PMS mood just kicks in. Dan sakit2 badan juga. VERY early in the morning.

* Arrrrrrggggghhhhhh....!!!!

Pagi tadi FlyFM FixIt, dia bagi music player baru kat sorang mamat ni. (Sbb satu malam tu keta dia punye player kena curik) Mamat ni punye kawan send an email kata yg mamat ni baik hati. Keje kat bakery, hari2 lepas kerja ada extra roti yg nak dibuang, dia mintak permission boss nak amik dan kasi kat rumah2 org yg memerlukan bantuan. (Time tgh buat benda baik ni la keta dia kena tu) Dan biler ditanya, katanya dia datang dari background yg susah.. so dia taknak lupa mcm mana hidup dia dulu.

Aiyoooo.. ade orang mcm tu zaman skang?!

Dan aku tertanya2... adekah mamat tu single lagik? Sbb kalo ye, aku nak!! Terharu aku mendengarnye. Aku ni dah buat ape la utk charity? Habuk pun tarak. Takat pikir utk buat je, tapi buatnye tak jugak. Isk isk isk...

How I wish everyday is a school holiday!

Traffic is WAY lighter than usual. At least at 7.00 am it is. Tak sampai sejam dah sampai ofis.

Heaven, I tell ya. Heaven.

Today, Sunday, is SO not my day.

Pagi aku ingat sempat nak kuar awal for class, but kemas2 beg pastu lambat. Then gi isik minyak, skali lagi dalam keadaan mamai, sampai ler melimpah2 minyak tu terlebih aku isik. Bengong btol. Pastu aku amik jalan yg banyak traffic light, which semuanya merah biler aku sampai. Dan membuatkan aku lambat gi kelas. Tempat aku biasa park dah penuh, so aku park tempat lain yg kena panjat tangga yg sangat lebar. Punye la tercungap2 tetiba tersedut nyamuk betul masuk tekak aku. Cilaka punye nyamuk. Tersedak2 aku dibuatnye. Sebaik aku jenis bawak air masak ke hulu ke hilir. Sampai je kelas, cikgu dah ada. Cikgu aku best ler. My own supervisor, the cute lecturer mcm teddy bear yg aku pernah mention before this. Sepanjang kelas aku dok menguap, tp sebab aku keletihan giler babassss. Otak aku slow yg amat harini. VERY slow & orang bleh dengo dia berdenyut2. And now I'm stuck at the office, thinking of home.

Adoiii.. malang btol nasib. Ni sumer gara2 pagi tadi lepas rushing kemas beg, aku kuar rumah terlupa baca Bismillah. Dah masuk keta nak gerak baru aku teringat. InsyaAllah lepasni taknak terlupa lagi.

So ok, I know men are stupid but this morning ada yg lagi bangang nak mampos. Mamat motor ni menyelit2 pastu langgar side mirror aku. Bukannye aku tgh bergerak, tgh dlm jem... pun dia takleh bajet. Bodo btol. Aku tgk la dia, ewah...takde cakap sorry pun. Aku pun hon ler. Pastu dia cam malas2 angkat tangan cakap sori. Tapi tak tgk pun aku. Kinda like, rolling eyes dan buat benda yg dipaksa.

STUPID ASSHOLE.

Aku tak prasan plak side mirror aku tu dah terbengkok keluar. Aku ingatkan dia terpantul balik ke kedudukan asal. Kalau aku tau, mmg aku sondol je mamat motor yg bodoh tu. Eiiii geram aku! Apekejadahnye bahlol sangat! Buat aku menyumpah aje pagi2 nih. Kalau dia bertanggungjawab, dia pandang aku...cakap sorry dan betulkan balik cermin aku tu. Tapi masalahnye dia bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sangat!!! Tensen aku.

Jenis yg cenggitu bleh percaye ke nak jadikan ayah kepada anak2?

NO F**KIN' WAY!!!

Daripada dapat spesis laki DUMBASS cenggitu, baik aku stay single. (Just another reason to add to my very long list of Why I Hate Men)

But anyways, enuff of that. Aku kalah dalam permainan aku sendiri. I'm having coffee now. ANd it feels gooooooooooooooood..... Hahahahahha...

I haven't had any other drink but plain water since Monday, sbb aku ada masalah kesihatan sket. I thought it's better for me to stay on the safe side la kan. But this morning aku tolong kakak cleaner tu tukar air (I'm multi-tasking here, ok!) pastu aku ternampak la bungkus2 Nescafe instant. Nescafe tak instant toksah citer. Tiap kali aku gi amik air aku ternampak. Tapi pagi ni nafsu aku untuk minum air berkaler hitam itu sungguh tinggi. Kepala dah berdenyut2... rasa cam kalo aku minum secawan harini ok kot...

