Riwayat Sebuah Kotak

Wednesday, March 28, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

Bukak pintu dengan senyuman. Terus ke dalam bilik, keluarkan sebuah kotak dari bawah katil.
Lipat kemas2 dan masukkan ke dalam kotak tersebut. Hati tenang, bibir tak lekang dengan senyuman.

Bawa kotak ke taman, gali tanah & tanam.

Semoga kekal bahagia di sana.

Cat & Cat

Tuesday, March 27, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

I wonder what Chivers is doing now. I'm pretty sure Muffin's curling up somewhere near the window, under the sun.

I miss them!

This is for You

Sunday, March 25, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

You'll never know if you never try To forgive your past and simply be mine I dare you to let me be your, your one and only I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms So come on and give me a chance To prove that I'm the one who can Walk that mile until the end starts

Done

Friday, March 23, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

Let's get out of here. For real!

Give a little

Friday, March 23, 2012 1 Comments A+ a-

My family has ways of our own - when you tell news to 1 person, it'll travel so fast from Johor to KL to Pahang in a matter of minutes. Like how I didn't have to tell the story of what happened in England - when I start, everybody would say "I know, xxx told me". 

And when we get together for food or shopping, everybody volunteers to pay that I think they may actually cause a fight. 

And another one is that when somebody shows interest in something, that person who owns it will try their very hard to give it to them, or buy them another one. Like when I was at my aunt's in Tetbury, Uncle Tony showed me his Xbox and what it could do. Of course Mak, Makton & Bik Muna didn't have a clue so I made that as a point of conversation with my dear uncle.

The next day, I heard news from Mak that Uncle Tony wanted to buy me an Xbox. He came to me after breakfast and said, "When you buy Xbox in Malaysia, would you send us the receipt?" Oh my goodness! He insisted to buy me one, told me it's for my special birthday (yeah, I told everybody in the whole wide world that I'm turning 30). I insisted that it won't do me any good since I don't play games like, AT ALL! 

We never concluded anything, though. 

But what I'd REALLY like is, a house. 

Too much eh?

Have a cup of tea?

Wednesday, March 21, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

I miss England. I miss Muffin & Chivers. I miss the cool weather. I miss the walk into Tetbury town. And the very beautiful countryside view.

But most of all, I miss Primark!

The Final Night

Wednesday, March 21, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

There's a saying in my religion that you can't sleep in total pitch black - Satan will be everywhere in darkness.
So I never actually sleep in that condition. I do turn off the lights, but there's always my night lamp or the light in the other room.. so, it's not completely black.

The last night I was in Tetbury, my aunt (who happens to be the one who always reminds me about not to sleep in the dark) turned off the lights in my room. I guess she was half awake; it was midnight & I bet she was struggling to open her eyes.

But I thought it was my other aunt, who owns the house, who turned it off. You know, probably to save energy or electricity bill or whatever reasons. 1st time I woke up in the dark, I didn't give it much thought - I just went back to sleep.

The 2nd time, however, I was awake with some sense and not too drowsy from my sleep. At the end of my bed, beside my feet I saw something. It was a person who covers itself with a white duvet. And surprisingly it was doing something with it's hand, kinda like trying to put a thread through a needle. I stared at it for quite some time, wanting to get some sense in my head. I wasn't scared at that moment, I thought it was my aunt who came up to get something from her closet.

But the more I thought of it, the more I got scared. I can't sleep, thinking of the possibilities of what that thing is or what it's going to do to me. When I thought of a human being doing some stealing in the house, I got really scared. I could hear my own heartbeat. Tried to calm myself, but can't.

After like an hour, or was it an eternity, that I stayed awake, I decided to turned on my mobile phone on. Thank heavens there was nothing there. The curtain was not closed properly - there was a peep at the top of the window. Which till now I assume it what caused what I saw.

But then again, I saw a person. Not a shadow. Nor light.

Friday, March 09, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

I'll miss you

Nervous

Thursday, March 08, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

Time flies. Like, SERIOUSLY!

Can't believe I'm flying off to London tomorrow, InsyaAllah.

Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar dari mula hingga akhir. Semoga semuanya selamat.
Amin.

Wednesday, March 07, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

It was raining. I set fire to it.

And then I cried.

X-Rates

Tuesday, March 06, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

Today's exchange rate kinda makes me teary.

RM3409 = £700

Goodbye, money. Remember that I'll always love you. You'll be in my heart. 

Itchy bitsy spider

Monday, March 05, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm no doctor, but I think it started out as an allergic reaction, but now it looks like some kind of an ugly infection to me.

Dr. Shariff sure picked the best time to go China for exams. He left me in the hands of Dr. Faizal. I'm not in any way complaining on his VERY good looks, but I NEED MY USUAL DOCTOR!!

Oh gosh!

Sunday, March 04, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

I am in serious trouble. It's becoming SO ugly.

Dr. Shariff, I need your help!

My Name is Slim Shady

Saturday, March 03, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

When you mention her name, I feel like somebody punched me hard in the stomach that all my insides turn into mush. And it blend with blood and comes out of my mouth like hot magma. And then I swallow it all back in.

Every single time.