I Wanna Be With You
Mandy Moore

I try but I cant seem to get myself To think of anything but you Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth I taste the truth

We know what I came here for So I won't ask for more

I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one who's in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more Than to feel this way

I wanna be with you yeah

So I'll hold you tonight Like I would if you were mine To hold forevermore And I'll savor each touch That I wanted so much to feel before To feel before How beautiful it is Just to be like this

I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one who's in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more Than to feel this way I wanna be with you

Oh baby I can't fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So come on and Take my hand Can you make my wish Baby your command yeah

I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more Than to feel this way I wanna be with you Oh yeah I wanna be with you Wanna be with you yeah I wanna be I wanna be with you yeah yeah I wanna be I wanna be baby
I wanna be I wanna be with you yeah Wanna be with you

Kenapa?! Kenapa?! Kenapa?! Kenapa?! Kenapa?!

Aku rasa cam tak sanggup je lagik nak mengharungi hari2 yg mendatang. Cewah.. ayat cam berat giler masalah aku. Bukannye ape pun sebenornye. Ni kes malu ngan bebudak JB tak abih lagi la nih. Timing takde yg lebih baik selain Encik Jamal berada di JB pada waktu dimana cerita aku masih hangat diperkatakan.

Khinzir betul laaaaaaa website tu...!!!!!!!!!!

Malu giler tahap dewa cipan siot. Walaupun itu bukan lah kebenaran, namum... isk.. tak sanggup aku nak memperkatakannya. Terngiang2 dalam kepala otak aku keadaan mereka di studio yg sibuk mentertawakan aku. Oh bilerkah perasaan malu ini boleh hilang?? Cepat la biarkan mereka lupa tentang perkara ini.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....tensennye!!! Sampai tak lalu makan aku harinih. Campur penat wat assignment lagik..keje kat ofis yg belambak lagik.. waduh waduh.. aku rasa terbengkalai la aku hari Ahad nih. Terbengkalai dalam keadaan yg masih malu dengan mereka2 di sana.

EeEeEe.. MALUNYE!!!!

Sesuatu yg sangat memalukan telah berlaku ke atas diri ini. Puncanya adalah daripada satu website yg bodoh itu. Malu semalu malunya aku sekarang ni. Menda tu memain je sebenarnye..tapi memain pun, malu la jugak aku. Giler la. Keterujaan aku untuk pegi JB later this month terus termati begitu sahaja. Aku tak rasa aku buleh berhadapan dengan mamat2 itu. Oh malunye!!! Mengapakah ini berlaku ke atas aku? Porque? Porque?!
Cukuplah aku malu dengan kengkawan Mummy yg dah tahu cerita pasal sorang mamat ni yg suke kat aku masa darjah 1 dulu. Darjah 1!! Punye la bertahun yg lalu..tapi still. Malunye aku dengan kawan2 Mummy..apetah lagi dengan family si dia itu. Confirm aku tak balik Muar dalam masa terdekat ni.
Jadi kesimpulannye, aku stuck la kat KL dalam bulan yg memalukan ini.
Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....!!!!

It's Your Love
She Moves

It's Your Love
Dancin' in the dawn, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again
Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
it just does something to me
it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
oh it's your love
Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happen by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together, I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love it just does something to me
it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
it's your love
If you wonder about the spell I'm under,
Oh, It's your love
Baby, Oh oh, oh,
Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love it just does something to me
it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
Oh it;s your love
It's your love, it's your love, it's your love

Tgh syok mendengar lagu ni plak harinih. Macam aman je keadaan disekiling biler lagu ni lalu kat telinga aku. :D

Mak aih.. kroniknye ngantok aku harinih..!!

Bercampur-aduk perasaan aku sekarang. Sampai aku tak tau macam mana nak react. Sedih, mengenangkan nasib kawan. Gembira, dapat berbual sekejap dengan si dia. Rindu, dah lama tak balik jumpa family. Gementar, takut tak sempat siapkan assignment. Takut jugak kerja kat ofis tak sempat siap. Geram, terpaksa berhadapan dgn dia yg agak sombong itu. A few other things yg aku sendiri tak tau camne nak describe.

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Hahahahahaha...!! Found something funny kat Friendster. Aduhai...lucunye!!! Skang aku rasa sangat lucu, jeles pun ada.. dan rasa bosan. Tegur si Kerol tak reply pun. Dah la takde member lain. Isk isk. Buhsannyeeeeeeeeee biler Dahlia takde.

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Opocot...pala otak aku lari2 sat. Cam tak betul je eh?

