Sedang dalam keadaan yg agak marah dan bengang dengan diri sendiri. Maka penyesalan menyelubungi.

Wormtail : Tu ler..sape suruh siang2 tak buat keje..

Scabbers : Dah pasang niat dah cuma malas jek..

Wormtail : Sape suruh tak buang aje sikap malas tu?

Scabbers : Aler... sayang aaaa!!! :P

Semusim by Marcell

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semuanya tlah terjadi
cintaku telah pergi
dan kini ku sendiri
terpedih dirimu lagi

tak muda menepis
cerita indah

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

tak pernah ku bayangkan
kau putuskan cintaku
ku cuba untuk lupakan
semua tentang dirimu

tak muda bagiku
melupakan mu

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati


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dah demam?

Kenapa aku tetiba rasa nervous giler? Apsal le jantung aku nih dok berdegup dengan kencang? Takmoh buat keje jahat la ek... *patuhi lah nasihat ibu anda*

Uiksss... mamat depan aku nih kalo ade phone call jek mesti lari... girlfren la tuh.. ekekekeke... suara selembut sutera... sexy gituh.. ekekekeke...

Sejak2 kebelakangan nih asyik2 ler dengar citer pasal kawen la.. bersalin laa...
Semalam lunch ngan Dahlia, Farah ngan Liza. Ketiga2nye dah layak kawen dah.. boifren masing2 tgh tunggu diaorg setuju ake... ekekekekek... *jgn mara ek!* Liza la org pertama..katanya InsyaAllah next year... bagus la... Dahlia dlm 2-3 tahun lagi, Farah dah dekat dah kot... ekekekeke.. Tapi bagus btol la bebudak nih, diaorg tau pasal menda2 yg berkaitan nih. Aku haram tatau ape.

Pastu tak kurang jugak rakan2 yg baru jadik Mummy / Daddy. Tahniah kepada Kak Yati *member ofis* yg dapat 1st baby boy. Juga kepada Gopi *member ofis* baru jugak menjadi father to a baby girl (kalo tak silap gilr la.. heheheh). Then to Kili & Liza *member BMI* 1st baby boy.. and finally to Kak Fidzoh & Abg Salleh *member BMI* pun 1st baby boy. Lepas nih sape nye turn la plak ek? Oh ya!! My cousin kat KJ tu... dah brape bulan ek? Rasanya macam this year jugak! Eeee...tak sabarnye!!! Ehehehehe.. bertambahler anak2 sedara..

Pastu bercerita pasal family, semua orang sekarang tgh cam sibuk2 nak beli rumah. Turut serta la aku. Berbelah bahagi jugak. Beli rumah kat KL, rumah kat Muar tu nak buat ape? Kalo aku duit banyak bertaburan takpe la jugak. Hish... timbul la pulak soal kewangan. By end of this year macam2 nak kena bayar. Semester lepas tak apply loan, yuran blaja satu sen tak bayar lagi.. and that cost me RM1800. Mara baru bayar dalam RM1000. Ade lagi 6-7 ribu lagi. Beli keta, duit minyak ngan toll lagik. Pegi bercuti, renew passport jek RM300 ek? Walaupun di sponsor, at least kena ade kurang2 RM2000 dalam tangan. Apehal laaaa sejak2 kerja nih bila timbul citer duit jek.. dah tak main ratus2 dah. Semuanye ribu2. Penin nye pala nak pikir.

Oleh itu la bila timbulnya masa2 seperti ini, I wish for a rich knight in shining armour to come and take me away from all these. Bilerkah masa itu akan tiba? Soon, hopefully!

Tak boleh ke dapat degree TANPA buat ape2 assignment?

~hehehehe~

How to make a scabbers

Ingredients: 3 parts anger 1 part courage 5 parts joy

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lovability if desired!

Arsehole!!!!

Today : Went to Nobel Prize Centennial Exhibition with officemates.

Today also : Back to Muar.

Saturday : Sleep & watch Cartoon Network + MTV + Channel [V]

Sunday : Sleep & watch Cartoon Network + MTV + Channel [V]

Sunday also : Back to KL.

Moday : Training Xerox DocuShare in PJ.

Tuesday : Training Xerox DocuShare in PJ.

Wednesday : VMU Launch for the University.

Tuesday : Terkial2 siapkan assignment, from today until Saturday.

Sunday : 2nd Class in UIA, PJ.

Monday : Wishing there are no Mondays.

