... Aku sendiri pun tak tau nak cakap macam mana. It's a huge pile of shit. Seriously. I'm WAY beyond DEAD. I'm sending in my letter in a few days.

Tapi aku tak sampai hati kat Encik Ho. Aku boleh bangun hari2 sebab ada dia. Pasal aku, dia kena marah. Because of him, and only him, that I'm still here doing my job. Even when I can't see it's going anywhere. Even when I feel like shit.

Urgh. Tak tau nak cakap cemana.