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Oh tidak!!! Mengapakah dia kembali setelah aku hampir2 berjaya melupakannya?? Apsal? Apsal???!!! Dia yg contact lak tu. Walaupun mmg sepatutnya aku marah dan menghantukkan kepalanya ke dinding dengan penuh semangat aku, namum aku tak kuasa. Aku nak lupakan wat masa ni. Aku ada benda yg lebih menggembirakan aku buat masa ni. Baik aku fikir pasal orang lain dan Powerpuff Girls daripada aku melayan karenah dia. Iskkkk...tgk la. Dia baru sms aku dah jadik camni. Belum lagi dia call. Benci nye aku dengan dia!!! Apesal suka sangat hidup balik biler aku takmau???!!! Setupid larrrr...!!

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Tensen!!! Tensen!!!

Kenapa aku suka sangat tulis pasal aktiviti harian aku eh? Sape la nak baca eh. Hmmm..takpela. Bleh aku jadikan bahan rujukan tatkala aku terlupa nanti.
Semalam giler ngantok ler. Mana taknye, malam yg aku cuti tu, balik umah pun dah kol 2.30am. Nak mengelakkan bebudak burger punye pasal la nih. Sebaik diaorg tutup awal mlm tu. Kalau tak, ade yg subuh baru balik.
Itu ler smalam sampai rumah je terus tido. Satu hari tak makan takpe, janji dapat tido. Tapi still larat lagi pegi tgk wayang ngan Khairul ngan member dia, Yus. Gi tgk House of Wax. 5 hengget je..sama cam beli VCD haram. Hehehehe.. Cerita tu mengerikan ler. Tak la best mana pun. Tak takut mana pun. Tak terkejut mana pun. Tapi ngeri tgk cara dia bunuh bebudak tu. Yuck! Geli..geli!! Aku takmau tgk citer tu lagi. Brutal betul. Aku rasa Fizah confirm takbleh tgk nye. Kang ada yg muntah sampai demam2 kang. Huhuhuuh...
Tido mlm tadi mmg syok. Tak sedar ape2 pun. Tau2 Mummy call kejutkan subuh. Tanya kol brapa balik mlm tadi. Heheheh...sib baik dah inform awal2 nak kuar ngan sape, kat mana.. kalau tak 11.30pm tu agak lambat la kot. Hehehehe..

Hmmm...smalam ok la. Tak se-seronok haritu. Pasal dia dah buat aku marah dulu. Jadik skang, takde la hadiah dari aku. Pegi beli sendiri. Huhuhuhu...

Eeee...rasa cam nak muntah...!!
Sakit hati tak habis lagi...
Tapi takpe..penawar nye akan sampai jua sebentar lagi
*Ahaksss..!*

:D

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I'm a bad example for the younger generations. Yup. If you are younger than me, than do not make me your idol *LOL - As if!!* If you are older, then do not lecture me on being good. Coz I was just following your footsteps.

Oh hell. Apela aku cakap nih. Ntah ape2 je. Abaikan jek la. Please un-read my post.
:D

Esok wedding Farah & Rahmat kat KL, pihak lelaki. Meeting friends from IMU. After that, probably be going out with Jamal. Hopefully Heikal or Zul will tag along. Aku segan ler ngan Jamal. Kawan dah lama, baru je nak jumpa. Hahaha. Tak sangka lak dia nak jumpa aku. Bengang kot aku dah jumpa Heikal dulu instead of him.

Cousin Ghaz lak ajak balik Muo, nak wat birthday party Ajim. Tapi aku dah takde duit! Siap cakap ngan Mummy lagik yg aku dah takleh balik utk bulan ni. Rasa besalah gak ler pasal dah bagi msg soh balik. Pasal haritu balik ade party, ingatkan utk both Syahmi ngan Ajim..since dua2 lahir bulan ni. Rupanya sorang aje. Hmmmm...camne nih? Tengah2 excited + bangau, terus rasa bersalah. *Sigh*

Hari2 pun aku post jugak...walaupun ntah ape2 je aku tulis.. Tapi aku tulis gak..janji diri aku sendiri paham. Walaupun takde orang baca, takpe..janji aku dah meluahkan dari dalam diri aku. Contohnye skang ni..ntah ape2 aje la aku tulis. Tapi takpe, janji aku tulis. Dah kuar apa dalam pala otak aku. Ha. Kan dah ulang2 ayat aku tuh. *sigh*

Apsal la aku takde skill menulis eh? Jadik cam Judith McNaught ke..Sandra Brown ke.. John Grisham ke.. Dan Brown ke.. JK Rowling ke.. aiseh...syoknyaa!! Takpela, bakat boleh di asah. *LOL*

Apekah bakat saye?
1. Tido
2. Makan
3. Bermalas-malasan

Kalau di asah lagi la sekiranya bakat aku tu, confirm aku jadi cam belon. Skang ni pun dah ala2 dah..pasni 2kali ganda. Isk isk.