More Than Words
by Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words.....

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words.....

Colin Farrell kat sebelah aku nih cakap sendiri ke? *hmmmmmm...* Suara tak best aaa... ekekekeke..

kat cyber cafe!!!

Finally!!! Chat jugak dengan my college mate, Nett. Rupa2nya dia skang tinggal dengan Vouge kat Bukit Antarabangsa. Aiyaaaa...dekat jek! Minah tu nye family pun dah pindah Johor balik dah... betapa lamanya aku tak contact dia. Plan nak buat gath probably in August, before she and the others fly off to UK. *eyy anom, what say u?*

Bleh ajak sape ek? Hmmmm... Me, Anom, Muza, Fizah, Nett, Vouge, Niza, Piah, Yanti, DD, Jas, Marina. Will have to ask Fazni and Bib. Weh Nom!! Sape lagik??? Lupa aaaa... bebudak SPM batch kita dulu??

~ehhh sumer pompuan ek?? ekekekeke... Girl Power baby!~

Was fired up to do my work this morning. And at the end of the day, after kerja for today is settled, aku rasa cam nak pensan. Bukannye kerja buruh buat bangunan pun, tapi otak rasa cam dah penat, mata rasa cam bleh la dipejamkan sat... bahu/tengkuk dah lenguh. Another strain coming. Bila time2 camni tidur pun cam tak selesa. *sigh*

Hahahahahahaha...

Erk... member sebelah aku nih ajak lak trainee2 hensem dok discuss kat meja dia. Isk isk... juling bijik mata aku nak memandang. Hehehehe...

Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia
by Dewa

Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau,
Menjadi keping-keping setelah kau pergi,
Tinggalkan kasih sayang yg pernah singgah antara kita,
Masihkah ada sayang itu..

Memang salahku yg tak pernah bisa,
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu,
Walau 'tuk terus bersama kau nada hati akan terluka,
Masihkah ada sayang itu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Mungkin tak mungkin 'tuk terus bersama,
Dalami semua cinta yg tak dijalani,
Tapi bila itu yang kau fikir yang terbaik untukmu,
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Simpan sisa-sisa cerita cinta berdua,
Walau tak tercipta cerita cinta berdua..

Still I have in my eyes,
Still I have forever..

Memang salahku yg tak pernah bisa,
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu,
Walau 'tuk terus bersama kau nada hati akan terluka,
Dan ku tahu kau tak mahu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Still I have in my eyes,
Still I have forever..

What Pattern Are You?

If you feel like you OWN us, go ahead and put a chop on our heads. "Property of bloody ___ (State company name)". Such a sore loser!

Nak amik cuti pun susah. Geram tau. Today dia kasik email to all staff pasal cuti. Must give "The Reason", three days in advanced and if failed to do so, leave will not be approved. Can't even use the traditional "family or personal matters" anymore.

And she even asked my friend why I take 2 days leave when last month I stated that I wanted to take only a day. Well, guess what, last month SHE stated that she'll be on leave 2 days... but the week after she was still on leave for 4 days. So why am I being asked? Coz I don't have sisters that were admitted to the hospital because of a major accident? Coz I am no Head Department and my husband is no Big Boss?

So now all of us in this bloody department can't take a fucking emergancy leave. In case of any emergancy, please make sure that it will occur 3 days in advanced. Hmmmm... this is the same thing Kolej Yayasan Saad punye guards said to me.. to write a letter before bawak balik student waktu malam, when in tears I mentioned that my grandfather just passed away. Tak sangka mereka setaraf.

My long weekend was fun! Thursday went to all the banks in the world to settle off my payments here and there... and in the evening the 6 of us went to Midvalley. I bought a new pair of sneakers. Hehehehe...

Friday 7 of us single women - went to Genting. Tapi rupanya my cousins nih ramai yg scared of heights. So tak main sangat la... sikit2 je.. Nak masuk Snow World but it was all fully booked. 4 cousins totally refused to ride in the same cable car as me and cousin Lin. One just had to. Hehehehe... Bengang aje dia coz kitaorg siap main2 lagi and she held on to the tiang until tangan dia basah!

Saturday went jalan2 kat Time Square ngan area2 Bukit Bintang. Didn't buy anything, but saw 2-3 celebrities. At the end of the day we were all very tired and cancelled our plan to go to pasar malam Jalan TAR. Balik makan Pizza!

