1. I might die in the next second, you know. And you, too.

2. I hate programming. Can I change to any other field of work? Like, a stay-at-home mom? Ok, so maybe not a Mom exactly, but definately a stay-at-home-something.

Apa connection between no. 1 & 2?
Well, I need no. 2 REAL bad... and if I don't, in the near future, I'd be no. 1.

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Aku rasa dalaman aku ni macam wayar yg berselerak. (When I say dalaman, I meant otak, jiwa raga aku sumer ok).

SERIOUS SHIT NYE SERABUT OK!!!!

Isk. Sabo jian... sabo. I think I'm gonna cry. Yes, I DO cry ok. Sometimes sampai kepala otak rasa nak pecah sbb rasa tak tentu arah sangat2. Aku perlu kembali ke jalan yang benar.

Confessions of a sick person.