Sabtu & Ahad, stayed at home bermalas-malasan dengan Mummy, Makton & Makdah. Pagi tadi balik KL, alone for 2 1/2 hours. Now, lunchtime, alone at the office (Harap diaorg lama!). Esok & lusa... public holiday, alone at home.

Cukup untuk membuat aku happy, walaupun in a sad, SAD way.

Give definition of LAN.
A mechanic from Perak who asks you out but then never calls (which sucks), but never fails to get you to think of him everytime (I am such a moron!).

Give the characteristics of LAN
Bald, never smiles, macho, nice teeth, smokes and damn sexy

What is Wireless LAN
When he goes online

List all of the LANs....
Roslan, Azlan, Ozlan, Mazlan

Demit!!

I need to concentrate on my Introduction to Networking subject for the exam!

8:45 am and I just sat down to enjoy my morning coffee. Baru je dapat satu sip dan tengah aku bukak sampul roti, trainer aku datang tanya pasal kerja.

I was like, what the...?!

Please! My coffee's still hot and I just HAVE to have it ok! I must take my coffee the moment I set foot in the office. And I drink it while it's still hot. I don't drink semi-hot coffee ok. If it's hot, it's gotta be HOT and if it's cold... better put tons of ice in it. If I'm not having coffee then it's ok, but I already have a cup in my hands, man! It's so totally against the law to let your coffee cold while you're having a headache trying to understand what the trainer's talking about.

Dude!! *Rolling eyes*

You won't believe what happened.

Abg Mekanik came back! ....and I went out with him.

Ok, so on Friday at 1am aku baru sampai rumah daripada tengok wayang dengan Capix. Tiba2 aku dengar orang jerit, "Kak! Kak! Sekejap!" and I stopped. Dia suruh aku tunggu jap. Aku pelik giler. Ingatkan dia nak bagitau aku pasal rumah aku sbb kedai kat bawah rumah aku tu tengah renoavte. Kot2 la ada ape2 problem ke... aku boring aaa. Malas nak deal dengan mende2 ni, dah tgh malam kan...

Sekali tu he handed me a piece of paper dengan no telefon sambil dia cakap, "Akak ingat tak abang kat kedai ni dulu?". I was like, WHAT????!!! Did I just heard him mention about Lan?? I was shocked, so aku tanya dia, "Yang kat sini dulu? Siapa? Lan ke?". Sambil tersengih dia cakap, "A'ah, Abg Lan. Dia datang brapa kali haritu cari akak tapi akak takda. Dia nak kasi no telefon, tapi saya asyik terlupa la. Tadi dia datang, dia suruh saya kasi".

What the hell?!

He came looking for me? Aaawwww!!!!

So after I said thanks, I ran up the stairs, afraid that the other mamats kat kedai tu might see my smile. Hahahaha... At first I thought, "Why the hell would I call him? Bukan ke dia ada no fon aku?".. but after I talked to Arin, who asked me to go ahead and msg him the next morning, I thought maybe dia betul2 hilang no telefon aku. And you know, mana lah tau.........

So the next afternoon aku msg la dia. And he replied. Yeay! Biasala tanya kabar semua and then he said dia dah tak kerja kat Kajang lagi dengan boss tu. Diberhentikan, dia sakit hati. So since aku nye credit pun limited and dia nye pun dah habis, I asked him to come over so we could talk. Memula dia suruh aku yg gi amik dia, but hey... no way, man! I called you first... I am NOT gonna go and pick you up first. Then he asked me to wait.

I did wait, tapi aku takde la harap sangat since aku tau kalau aku harap macam last time... mmg buat sakit hati aje la. Sampai la Mummy & Makton arrived from Muar... dah beli2 barang nak masak untuk Hazeeq nye party, while me & Mummy sat watching tv sambil makan our very late lunch... tiba2 ada orang ketuk pintu rumah. Bukak2 rupanya mamat kedai runcit tu dia kata, "Kak, abg tu dah ada kat bawah".

Menggelabah aku! Dah la tangan ada sambal, muke cam org tak sudah, tetiba nak kena pegi jumpa dia. Aduhai. Aku pun touch-up sket, pastu turun. Ahem ahem... bedebor!!!

