I am like a zombie. The living dead. I exist for no apparent reason. Not in this world, but in the company.

I feel stupid. And thanks to my friends here, I feel more stupid than ever.

Why the hell did I stay?
Because I'm afraid I might not get another job. And yes, because my family said so.

I should've just taken the money and leave. But hey, no regrets ok. Sometimes I wish the world would just end now, but then aku belum cukup amal lagik.