Happy New Year - 2005

Bosannya hari ni takde kawan di alam cyber. Anom did email me, tapi cam serious je bunyik. Pastu 2 email je, pastu dah. Fizah pun takde email cerita2 today, only forwarded emails. And Lan, dah cuti. Agaknya mlm tadi dah sampai Seremaban dah kot.. Jadiknya dah 1000++ kali tekan refresh kat Yahoo! tetap takde perkataan New Mail ! yg ditunggu2 itu. *sigh*

Current Hot topic: Tsunami.
Terlalu ramai yang mati, aku rasa cam tak sangka, macam tak dapat diterima oleh kepala aku. Sedih bila tengok berita mengenai nya kat berita atau akhbar. Bila dilihat dan difikirkan, terasa insaf. Apa yang berlaku tu satu petanda. Tapi kenapa aku masih berlengah untuk insaf?
Banyak sangat setan yg dah bersarang kat kepala aku?
Kenapa aku suka melengah2 kan keinsafan?
Aku malu?
Malu dengan apa?
Aku rimas dengan keadaan sekarang ni. Tolong la bagi penampar hebat sekali kat aku, biar aku sedar. Aku segan nak kata, memandangkan aku sendiri pun masih tonggang terbalik lagi.. tapi marilah kawan2 sumer.. marilah kita kembali ke pangkal jalan.

Takziah kepada keluarga mangsa tsunami. Dan juga kepada Hanum yang kehilangan datuknya semalam.

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How was weekend? Hmmm... Saturday I stayed in all day, melayan kerenah perut aku. Thanks to DVDs from Fizah that helped me thru the day. Hehehe. Malam pegi rumah Omar. Aduhai makanan dia...punye la lazat!! Kenyang aku sampai harinih. Hehehehe... Oh ye, rumah Omar skang dah cun la. Ni yg aku bercita2 nak mencantikkan rumah aku pasni, since I have the house all to myself. Mula2 nak beli ice-box dulu, then nak beli sofa jadi leh tegolek depan TV. Kalo ada duit lebih nak pasang internet plak. Waaaaahhhhh...syoknya!!!! Tapi itu sumer angan2 aje.. reality nye.. cek duit dulu!! hehehehe...

Sunday turned out great! Talk about cute guys and free food! Hah. Unfortunately today, is a bad hair day. *Arghhhhh!!*

Wormtail : Lu marah ke?

Scabbers : Ermmm... tak la. Bengang aje kot.

Wormtail : Salah lu pun nak bengang gak ke?

Scabbers : Ha'ah.. bengang ngan diri sendiri.

Wormtail : Bihtuh? Apakah tindakan anda seterusnya?

Scabbers : Ntah. Sukati ler ape nak jadik. Ikut je.

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Dalam kegilaan dan kebosanan ini, aku nak buat shout-out to Omar yg sedang sibuk buat kerja kat belakang tu... dengan ucapan:
"Jgn layan Tengku tu tau!!"
;)

D-I-E-T is a four-letter word

Pantang Larang is..ummmm... 2 words?? *heh*

Two of my 2005's resolutions.
*Agaknye bleh ke capai eh?*

Boring.
Boring..
Boring...
Boring....

Takde mood.
Takde mood..
Takde mood...
Takde mood....

Nak gi bercuti.
Nak gi bercuti..
Nak gi bercuti...
Nak gi bercuti....

Reality check: K.E.R.J.A

Thanks to my dearest friends, I feel better already. :)

Berserabutnya kepala otak aku sekarang ni.
Rasa bersalah ada.
Rasa marah ada.
Nervous pun ada.
Salah siapa? Tapi apsal la kepada aku dirujuknya? Apsal takleh buat sendiri?
Cepat la sket habis harini jadi aku leh dengan tenangnya mengadap weekend aku.
Mata aku dah kelabu dah.
Nak senyum pun da takde mood da.