Sunday went to Sogo, Jalan TAR, CM and Petaling St. Bought DVDs and suddenly diaorg kata ade rush. Thank goodness aku dah simpan dengan selamatnye cd tu. Tapi tak nampak pun DBKL, but orang2 yg jual tu dah sibuk2 lari lintang-pukang kemas their stuff. Went home and watched New York Minute, and after that bid farewll to 4 cousins yg kena balik Muar. Maka tinggal lah kami bertiga kembali... sunyi ler...

I'm Chandler Bing from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.

This is like, my favourite poster ever!! Sirius and Harry. Two of the characters which I love most! Also found some cute pictures of Harry ~Daniel Radcliffe~ from the Sorcerer's Stone and now, Prisoner of Azkaban.

Hari ni rasa kaki macam tak pijak tanah. Asyik ler daydream. All the way to Sri Petaling, sib baik jek la aku diri depan pintu LRT. Kalau tak mesti aku terlepas Chan Sow Lin. This is mostly because I no longer have the mood to work. My working day will end at 5.30pm today, as for this week. I'll be on leave tomorrow and Friday.

And of course, aku still belum over my fever of Harry Potter movies. Watched the 1st one last night with Mung. Jadik harnih went surfing again... and found some posters.

Aku rasa cun aaa posters kat atas tuh... gambar sorang2... tapi ade jugak posters lain - see attachment below - dimana aku rasa tak secantik poster kat atas..

Farah ade kat sini suruh aku beli rumah. Sibuk jek. Dah la aku takde duit. *Farah gelak besar*

Finally!! Last night pegi tgk Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Excited giler masa movie baru start dah senyum sorang2. Ekekekeke... budak2 tuh semua (Harry, Ron, Hermione, Draco, Fred & George, Neville, etc..) makin comel!! Seperti biasa la.. citer tuh beshh.. tapi macam tak detail sgt aaa jalan citer dia, tapi ikut buku gak aaa.. ade a few things yg dia tambah2... ok aaa.. best best.. Scene I like most - masa diaorg 4 orang satu bilik (Harry, Ron, Neville, Seamus ngan sape lagi sorang aku dah lupa lak) makan chocolates tuh...yg masing2 tukar jadik binatang.. alerhaiiiiiii that is like the sweetest moment! Sirius Black tak brape hensem aaa... tapi masa dia jadik Padfoot mmg macho giler aaa..!! Ekekekeke... Walaubagaimanapun, aku lagi suka Sirius dalam imaginasi aku. :) Oh yaaa... Scabbers pun dah wujud dah dalam citer... punye la huduh Pettigrew tu... aiyoh!! Seronok la citernye... banyak jugak scene yg klaka... tapi bila sampai part Sirius Black aje aku rasa cam sebak.. *sob! sob!* sebab teringat dalam buku citer 5 - Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix... dia hilang (konon2 mati ler) pastu Harry pun cam depress jek seterusnya. Tapi takpe.. buku 4 - Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - best! Tak sabar nak tunggu! Ekekekekeke...

Movie nih sedikit sebanyak telah meredakan kemarahan aku kepada Kamal!!! Menyusahkan idop orang! Kalau tak pasal dia tolong uruskan segala hal berkaitan, dah lama aku tinggalkan dia! Aaaaaaaaarghhhh... tensen aku biler pikir balik pasal dia. Kesian Mummy. Kalau next week Kamal soh aku balik, kalau takde jugak menda tuh mmg nak kena sembelih dengan aku!! Gerammmmmmmmmm!!!! Nanti dia.. akan aku sound dia cukup2 masa benda tu sampai nanti. Tak malu punye lelaki!

Tapi alang2 aku tgh belakon wat kerja nih, baik aku ingatkan balik Birthday Party anak2 sedara aku yesterday. Makanan mmg tak hengattt punye banyak aaa.. Mummy and cousin Nur ordered nasi beriyani untuk 50 orang. Pehhhhh... habis 5 periuk aku kena angkut gi kedai harituh. Yati ordered chocolate cake (birthday cake for Syami) and kuih muih from Kak Lon. My cousin-in-law plak order cheese cake ngan carrot cake (birthday cake for Ajim). Pastu Mummy and me bought some chips and MT buat sardine roll ngan kuih kecik2 yg ade fruit ngan custard (one of my many favourites!). Uncle and family yg kat PJ aje yg tak balik. Jadik cuma ade 4 orang budak2 aje la yg dapat hadiah dengan banyaknye! Then after the party ajar the kids to play musical chair. Kitaorg (me and 3 youngest cousins) saja jek meramaikan majlis jadik budak2 kecik tu suka ler ramai yg main... last2 kitaorg pun dapat hadiah jugak! Ekekekeke... puas ler melantak chocs and sweets. Seronok giler aaa... But then Fatin ngan Syami kena balik JB sbb Ajim ngan Ajiq stay kat Muar, nanti ramai2 asyik gaduh jek...tak larat Mummy and MT nak jaga.