Turun jek aku nampak keta dia and him inside. Dia pakai baju itam dgn bermuda, with brown specs dan tgh isap rokok. Serious shit nye teruja aku tgk dia. Merembes mak!!! Hahahaha... Gile sexy aaa. Isk. Pastu he asked me out to eat and I said ok, but I have to get my things first. Dia cakap, "baru bangun tido ek?". Hahahaha... nampak sangat aku serabai!

So I went up, mintak permission kat Mummy & Makton on behalf of Lan sbb dia kata dia pakai shorts and it's not proper nak jumpa Mak. And so...we went out. Memula dia nak gi makan kat Kg Pandan tapi kedai tak bukak...plus dah nak hujan, kedai takde bumbung. Hehehe... Pastu kiteorg tukar haluan ke Ampang Point. Surprisingly he parked inside. I asked him why, he simply said dah nak hujan and smiled at me.

And so we went up and I accompanied him for his meal of the day sambil sembang2. Rupanya dia kena berenti sbb dia gi main futsal satu hari tu. Pastu jari kaki dia patah. 2 jari kat kaki kiri. So dia submit MC sebulan kat boss. Tapi pastu boss kata suruh berenti dulu. Dia tanya bila boss nak amik dia balik, boss cakap tatau lagi... Then dia pegi la nak amik cek, dia nampak ada 2 new staff kat sana. Dia pun sakit hati la kan. Yela, dia punye la tolong boss tu pindah2 semua... kat Kajang pun dia sorang je staff masa mula2. Pastu boss promised him gaji RM1700 tapi takde. Tak sampai pun... tetiba dia kena berenti. Kesian dia....

Dah habis sembang, aku ajak dia jenjalan jap sbb nak belikan hadiah utk anak sedara aku. Pastu dia hantar aku balik. Pastu dah.

Oh btw, there were some flirting going on la of course kan. Takyah la aku citer detail sini kang ada yg muntah plak. Hahahhaa... Tapi kan, masa nak balik tu aku tunjuk la kedai perabot. Dia kata dia penah beli perabot kat situ. Satu set bilik tido. Aku pelik jugak, why the hell dia beli set bilik tido? Tapi dia kata dia tak pakai. Dia kata saja je tatau ape nak wat dgn duit tu. Tapi still aku pelik. Aku tanya dia nak kawen ke? Dia kata tak. Tapi aku serious rasa dia dah nak kawen. Tunggu time & dia akan dtg bagi kad kawen dia kat aku.

And I would DEFINATELY HATE MEN MY ENTIRE LIFE!

I Wanna Have Your Babies
Natasha Bedingfield

What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas,
But what if it don't?
What happens in my head stays in my head
But sometimes it won't
What if you knew what I was thinking?
Would it make you like Whoa!
I don't wanna risk putting my foot in this
So I keep my mouth closed

All you hear is Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Some of my feelings keep escaping
So I make it a joke
Nonchalant I keep on faking
So my heart don't get broke
I'm in a big, big, big, big ocean
In a tiny little boat
I'll only put the idea out there
If I know it's gonna float

All you hear is Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

'Cause in my head there's a slot machine
And I'm betting you're the one in my hopes and dreams
La la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la, la la
Trust me it would scare you
If you knew what was going on in my brain
Trust me it would scare you
That I picked out the church, or the schools or the names
If you knew it was all about you
Every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain
Trust me it'd scare you

That's why I go, Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Uhm... yeah

Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

There's one, there's another oh, there's one, oh
There's a baby, there's one
Babies, babies, babies, babies
I wanna have your babies
I, Yeah yeah ha ha and
One day maybe you'll find out...

* Sempena bercerita tentang babies, nak buat shout-out kat sini utk Liza & Pizli :

Congratulations! Dah jadi parents to a baby boy... :)

Pada suatu hari ada seorang perempuan yang SANGAT mengantuk.

Perempuan itu adalah aku.

It's one of those days when you come back late at night, tired, and your doorknob being SUCH a 'doorknob' you had to ask your neighbour to kopak kan dia... and your handphone joined in to become the other 'doorknob' it kept turning on and off until your mum gets fed-up and had to call your other number on another handphone, which the battery is also a' doorknob'.