TAPI!!

Tapi aku tak amik. Aku gi amik plain water jek. Dan skang aku rasa cam nak hantuk pala aku kat dinding. But thanks to Red Hot Chilli Peppers' Staduim Arcadium, aku rasa ok sket. Diaorg best aaa..

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I hate men. I HATE them SO VERY MUCH.

The only ones I like adelah kawan2 aku, contohnye mcm Pizli, Kerol.... Yang tak selfish.

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Demit!!

I had teh-o-ais for lunch plak!

But it was so worth it. Hahahahahah...

Ade sorang lelaki ni. Dulu dia yg tetiba tegur aku. Dia mcm orang management building ni jek. Takpun head of Jaga Dept.

Jaga = guards yg pakai topi koboi.

Dia cam muda la orangnye. Dalam 30s gitu. Dia ingat muke aku kot, sbb tu dia dok tegur jek biler terjumpa (Siapa aje pun kat Mont Kiara ni yg gemuk, pendek, tak cun dan bawak bagpack koyak?) Pagi tadi aku bebuat tak nampak dia. Sekali tu dia sempat plak kejar lif aku. Yg cipannye dalam reramai, tingkat 6 (my stop) ialah yg paling atas sebelum dia. Dia gi tingkat 13 kot. So masa tinggal 2 org dlm lif tu aku igt dia nak wat bodo je la since aku tak pandang dia pun sbb dia diri blakang aku. But he had to go and stand on the opposite side dimana aku akan nampak dia. Pastu dia tanya aku tinggal mana. I can't lie bcoz we're face to face (kalau kat cyberspce tu bleh je. hehehhehe) So I said Ampang and he was like, "Jauhnye! Apsal tak mintak keje kat Ampang Point ke.." Pintu lif dah bukak ni, so aku cakap la "Takde" dengan suara serak2 aku (sbb bangun tido + sbb sakit tekak mau demam wooo) sambil aku nak kuar lif kan. Skali tu aku dah kuar dia leh sambung lagik, "Mungkin dah selesa kat sini kan...". Aku pun pusing la, senyum & said "A'ah" which I bet dia tak dengor pun.

Isk. Rimas pulak aku dibuatnye. Sbb cam makin lama aku tengok dia, makin sleazy his face becomes. Kehkehkeh... Jahat ek aku? Sbb tu aku prefer jalan tunduk aje. So biler ada orang tegur, aku ada alasan "tak perasan" nak tegur balik. Hehehhe..

Harap2 aku tak jumpa dia lagik pasni. :P

Aiseh.. mcm nyesal lak tak ikut bebudak ni gi breakfast. Tapi tgh takde mood langsung ni. Rindu ler kat ofis SOL, dimana waktu kawan2 semua ada....

Almost everyday I would stop by 7Eleven kat Projet tu utk beli roti RM0.50. Usually aku beli ngan sorang minah ni, tapi harini dengan minah lain plak. It's good that she speaks English to me, tapi aku terasa cam kelako plak. Bukannya ape... sbb cam kite sama2 Melayu kan. Ke...aku ada rupa Angelina Jolie sampai dia ingat aku tak paham cakap Melayu? Hahahahaha...

"Is that all, miss?"

"50cents"

"Do you need a plastic bag?"

Pehhhhh... hebat la. Aku ni yg cam ternganga kejap. Aku rasa tadi aku tak bangun lagi kot. Mamai2 je bawak keta, jalan gi keje. Hehehehe... Sebaik je dia tak cakap,

"Do you need a plastic bag, luv?". And throw in the British accent to it.

Ouch!

Anyway, yesterday I had a meeting regarding this project that I'm in. Ntah amende ntah diaorg cakap! I mean in a technical way la. Halfway through it my mind is already in Italy. This morning I'm supposed to have another meeting about the financial part. Tengok betapa juling bijik mata aku jadik satgi!

Rich & single man out there, if you can hear me... come and save me, please!

Just marry me already, demit!

Everything
Michael Buble

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

* Singing-along to this song sambil tersenyum2 ke-bangau-an.

Have you seen the Akon video? I mean the controversial sex video with the 14-year old?

Isk. Teruk betul!!!! Mengucap aku tengok. Giler.

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OooooOoOooooo... rupanya mmg Akon buat dry humping act kat setiap show dia. Dan terkena pulak kali ni seorang minor. Dan Ooooo jugak rupanya citer ni dah lama. Hahahahaha... aku baru je dengo Fly FM semalam kot pasal mende ni. Just checked out the story this morning.

Ape pun aku tetap terkejut. I mean, tau la Akon cenggitu kan... tapi teruk betul dia buat nye budak tu? And the girl pun pakai baju serupa tak pakai baju. Adoiii.. ape la nak jadik.

