Flowers in the attic

Sunday, July 29, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

Bunga dah banyak yg mekar dlm taman.

Tapi kena jaga2 jugak, sebab kalau ada disease, habislah musnah semua bunga2 tu in one shot.

Jadi, try not to have flowers dalam taman tu ok?

Of having a good looking client

Wednesday, July 25, 2012 4 Comments A+ a-

Harini ada meeting lagi dengan client.

Please let me be stable enough to look him in the eye & proceed with our discussion. Kalo asyik tersengih2 bila cakap dgn dia, mmg memalukan kaum.

His firm-ness of mind & making decisions are turning me on.

Monday, July 23, 2012 4 Comments A+ a-

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Chivalry is still safe

Friday, July 20, 2012 2 Comments A+ a-

Just like any other girl, I love to be treated like a princess. Not to say "being spoilt", mind you, but more of being treated nicely.

I like men who are a gentleman. Who are chivalric.

My Project Manager & his brother are one of the examples. They get on my nerves, yes, but personally, they are such gentleman. The types who helped a "damsel in distress". Who opens the door for me. Who got out from the lift 1st to-make-sure-everything's-safe-on-the-outside for me. Who makes sure it's safe to cross the road. Their parents & the 5 elder sisters sure teach them well.

Not to say that I'm not capable to do things myself, but it's the feeling of having someone respect & protect you that makes it more.. pleasant? There's just something that attracts me to these kinds of people. And yes, there are a lot of them out there. Thank goodness!

I don't know why, but from what I see & experienced, Ang Mohs are more gentleman-like compared to Asian men.

Apesal eh?

Purify Your Soul

Monday, July 16, 2012 3 Comments A+ a-


I learned a whole lot from this video. Maklumlah, ilmu agama aku ni sangat cetek. What interest me the most is at ~ 10:56 when the speaker said "The people who are dead can see the actions of the living. They can see the deeds of the living".

Tell me where should I put my face now, or in the future when I'm united with my Bapak, Nyaii & Manji? Mungkin arwah Bapak came to me those times in my dreams sebab dah lama tak dengar "kabar berita" baik. Or as a wake-up call from my deep, deep slumber.

Apa dikhuatiri is, sekarang sedar... sekejap lagi tertidur balik.

So please, my 3 dear friends who read this blog, if I were to behave macam orang takde agama, tolong remind me. Your kindness is very much appreciated.

:'(

Sunday, July 15, 2012 5 Comments A+ a-

"When you lose someone you love, they never really leave you. They just moved to a special place in your heart"

Meat Maniac

Wednesday, July 11, 2012 3 Comments A+ a-

"Ko katne? Jom dinner burger bakar kat tmpt @pizlimw ckp tu. Aku stuck dlm jem kt tun razak ni"


... came a tweet from Spermajalang yesterday evening, as if I just posted my location on his GPS. I was, too, stuck in a jam in KL Tower, heading towards Bukit Bintang. Obviously food comes first, so I cancelled my 7 o'clock appointment (which I was sure to NOT gonna make it, looking at the traffic) and agreed to food.


I'm kinda a sunset-sunrise-sky-clouds addict, so I just HAD to take pictures of the amazing sunset from the rest area beside Sungai Besi toll plaza. I could sit there forever & stare with a teardrop streaming down my face... but then came a Whatsapp message from him saying he's stomach is in need of an urgent attention, so we had to go back to his place first.

After powdering up, we were off to Sungai Ramal Food Junction. Ordered Satay Willy - I've heard good reviews about it & wanted to try. And very highly recommended grilled burger from Abang Burn.




I love the chicken satay from Willy, but not so much of the beef tho. The gravy is OK. I normally would slurp away the gravy or have a spoon just so I can have extra dip with the satay, but I do have a reputation to hold up to, ok. I can't show the public of how ugly I can get.

We waited a long while for our burgers to come. After about 20mins, I went to ask. Turned out our burgers were ready. It's just that they had our table number wrong. Oh well. Guess we had to munch the cold burger anyway. It was HUGE! Thickest meat I've ever had.



I was having trouble finishing it. Spermajalang managed to finish it in a cool & calm manner. Or maybe he was just covering his act in public, we never know. By the time I had my 3rd bite, I was full. Like, seriously full. I was numb from the full-ness, it's like there's no oxygen that went thru my head, I was dizzy, blurry & I can't think straight.

It was ugly. But, satisfying nonetheless. I'm definitely going back :)

Women Issues

Sunday, July 08, 2012 3 Comments A+ a-

Specifically Premenstrual Syndrome. Which every women have to deal with every single month. It's tiring, believe me.

  • Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) is a set of specific physical and psychological features.
  • Physical features include breast tenderness and bloating.
  • Psychological changes may include anger and depression.
  • The exact cause is unknown but is believed to be related to interactions between sex hormones and brain chemicals (neurotransmitters).
Taken from MedicineNet.com

Since I'm not having sex, I guess I suffer more. Blerghhhh!

Customized to my needs, I have pimples that blooms so annoyingly fresh on the face at this point of the month. And no, these supposed "little" red dots are NOT little. At all. And they change colors too, apparently. From red to yellowish, greenish to purple. As if I enjoy watching a rainbow display on my face.

And the food cravings. Oh my goodness the cravings! It's like I have a bottomless pit or something. That whole plate of rice + butter chicken I had the other day with Spermajalang? Easy peasy to finish. I could've gone for a cup of Starbucks' green tea frappu AND blueberry cheese muffin afterwards if it wasn't for me trying to control myself from "pigging out" in front of a guy.

*eye rolling*

At times like these, women can get so ugly. And you just need to leave them alone.
Well, not all women. But me, at least.

S.O.S

Wednesday, July 04, 2012 3 Comments A+ a-

Saya perlu diselamatkan.

Kepada Spermajalang yg akan datang ke pejabat saya esok, diminta untuk selamatkan saya.

Terima kasih in advance, kau adalah satu2nya kawan aku :).

Picking Up The Pieces

Tuesday, July 03, 2012 0 Comments A+ a-

My dear friend Addini asked me, "Why do guys like those bitchy girls?". I have to agree with her on this. But it works both ways. Girls like bad guys too.

Those who ignore, those who give commands, having demands every too often & well.. you know the type. And we, who are "the friend" or the "insignificant other" who is a normal human being, has always been there when needed, who acknowledge their needs, a good child to our parents, and I guess you could say well mannered - are being ignored.

We are The Invisibles.


Do you think of her?
When you're with me?
Repeat the memories you made together
Whose face do you see?
Do you wish I was a bit more like her?
Am I too loud?
I play the clown
To cover up all these doubts

Perfect heart
She's flawless
She's the other woman
Shining in her splendor
You were lost

[Chorus]
Now she's gone
And I'm picking up the pieces
I watch you cry
But you don't see that I'm the one by your side
'Cause she's gone
In her shadow is it me you see?
'Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces she left behind

I found a photograph behind the TV
You look so happy are you missing the way it used to be?
And I have changed this room around more often lately
It's clear that we
And these four walls
Still known as hers and yours.

Perfect part
She's flawless
She's the other woman
Shining in her splendor
You were lost

[Chorus]
Now she's gone
And I'm picking up the pieces
I watch you cry
But you don't see that I'm the one by your side
'Cause she's gone
In her shadow is it me you see?
'Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces she left behind

Are we liars in denial?
Are we smoke without the fire?
Tell me please is this worth it?
I deserve it

[Chorus]
'Cause she's gone
And I'm picking up the pieces
I watch you cry
But you don't see that I'm the one by your side
'Cause she's gone
In her shadow is it me you see?
'Cause all that's left is you and I
And I'm picking up the pieces
She left behind

Ooh, I'm picking up the pieces
Of a broken heart
Who will save them?
Who will save them?
I'm picking up the pieces
Ooh, I'm picking up the pieces
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Oh, oh, ooh, ooh.

Friendship

Sunday, July 01, 2012 2 Comments A+ a-

Ok, yea. I get it that the title is a bit corny, but just bear with  me on this.

3 friends (I am so NOT gonna use the word "besties") on an evening out in One Utama. A big thank you, and a mind hug, goes out to Spermajalang for the free sushi buffet dinner @ Shogun! It's been months since Dahlia & I had our 30th birthday, but this dashing man-of-his-words still give us gifts.


Afterwards, we ended our fun night with a movie - Abraham Lincoln : Vampire Hunter. In 3D. So just imagine how bulky my eyes were with my already-bulky-specs and a 3D specs on top of it. Blerghh. 



Kak Ngah & Abg Amir (Dahlia's sister & husband) joined us for the movie. They were all matcy-matchy in pink. Aaaawww.. so sweet!

The movie was not that good, tho. I like the gruesome killings, but I HATE when the vampires jump out of nowhere with ugly faces. It's 3D, ok! Damn you, vampires! Thank goodness I sat beside Dahlia, I was practically hugging her when I get all jumpy. It wasn't that scary I guess, but I just recently had an "experience" in my bedroom so it was kinda still in my head. Get what I mean?

And yea, I was having trouble sleeping afterwards. Waking up in the middle of the night & stuff. But I made it through morning. Thank goodness.

So all in all, very good day out. Good company, good food. What else can you ask for?

:)