Time flies..but lately it was more like lightning. Laju giler. Sedar2 esok I'm going back to Muar already for Hari Raya. Since today is my last day, it automatically makes today my fav day of the week. *Although some things are going to turn upside-down kejap lagi..I just know it*

Dikesempatan ini juga, aku ingin mengucapkan Terima Kasih kepada Mummy yang telah berkhidmad sebagai seorang guru selama berpuluh2 tahun *aku pun exact tahun*
I Love You, Mummy!!! Lepasni Mummy ngan MakTon dah free..dua2 dah pencen..bleh la aku slalu2 ada housemate!

Jadi starting from tomorrow until 7th Nov I won't be updating this blog, I won't check my emails and whatsoever. Cara perhubungan hanyalah dengan menggunakan telefon. Yeay! Bestnye cuti raya...!!!

Ok laa...dah nak balik dah ni.

The whole family, along with Manji and Bik Muna from Pahang, went to JB on Saturday. Again, for the 100th time, I was left alone in KL. Sad, very sad. It was so depressing that I could fall in lap with Jehan Miskin, watching Cerekarama Saturday night. Mummy had dinner Friday night with the school's gymnastics team. Mummy said Cikgu Hamdan wanted to wait until I'm in Muar, tapi aku balik lambat. So I guess they have to have dinner @ Classic Hotel without me. Another sad story. And the saddest part of all is that I wasn't there for Mummy's farewell party on Saturday. *Yup, 31st would be Mummy's last day as a teacher* I was REALLY looking forward to it, ok! I even applied for Hari Raya leave a few days earlier to make sure I can help Mummy pack all the gifts for the teachers, to be there at the ceremony... BUT THEY HAD TO DO IT WITHOUT ME!! Yea la coz the hall is going to be used for SPM examination later.

So I guess you could say my weekend was indeed...sad. When Mummy called me from JB, I can hear the whole family @ yati's having fun la of course!. Fatin & Syami pun cakap macam nak taknak aje pasal sibuk nak main dengan Nyaii2 dia. *Sob! Sob! Sob*

Aku nak tengok Mak punya farewell party laaa...!!!!
Sedih tau............................

Salahkah Aku Terlalu Mencintaimu
Ratu

Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mau

Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu

Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu 'tuk mencintaiku lagi
Apa yang harus aku lakukan

Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku....

Sape sangka dah nak raya ek? There will be a Majlis Berbuka Puasa @ Office on the 24th, and I thought 24 tu 2 minggu lagi. Cik Mai lah yg mengembalikan lamunan aku yesterday, as we were in the lrt heading back home. Pastu baru aku menggelabah. That means I have less than 1 week to prepare for Raya. Ekekeke..macam la aku raya kat KL. No Way!! I'll be driving home with Dina on the 27th. Time tu dah gaji.. hmmm...maybe I'll stop by Melaka to do some shopping. Ekekekek.. Macam last year, I went back with Dina and Nurin. Before we head back to Muar, shopping KL dulu.. then stop Melaka (Jusco + MP) then baru je jejak Bandar Muar, Makton called suruh stop kat pasar ramadhan beli air nak berbuka. Finally we reached home around 7pm. Just in time for buka puasa. Kereta ku yg comel itu sudah sarat dengan barang2. Ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Excited citer pasal raya...puasa tak habis lagi. The most embarressing thing happened just now. At least, most embarressing for this month la. Sekarang ni, waktu bulan mengambang bagi saya. As I was hiving a drink..and my friend was eating.. in my other friend's office.. suddenly Boss came in!! Perghh...giler tak hengattt punya malu. Pasalnya boss tu lelaki. Aduhai... malu malu malu malu malu MALU!!! If there's an award for most embarressing and most awkward moment at the office...that would be it.