This morning tumpang cousin Ghaz balik KL. Kol 5 lebih dah bertolak. Sampai kol 7.30 kat Stesen LRT Tasik Selatan dengan beg besar... so 7.45 sampai ofis. Punye la awal makcik cleaner pun blom masuk lagik! Ekekekekeke... leave dah hantar tapi maam plak tak sampai2 lagik. Tak sabarnye nak cuti end of this week!

Which OS are You?

Last night was fun. Eating and catching up with my best-est friends. Fizah came and pick me and Anom up, Muza came with her sister, and Marina drove her new Honda. Kitaorg pegi makan kat Uptown. We met around 8.30 kot... sampai la kol 11 baru blah.

Muza dah berubah, physically! Dia dah menambah berat badan....sedap lak skang dok pegang2 lengan dia. Ekekekeke... Tapi dia still sama. Expression muka masih sehebat dahulu, gelak still lagi kuat, dan perasaan gelinye terhadap "nadi" masih lagi ade. Hehehehe...

Cik Fizah kita dah dalam kadaan tak tertahan nak kawen. She's getting married on the 4th and 5th of December this year. Aiyoh...the little sister's getting married first! Hehehehe..

Cik Anom next week akan mengambil ujian lesen memandu! Nih mmg berita yg memeranjatkan la sbb tetiba takde cerita ape pasal blaja memandu...tau2 dah nak amik ujian jek. Ape pun, Good Luck to you.

Cik Ina semakin mencengkung. Kekecohan tu masih ade la... takleh sape lawan.. ekekekeke.. And that girl just bought a new Honda yg di assemble locally tu... nama ape ntah. To tell you the truth, I don't really like the shape of that car. But I never know how it is on the inside, jadik biarlah dia dengan kereta barunye itu. Dia mmg tak heran la nak beli keta ape sekalipun... anak Datuk..lagipun dengan gaji dia yg beso mmg mampu ler.. (kalo Marina baca nih mesti dia sembelih aku!)

As for me, takde benda sangat la yg nak diceritakan. Oooo...cuma diaorg semua sibuk nak tau secara lanjut pasal gossip aku berbulan yg lalu tuh. Tapi nak wat camne, cerita pun dah mati. Nak citer ape? Ekekekeke...

Nurul (adik Muza) gelak aje la dengar cerita2 kitaorg. Muza bawak telepon dia dari UK sana. Amik gambo la dah habis makan tuh... seperti biasa la..orang lain semua muka ayu2 aje.. aku jek yg saiko semacam. Lantakler... janji bahagia! Pastu dah lepas tgk Marina blah, kitaorg pegi ke kereta Muza sbb dia kata ade benda nak kasik. Rupanya dia kasik kitaorg Marks & Spencer punye baju.. sama pesen (Malay slang of "fashion") tapi lain2 kaler. Fizah dapat purple, Anom maroon and I got kaler oren gituh. Hehehehhe.. anyways I appreciate it very much. Baik ati dia bawak buah tangan untuk kitaorg, although not exactly "buah". Ekekekekek...

Finally dah kol 12 baru ler kitaorg blah dari situ, sbb tempat pun dah mula jam, org dah bukak gerai2 diaorg..takut kereta takleh kuar lak nanti. Maka berpisahlah kami sekali lagi. Namun begitu tidak mengapa kerana Muza will be here until August. Boleh la sambung bergossip lagi lepasnih! Ekekekeke.. and now, I can't wait for my other friends to come back, Jas and Yanti. Heard Yanti's getting engaged before setting off again to UK. Hmmmm...gossip lagi!

Malasnye diri ini!!!! Bila tuan besar takde camni la jadiknye.

Can't wait for tonite...where I will be re-united with my girlfriends. Hehehehe... I'm taking time off from work and I am gonna go home, take a long refreshing bath and wash my hair, before meeting them.