SICK!!!

Sometimes you just can't explain things, kan? Like when you're doing your work and all of a sudden there's a lump in your throat and you feel like crying? I was so totally into work and suddenly I'm sad?! It just doesn't make sense.

Yea, I surprise myself sometimes.

Wanita Api
(mcm citer Heroes la plak... mak Claire)

* Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin
(Tukang pimpin anak2 sedara ada la)

* Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar
(Huh...yelatu. Aku terima pendapat org lain, tapi aku still pertimbangkan pendapat aku jugak)

* Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka,tetapi biasanya romantis dan tidak pemalu
(Romantis? Wakakakaakakakaka!! Tidak pemalu tu, kadang2 la...)

* Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat-sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah,mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya
(Somehow perkataan "suka mendominasi" tu membuatkan ade satu imej ni dalam otak aku. Isk isk isk...)

* Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi mersa sedih dan terhiris
(Most of the time... kdg2 tu kalau tak berterus terang, aku plak yg terhiris)

* Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar.Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan
(IF only there is a relationship to begin with!)

* Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan
(Yeke? Ntah. Tak kot... )

When you have a good hair day, it makes your happy day happier.

That is how I feel today. Woke up at 6.30, laze in bed while watching the cartoon channel, wash the dishes, boil water, potong kuku, cuci rambut and keringkan, have a cup of coffee and finally off to work on a bright and shiny day. (So not me kan? Considering how I've been flooding this blog about how depressed and sad I am. But hahaha.) Semua aktiviti tu makes me whole again. Hahahahahahahhahahaha. I mean, I feel good ok. Because I my hair feels lighter. Hehehehehehe...

See? I'm giggling too much. I'm even surprising myself on how cheerful I am today. Hope it'll last, though.

Oh yea. This morning I made this mental note while driving : I hate men. Originally, it's longer... tapi tu la kesimpulannya. I know I've said it too many times already, but today's different. I actually don't feel mad while saying it. Thanks to the hair. Ahahahahaha... I love my hair! Walaupun berserabut cam orang-baru-bangun-tido-tegolek-katil-terus-gi-keje.

I went to watch Spiderman 3 dengan Jaja, and not alone! Yeay!! Sape sangka I actually have a social life... every once in a while... hehehhee... Tapi kan, aku terpaksa disagree dengan Hafezh yg kata "the best Spiderman sequel". Aku nyaris2 menjerit meminta tolong untuk dilepaskan dari diseksa menonton movie tu. To me, it was awful. Seriously. Belum 1 jam aku dah gelisah biler citer nak habis sbb dragging giler! And so damn pathetic! Yang part ada American flag, dengan Spiderman parade with all the New Yorkers dok tepuk2 tangan biler tengok Spiderman kalahkan those evil duo.

DUH~!

Kiteorg dah dok menguap sampai nak tertido. Kat tengah2 movie tu, tetiba filem rosak and the theatre went seriously dark. I wanted to grab Jaja and run out of there but she asked me to be patient. I think I'd rather watch Dafi (AF5) sing over and over again.

But hey, I have my fav moments in the movie. It was when Harry smiles. Every single time he smiles. He is just so handsome! And.... ermm... yea, that's about it.

Berbalik kepada harini, surprisingly jalan tak jem teruk. Aku kuar lambat harini. 7.45 coz I was seriously not in the mood. Aku sampai parking kat Hartamas tu kol 8.50...caye tak?! Lebih kurang 1 jam je travel on a Monday morning. Hmmm... pelik betul. Usually perjalanan aku ke ofis mengambil masa 1jam 15-30minit. I thought after coffee I'd cheer up, but until now takde apa. I'm still sleepy and SO not in the mood. Aku cuma cakap ngan member projek aku yg sorang tu je. About 3-4 short sentences. Harap2 takde sape ajak aku bebual harini. YM I don't mind. In fact, lagi ada org nak chat lagi bagus. Just don't make me talk.

I wish I can crawl back to bed bersama2 bantak bucuk.....

Ok. So there's this video of a lion giving his rescuer a hug.

Aawww... schweet nye!! Macam best giler peluk nye tu. I wish I can hug a lion... kalau dia tak makan aku la. Hehehehe...

Random facts:

1. Some people are such a**holes. Men especially.
2. I love my bantal bucuk so much. If I travel back to Muar alone, I always have it on my lap. I wish I can bring it to work sbb kat sini sejuk, kalo dapat peluk mesti best!
3. Since I watched that particular episode of Las Vegas, I think Michael Buble is adorable. Yesterday I saw his "Everything" video and the moment lagu tu start aku dah jatuh chenta...
4. Mentos is so damn chewy, it's addictive.