I happen to have a few embarressing cases. There's one time seluar jeans aku koyak when I was on a date kat MidValley. Although aku tak sedar bile benda itu berlaku, namun I can't help to rasa malu mengenangkan aktiviti aku kat MidValley tu, not knowing my pants dah terkoyak. Wonder how many people have seen my undies la ek? Sebaik cun. Kalo koyak2 harus aku tukar identiti terus.*LOL*

Then there's this time where my shirt was unbuttoned in front of my ever-so-cute classmate, Khairil. Padanlah mamat tu dengan innocent nya berpaling ke tempat lain tatkala aku tunduk meletakkan barang didepannya. Time aku masuk toilet lepas tu baru aku ternampak butang tu tak kena. Aisehhh...butang tu pulak tepat pada sasaran. Tergelak aku dalam toilet, kakak2 sekeliling aku semua pandang ngan muka confuse je. *LOL*

Skali tu time wedding Fizah, I was wearing this new heels of mine. Tiba2 sedang aku berjalan dengan lajunya dibawah cahaya matahari utk menuju ke kereta pengantin, kaki aku terkeluar dari kasut! Nasib baik aku ni seimbang...takde la aku jatuh cam nangka busuk di atas jalan raya itu. Malunya aku diperhatikan oleh sedara-mara pengantin dan juga tetamu. The same thing happened, 2nd time, a few months back when I was walking towards the LRT. Kaki terkeluar dari kasut yg sama. Tiba2 je aku rasa tanah. It was embarressing for me to have to stop di tepi jalan utk membetulkan kembali posisi, sambil diperhatikan orang yg lalu-lalang dan juga org yg sedang menunggu LRT. *Remind me again why I hate wearing heels to work*

Eh ok la...meleret plak aku ni. Bebaik tgh citer pasal Raya, Puasa.. sampai lak ke embarressing moments. Dah dah.. nak sambung wat keje.

My nose and fingers are numb. I feel like I'm working in an igloo. Shejuknyeee..!! Ni baru hari Rabu. Sampai je Jumaat dah rasa macam nak demam.

Eh ya la...forgot to note here that I am now no longer wearing my Slipar Jepun to work. Saya seorang wanita, oleh itu saya memakai kasut wanita untuk ke kerja. Finally I found a nice pair of sandals. Actually, it's cheap. Pasal tu la aku angkut. Hehehehe. And as usual, wearing kasut perempuan, ade je aku nak complain. Pertama skali..bunyik dia. Why in the world kasut2 cenggini kena ada sound?? Aiyohhh....cannot tahan the noise la. Nasib baik yg ni..the sound is not as loud as those slippers yg..isk susah la aku nak explain in words. Lenkali je la. Kalau kat Masjid Jamek pagi2 nak turun tangga tu..bunyik punye la nyaring! Tak sangka I'm one of the contributors. Hahahah. Lagi satu..aku ni dah ler tak biasa pakai kasut2 cenggini.. biler aku pakai, aku jalan dengan terkedek2 la. Turun tangga pun slow, takut terslip. Aduh...perempuan la weiii.. mana leh tahan!!

Hahahahaha... takpe la. Aku sedang belajor2 nih nak jadik pompuan. Harus sabar dan tabah menempuh dugaan. Har har har.

Dahla. Lapor. Chow.

Here By Me
3 Doors Down

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you...

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me

The baby's name is Nursyifa' Insyirah. Baru ada satu gambar uploaded kat Friendster. Tengok aje la esok2 nanti..gambar mak bapak dah takde. Sure penuh ngan gambar syifa' aje. Eh yeke panggil nama tu? Suka2 hati aku je. Hehehehehe.

Anyway, Mummy's coming with Manjib today. Dapatlah aku berbuka puasa bersama keluarga di KL pula. Hehehe. Hmmmm...nak masak ape ye? *LOL*

Aiyoh...very der ngantok one la today! Dis morning woke up at 7.00 am laaa. Aduh..penat..penat.. Kenot wait until 5.00pm to come la. Then I can go back and continue my dream lor..

Speaking of dreams, I dreamt of the newborn baby last night! Tak puas lagi agaknye aku pegi visit dia dekat sepital mlm tadi. Plus, I dreamt of meeting SiDia's new girlfriend. Friendly girl. Pretty too. In the dream, her name is Zura or somethin. Yg bestnye aku tak jeles tuh. Wah wah. Apa ni? Dreaming of everybody else's happy lives. I must be a very good friend la. Hahahha.

Anyway, Fizah punya baby 2.1 kg. Lahir normal. Kecik nye baby dia! I love baby's skin. Smooth gilerrrr... Her lips are so red! Putih.. rambut straight..ikut Fizah. Kenot help but feel happy ler for my dear friend itu. This is the first time aku tgk baby yg umurnya belum sampai sehari. Before this the realiest was Ajiq, masa dia umur 3 hari. Paling lambat is Seth kot. Dah brapa bulan baru pegi tgk.