And when you get up late for work, you drag yourself to the car feeling not too happy coz you have to fill in minyak full tank and thinking about the traffic you have to face for the day. Ditambah lagi dengan seorang pakcik/apek who checks you out with a sleazy smile. Then your RM48 petrol tertumpah sket because you're still very much asleep and can't think clearly. But thanks to the kinda-cute guy kat petrol counter who smiled at you and the other not-cute guy who, surprisingly, smile at you jugak... your day felt a bit better.

Then the moment your supervisor stepped in the office, your world ends. You're so stupid you can't understand a word he's saying. About JAVA, your JOB. It's like listening to that foreign Principal Consultant talking on the phone in French. But worse, imagine he suddenly talks to YOU in French with a touch of German language, and expects you to answer him or else you'll get fired. It's like that. OK.

But then your friends came to the rescue and it cheers you up. Despite the fact that your mum just reminded you of the doorknob.

BUT, a few hours after that, The Feeling starts to haunt you again. That shitty, crappy, scary, unhappy- feeling, until you......

Until you're stuck in that sentence, going blank for the day.

Happy Birthday, Dahlia & Hazeeq!

Note: Hazeeq is my nephew, dan bukannye anak Najib.

I'm about to be assigned with some work today, but the person in charge went down for breakfast. Serious shit punye aku takut ok. Seram nak mampos. I pray that I can do it well.

Anyway, I went on the Eye Of Malaysia last Friday. I was so damn hungry stuck in a one-hour jam in front of KLCC, so I went to pick up Capix for dinner. Dah dekat midnight kiteorang naik mende tu. It was nothing la. Tinggi pun tak tinggi, view pun tak secantik mana. Biasa je la... diaorg bagi kite extra rounds since takde orang sangat pun yg nak naik malam tu. So now I've been up the KL Tower, KLCC and this new ferris wheel in Tasik Titiwangsa. I definately like being up in the sky. Dapat tengok pemandangan dari atas kan? It's way cool. Macam naik Solero Shot kat Genting tu. Whoa... syiok man!!!

Oh and spent Sunday inside, doing nothing. And watched Padi's Menanti Sebuah Jawaban. Man, I love that guy in the video. Sexy habis. Kalau la....... KALAU aku dapat, kan?

*Dreamy face*

Lagu tu pun mmg pebret lah! Tapi sbb dah pernah post dia nye lyrics satu ketika dulu.. so aku nak post ni lagu Ungu. Watched the video in MTV Jus. Ada budak2 kecik... aku suke yg sorang tu... tembamnye!!!! Suke betul aku tengok budak2 kecik yg tembam2 ni. Lagi best kalo yg rambut ala kerinting gitu. Rasa cam nak picit2!! Hahahah...

Andai Ku Tahu
Ungu

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku

Andai ku tahu
Malaikat Mu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat pada Mu
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat pada Mu
Aku manusia yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga tak pantas di surga

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat pada Mu
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat pada Mu

1. I might die in the next second, you know. And you, too.

2. I hate programming. Can I change to any other field of work? Like, a stay-at-home mom? Ok, so maybe not a Mom exactly, but definately a stay-at-home-something.

Apa connection between no. 1 & 2?
Well, I need no. 2 REAL bad... and if I don't, in the near future, I'd be no. 1.

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Aku rasa dalaman aku ni macam wayar yg berselerak. (When I say dalaman, I meant otak, jiwa raga aku sumer ok).

SERIOUS SHIT NYE SERABUT OK!!!!

Isk. Sabo jian... sabo. I think I'm gonna cry. Yes, I DO cry ok. Sometimes sampai kepala otak rasa nak pecah sbb rasa tak tentu arah sangat2. Aku perlu kembali ke jalan yang benar.

Confessions of a sick person.

Hello 25!

Blogging mood hasn't kicked in just yet. My mind is way too busy thinking about the exam tomorrow, new work and how the traffic might be.

So there! I've updated my blog.

:D

P/S: Thank you to all yg bagi bday wish. Saaaaaaaaaaaayang sumer orang!!

P/P/S: Happy Birthday to Intan's son yang baru jek dilahirkan harini. Hehehe.. (Thanks, Pizli).