Ape aku mau citer eh? Ermmm... Mummy dah ok demamnya. Jari yg bengkak tu pun dah surut dah. Alhamdulillah ler. Hidung aku still camni gak. Pantang takde udara bergerak, sakit giler mau bernafas. Asyik mau bersin-tapi-tak-jadi je. Malas aku mau layan karenah diri aku ni. Eh? Bley ka aku kata camtu? Heheheh...

Yang aku rajin layan adelah kebangauan aku. Tapi dah ok dah skang ni, tak kritikal sangat cam the last 2 weeks. Bagusla. Sakit otot2 aku ni biler dok tersengih sorang2 sepanjang masa. Isk isk. Oh tapi mana tak aku berangan nye.. dia ada kat Kluang skang ni. Kursus. Kalau ada kat ofis, dah lama aku ber YM ngan dia. Kire memberi semangat tatkala bekerja la nih. *LOL*

Eh..aku tulis ni nanti korang baca gak eh? Ermm..takpela. Lantakla. Sedang gumbira. Huhuhuh.

Ermm...baru je get off the phone with Fizah. Hehehe..biasa la..biler dia tak dapat ber-email dengan kiteorg, dia akan call aku. Pasal Cik Anom tu jarang nak angkat tepon kalau orang call time keje. Bizi sakan makcik sorang tu. Hehehe.. Anyway, bincang jugak nama2 baby. Teringat haritu Mummy ada mention pasal nama "Amira". Hehehe..Fizah tanya..itu Mak aku nak kasi nama kat anak dia ke..anak aku? Hhehehe.. Relax dulu..Mummy takkan suruh aku kawen cepat2 punya.. Walaupun pernah la Mummy mention pasal menda2 ni..tapi takkan punya la! Umur aku 23 skang ni baru la Mummy leh terima hakikat aku ber-boyfriend. Kalau time skolah, time kat college dulu.. mmg confirm kena marah!

Dahla. Penat lak aku menulis ni. Keje tak sesiap lagi. Sembang kat tepon punye la berkurun..mana taknye! Huhuhuhu..

*Eh...perut berkeronchong la plak. Teringat McDonald's nih. Cemana?*

Takde mood nak tulis. Pala otak, mata, idung, gigi..sumer tgh sakit cam nak meletup. But please, remind me again why I HATE him so much?!

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Aisehmen..lepas lunch ni still mengantuk lagi. Takkan la penangan Panadol begitu kuat? Sebijik aje aku telan tadi. Makan banyak sgt kot lunch tadi? Hahaha. Oh ye, aku harini blom dapat gelak dengan sepuas2 hati la. Bosan. Huhuhu.

Semua orang kat Muar tengah demam. I mean SEMUA. Semalam masa call rumah, Mummy la paling teruk. Dengan selsema, batuk nya.. Kesian aku dengar. Tapi Alhamdulillah pagi tadi Mummy kejutkan.. dah tak sound as awful as yesterday. Lin ada kat Muar skang, ajak aku balik skali Sunday. Hmmm...bagus gak kalau balik. Harap2 kalau aku balik, terubat sket demam Mummy tu. Ekekekeke..

Lagipun both Ghaz & Yati's family will be there to celebrate Ajim & Syami nye birthday. Mesti masak sedap2. Nyum nyum! Jadik tengok la kadaan. Kalau Saturday night/Sunday morning terasa sangap sangat kat KL nih, balik ler aku jawabnye. Rindu plak kat Ajim & Ajiq dah lama tak jumpa. Padahal diaorg pun dok kat Rawang je. Hehehehe..

Today, lepas asar..akan berlangsung majlis pernikahan Farah dengan Rahmat kat Kedah. Isk..sedihnye biler tak dapat tengok kawan yg rapat dengan aku kawin. Sebak dah ni!

~ Untuk Farah dan Rahmat, tahniah kat korang.. Semoga berbahagia hidup sebagai pasangan suami isteri. Aku doakan agar kebahagiaan korang kekal sehingga ke anak cucu...cicit dan sebagainye. ~

Uishh...tak sangka kata2 tu bleh terlintas dalam pala otak aku. Heheheh... Aiseh...apsal aku rasa cam sedih2 je nih? Emo la plak pagi2 nih. Dah la. Nak layan perasaan kejap.

I love today~!

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