Hehehehe...tak sabarnye nak tunggu Fizah bagi nama kat baby itu. Nanti boleh ajar dia suka Powerpuff Girls! Tapi nanti dia la yg dapat beli beg semua, macam Fatin. Jelesnye..mentang2 aku ni dah beso gajah. Takleh nak pakai beg, botol air sumer.. eeee..jeles. jeles!!

Ahaaaa...tapi bestnye!! Baby!! Heheheheh.. Smalam baby tu ada la bukak mata sket masa kiteorg tgk dia. Pastu dia asyik mengeliat2 jek... lidah dia merah. Ekekekek.. bestla tgk baby tu smalam. Pastu Fizah pegang baby dia. Alerhai.. dah ada anak dah cik adik sorang tuh. Rasa macam baru semalam jek kiteorg kat BMI. Hehehehe..

Harinih dtg keje, walaupun mengantok bagainakrak.. but very happy ler! Happy for bith Fizah & Herry, happy to meet the baby yg selama ni dok dlm perut mak dia je biler dtg umah aku..heheheh. Happy jugak to finally get over SiDia. Happy for him too walaupun dalam mimpi, gf dia baik. Kesimpulannya...happy lah!

Aiyoh the air-cond in the office is very de cold one.. must try very hard to keep my eyes open la.

p/s: Thank you Omar yg masakkan kiteorg dan membenarkan kiteorg berbuka dirumahnya yg cantik tersusun itu. :D

It's a Girl!!!

Congratulations to my friends, Fizah & Herry for their 1st-born baby girl yg selamat dilahirkan di Hospital Kajang pada pukul 1.45 pagi tadi.

Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat.

Our (Anom, Muza & me) best friend having her 1st baby! Tak sangka sungguh aku. Cepat betul baby itu keluar. Hehehehehe... Last weekend baru je jumpa dengan Baby Haqeem. Kali ni nak jumpa newborn-baby-with-no-name-yet. Yeay!

So not in the mood to talk... and write. Hmm..baru je tulis line tu tetiba Sharul tegur kata aku time bulan posa kurang bercakap. Oh well.. I'm just not in the mood. I'm so used to being silent.

Apesal la aku ni susah sgt? Nak call takut, nak sms segan, nak jumpa of course takleh la...ketiadaan masa dan duit. Sepertimana yg telah aku katakan kepada Dahlia tadi..kan senang kalau dia dok kat KL. Ceruk mana skalipun dalam KL sure bleh jumpa kalau ada benda penting yg nak dibicarakan.

It's already 9.30am. I think I'm gonna top-up and give him a call. Kalau ade ape2 jadik sape yg susah? Aku jugak. Kalau takde ape2 jadik sape yg bengang? Aku jugak. Semuanya aku. Hidup aku sendiri tunggang-langgang dia tak pikir. Eeeee...first day puasa nih. Pagi2 hari lagik nih. Aku dah ala2 nak marah.

Pesal nih? Biler citer pasal dia jek aku rasa gerammmmm aje. Nak marah aje rasanya. Ade aje benda yg tak kena. Aku saikokan diri aku heavy sgt ke? Biler aku tepon nak marah..last2 tak jadik. Pastu aku bengang. Pastu aku membebel macam sekarang ni la.

Isk..sape la plak tepon aku tapi takmoh cakap tuh? No. macam area2 IMU/Bukit Jalil. Ape jadahnye org kat sana nak call aku? Eeee...pagi2 hari dah buat aku tak senang tau! Dah. Fine. Nak gi tambah nilai. Tak senang aku nak wat keje tau!!!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...dugaan 1st day puasa betul la. Sabo Scab, sabo... Kuatkan iman mu.

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Ahahahahaha...kan dah kata dahhh... confirm tak jadik marah punyeee... Hahahahaha.. Aku ni separuh tak betul la aku rasa. Cikgu VB kata: programmer separuh manusia, separuh mesin. Aku rasa sebelah mesin aku lambat, tapi sebelah manusia aku cam kurang waras.

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa to all Muslims.

Tiba-tiba terasa malas + bosan + geram dan ape2 je perasaan yg negatif. Pasal kena suruh buat keje. Hahahahaha... Pesal aku emo ntah?