But on the other hand, it's not a bad thing to stay at my level (You know.. LESS responsibilities?). Tapi dengan increment lah, brader! Mana leh gaji tak naik. Semput la makcik nak idup.

And btw, Scabbers, shut up.

I talk too much.

New Members of the Clan

Hopefully bulan puasa ni takde sape yg akan make my blood go upstairs. I'm learning to tolerate to Mr. Ho hoping that I won't fall sick for no reason like the other day.

They finally give me a colleague to help out. Hooray! He's rajin, but I've yet to teach him into depth the software we're customizing. He does not get on my nerves, unlike the other guy who is currently helping out with another module.

I told him a thousand times and still he gave me the same answer. He thinks he's always right and so damn hard to take my advice on how to do things. I want things my way, ok. I have very strong reasons for them, and I know the project well. Tapi punye la dia degil mak aihhhh!!! And this is not the 1st time, but when I asked him what file he updated, he just said "You can check in the SVN, there's updated date".

WTF are you thinking, man! Why in the world do you think I need your help if I don't have anything to do. Yes I can take the files from SVN, our coding repository, but is it so hard for you to list out the files you've changed? I'm suspecting that he thinks I have nothing to do but to sit around my pc and click "Update" every few seconds, just to see which file got updated. Like, seriously dude. Masa aku MC haritu I was working all day at home. I even went online on my YM since early morning. He called me at 6.30pm (I'm guessing after Mr. Ho asked him to call me since I baru report things to Mr. Ho at that time) and told me kerja dia dah siap dah. Sounds sarcastic la, but how the hell do I know when he didn't even update me? Email takde, offline msgs takde, call takde, sms pun takde. And when I wanted to take the file, I saw dia check-in pukul 11.30 am. Can you believe that!!! And then bila aku update, ada error. Memang sangat tensen. All the while he could've solve the error kan? And he knows well that the next day ada UAT on that module. If you give me a pen in front of him that day, I probably poked him in the head 1st thing. Geram!

I want things to work out well in every possible browser you can have, ok. He kept insisting that his IE is ok, and kinda make faces if I report to him Firefox is not. I mean, come on! This project that I'm doing is different from his earlier project, which is a bank. Like, totally lain punya environment la..

Hell, I downloaded most of the browsers for this ok. I upgraded to IE8, Mozilla 3.6, Chrome, Seamonkey, Safari.. I had Netscape, but unistalled it later bcoz masa tu takde space & tak cukup memory kot. Was clearing things off from my laptop. And from time to time we check on XP, Vista, Windows 7.. and even set up a virtual machine to check on the almost-obsolete IE6 SP2 on a specific XP SP2. Mr. Ho never updated his IE7 just because of this.

Dem. Earlier on when he was about to start helping out with things, I gave him some briefing and instructions tapi dia susah betul lah nak terima. Sampai aku tatau ape nak cakap, aku naik marah, and last2 aku suruh Mr. Ho helped out. And today Mr. Ho told me that guy is having a hard time understanding his instructions that finally dia tell me of the changes.

Taktau la ape. Mungkin dia ego. He's in a Senior position la. Chinese guy. Maybe dia susah nak terima hakikat that a Malay girl, who is NOT a senior, giving him instructions.

* Sigh *

I hope I can bersabar. And I kinda miss Mr. Ho coz he's all the way in Sepang whole day today. Haha. Esok appraisal pulak dengan dia. Whatever la. Kalau bigbos tak bagi aku naik Senior, aku bakar ofis.

=P

Kenapa susah nak set date with your ex colleague to meet up eh? My dear friend and I have been trying for like, forever.. and never can find a suitable date.

I am full of anger.

I'm tired & literally sick of caring.

sick like, again!

pizli: jgn marah2.. nnt sakit

I Wanna Go Sleep Already!

Wormtail : Please, dude. Stop it. Sudah-sudah la tu... Kembali lah ke pangkal jalan. Jangan la fikir, ok?!

Scabbers : Yea, I know! I'm hating it.

Wormtail : And wipe that stupid grin off your face. It's so totally nothing, ok. Besides, you know what's gonna happen next.

Scabbers : * blank face *

Wormtail : Once a liar, always is....

On the other side of my twisted world, Mummy came over and cleaned up my closet. Horay! Means I can renew my wardrobe minus the guilt! The hangar in my almari jatuh like, a month ago.. and I did nothing about it. Coz I don't really use the baju inside - baju kurung & formal shirts. I wear the same t-shirt over and over again to office, and I kinda dump them in another place after dia kering lepas basuh. Harhar.

So Mummy brought back most of'em (4 huge black-beg-pasltik-sampah of them), and now my almari is clear! Not to say clear per se, but WAYYYY less clothes than before. Hehe. I told Mummy she could have any of the shirts she can fit in for herself, and others bagi Cousin Yati in case somebody out there is in an emergency dan takde apa untuk dipakai. Note that all my baju is in good condition, ok. I'd throw away if they're not. Or Mummy would gladly make them "gombal" a.k.a kain lap.

So a huge THANK YOU to Mak for taking away a whole chunk of guilt, before I put in new ones. But Mak, you forgot the other smaller almari where pants, baju tidur, long-sleeved t-shirts & sweaters are. Oh well, I guess next time.

And the other best thing was buying Man Pik & Bik Kaseh a laptop. Dude! It was the greatest feeling! Although I am left with an absolutely empty account at the bank, I feel good about it. Haha, no la. Mummy, Mak Ton & Mak Leha are gonna pay me back! The 4 of us shared, as a gift to Mummy's youngest sibling. Nak tambah best lagi, brader yg jual tu ingat aku nih student. Or probably he said that just to be polite.

I heart you, brader! U da man! =)

Oh and Inception is cool. Kinda boring when it gets to "the wife" part, all the reminiscence and stuff... but I love the 2nd-level of the dream where there's no gravity. Although I do not like Leonardo DiCaprio, they made it up to me with Joseph Gordon-Levitt, so I guess its alright.

All in, it's a great weekend for me. Minus the fact that my Desire had to go in the clinic again.. everything else is good (note that weekend starts on Saturday and NOT Friday nite). Thanks to Baskin-Robbins and their 31% discount on the 31st of the month.