It's one of those days when you come back late at night, tired, and your doorknob being SUCH a 'doorknob' you had to ask your neighbour to kopak kan dia... and your handphone joined in to become the other 'doorknob' it kept turning on and off until your mum gets fed-up and had to call your other number on another handphone, which the battery is also a' doorknob'.

And when you get up late for work, you drag yourself to the car feeling not too happy coz you have to fill in minyak full tank and thinking about the traffic you have to face for the day. Ditambah lagi dengan seorang pakcik/apek who checks you out with a sleazy smile. Then your RM48 petrol tertumpah sket because you're still very much asleep and can't think clearly. But thanks to the kinda-cute guy kat petrol counter who smiled at you and the other not-cute guy who, surprisingly, smile at you jugak... your day felt a bit better.

Then the moment your supervisor stepped in the office, your world ends. You're so stupid you can't understand a word he's saying. About JAVA, your JOB. It's like listening to that foreign Principal Consultant talking on the phone in French. But worse, imagine he suddenly talks to YOU in French with a touch of German language, and expects you to answer him or else you'll get fired. It's like that. OK.

But then your friends came to the rescue and it cheers you up. Despite the fact that your mum just reminded you of the doorknob.

BUT, a few hours after that, The Feeling starts to haunt you again. That shitty, crappy, scary, unhappy- feeling, until you......

Until you're stuck in that sentence, going blank for the day.