Time seems to freeze. Aduhai bosannye. Apesal aku tengok jam nih macam taknak gerak aje? Jam aku rosak ke? Atau aku yg sangap? Isk isk isk...

Sedaya upaya aku memaksa diri aku untuk menyiapkan kerja. Tetapi kepala aku dah separuh kat atas tilam kat umah bersama bantal2 empukku! Buat satu page, termenung, satu page lagi, termenung lagi.. tapi jam nih masih lagi ade 10 minit nak pukul 5 ptg.

Dah terbayang dalam kepala aku weekend ni nak balik ada birthday party Ajim ngan Syami. Rindunye kat diaorg. Hari2 cakap kat telefon aje... Nak gi shopping la before Friday. Nak belikan hadiah kepada buah hati - buah hati aku yg 6 orang tuh. My cousin mesti masak sedap2 punye coz she invited everybody; that includes my uncles in JB, Pahang and KL. Syoknyeeee... last year was even better coz my auntie and cousins from UK was there to celebrate with us. Riuh rendah satu rumah! Hehehehe... bestnye kalau dapat buat macam tu sekali lagi.

Last week they all went to A'Famosa Water Park. Plus, MT beli durian banyak2 buat ape tuh..pengat? eh ye ke? cam lai jek bunyiknye? Aku nih nama makanan nih hencussss aaa.. kuikuikui... Lin and Mung came home last night and I could only listen to their exciting stories. Dalam ramai2 cousins kitaorg yg dok Muar, aku sorang aje yg tak balik join weekend activity tu. Perasaan aku time tu? Malas citer aaaa... kalau ade org yg tak sedih aku tatau aaaa... Semua, and I mean all at home went, including my auntie yg dok wheelchair. Mesti seronok sangat! *Dah tau seronok apesal tak balik?* oh jawapannye mudah sahaja... semuanya disebabkan oleh kerja! Kena jadik usher on Saturday jadik nak balik camne? I wanted to go to Melaka Sunday morning, asked Mummy to pick me up on her way... tapi nak gi main air mesti sampai petang. Nanti Mummy kata aku penat sbb Monday nak kerja, bla bla bla... cakap Mak taknak lawan la... ikut aje demi kebaikan diri sendiri...

So this weekend, I am going home, no matter what. Kalau dia suruh kerja, aku taknak datang!!!! Biarlah programmers lain (yg senior dan dah jadik permanent) tu datang wat kerja. Apehal aku junior, gaji lebih kecik, status pun masih contract kena buat kerja yg setimpal dengan diaorg? *Ehhhhh... ter emo lak...* Rasanya tak kerja kot Saturday nih coz ma'am won't be in Thursday and Friday. *This calls for a celebration!*

Cuti lagi satu hal... biler nak amik cuti ek? 11 nih nak cuti, that means tolak ler in-lieu aku.. ade lagi sehari. Biler???? Hmmm... Monday 7th ok tak ek? Bleh gi bank kat Muar skali... *perkara terpenting abad ini* pastu bleh pinjam keta sat sbb aku nak gi BCB *YucKKKKK*. Jadik 10 tu Mummy bleh datang naik bus, atau with Nur, then bring back the car Sunday. Kan? Coz Sunday pun aku ade kelas. Chehhh.. another thing yg akan merosakkan weekend aku. Tapi takpe, demi pelajaran! Yeahhh!! *saiko* So ok... aku akan cuba apply cuti. Weeehaaaaa...!!

Hmmmm... sambil aku menulis nih aku terjenguk jam. Telahpun menunjukkan pukul 5.10 ptg. Ahaksss.. lagi 20 minit. OK...nak gi habiskan kerja sket, pastu bleh cabut! Kuikuikui..

~Jumpa lagi!~

Kenapa BCB tak kasik orang ramai bukak bank kat mana2 cawangan? Kenapa kalau aku dok Ampang aku kena bukak kat Ampang cawangan terdekat aje? Seumur hidup aku... ni la first time aku dengar bank yg buat system macam ni. Telahpun BCB menyusahkan hidup aku two fucking times. And now, today, aku call sbb dah dekat 3 minggu aku tak dapat pin number aku... dia suruh lagi aku datang sana isik borang baru letak alamat baru. Dia ingat dia sorang aje ade kerja orang lain takde kerja... cuma nak melayan system dia yg cam haram tuh ke? EeeeEeeee... geramnye aku!!!


I hate BCB!!