"What's 251 times 864?"
And I thought about this and I said "216864". Because it was a really easy sum because you just multiply 864x1000 which is 864,000. Then you devide it by 4, which is 216,000 and that's 250x864. Then you just add another 864 onto it to get 251x864. And that's 216,864.

Quoted from "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time". A novel by Mark Haddon.

At last!!! (slang Dexter)

Tercapai juga hajat hati nak ke Danga Bay. Besar dah tepi pantai Lido tu... cun aaa skang... tapi penat giler berjalan kat sana... baru 1/2 way dah semput!

Saturday awal pagi aku balik Muar, amik Mak and MT, pegi JB lak. 1st time drive ke JB. Sib baik Mak tau jalan... kalo tak confirm masuk Singapore. Hahahaha.. Manpik fed us nasi ayam. Kaw2 punya!! Pastu kitaorg gi jenjalan. Jusco then pusing2 JB. Ye ler...setahun sekali je aku sampai ke sana. Walaupun dok Johor.. hehehehe... Cun la Danga Bay waktu malam.. kitaorg tak singgah malam tu sbb dah janji dengan cousin Yati nak beraya ke rumah dia. Yati lak masak punye la best!!! Waduh...sarat perut aku harituh.. Alhamdulillah... :D

Malam tu Fatin & Syahmi ikut balik umah Manpik. Sampai larut malam asyik dok main turun naik tangga. Hehehehe... Semua orang sibuk jaga kecuali aku, sbb sibuk habiskan buku citer - P.S I Love You (Cecelia Ahern). Sunday morning aku excited sket la.. sbb kitaorg semua plan nak ke Danga Bay, tapi aku ada date plak. Huhuhuh.. Heikal.. tinggi, agak garang, segan2 depan family aku. Tapi selamba orangnye. Senang aku bersamanya. Huhuhuhu...ayat skema lak.

Ape pun, Sunday jugak merupakan hari yg best sbb akhirnya rasa teringin aku untuk makan Big Mac akhirnya tercapai juga. Syok beb!!!

I spent the whole of last weekend in Bangi. Rumah Fizah since dia nak kahwin Sabtu tu. Unfortunately Anom ngan aku takde camera (sangat kesian!!) so kitaorg cuma dapat menyaksikan live dan kekalkan gambar tu dalam ingatan kitaorg je. Hehehehe...

Friday night went for fitting. Baju pengantin sama practice naik pelamin. Cantik2 jugak baju kat tempat Kak Eika tu. Then carikan baju Fikri. Sian dia takde baju seragam ngan family. Sib baik dapat jugak last2. Last minute shopping was done Saturday morning. Sampai zohor baru siap semua.

Malam tu nikah. Kak Eika datang dengan 11 dulang hantaran Fizah kepada Herry. Dibalas dengan 7 dulang dari pihak lelaki berkaler biru. Cantik ler kawan aku sorang malam tu. Mekap macam Erra Fazira wa cakap lu!! Hehehehe... Rasa berbesar hati aku dapat bersama2 dengan kawan2 baik aku malam yg penting macam ni. Tapi kol 8 Herry tak sampai lagi. Sib baik tak sampai 1/2 an hour later pihak lelaki pun tiba. Majlis diteruskan dengan Tok Kadhi memberi nasihat apa patut pada bakal suami. Ayah Fizah yg akad kan. Sekali lafaz je dah settle semua. Hehehehe..terrer siot. Lepas dah habis serahkan wang hantaran (????) diaorg pun naik le ke bilik di mana Anom, aku ngan Lin sedang melepak2 dengan gelojohnya. Pastu sessi amik gamba atas katil dengan baju nikah pun dijalankan. Sempat jugak Fizah soh camera man tu amik gambar diaorg husband & wife dengan kitaorg bertiga. Lepas tu tukar baju lak. Pakai kaler kuning untuk bersanding kat rumah. Pelamin kat rumah pun kaler kuning. Kali ni Fizah memakai veil dengan tudung yg sampai berpeluh2 kitaorg memilih. Hehehehe... Anom time tu dah kena dok kat pelamin. Ye la... pengapit ler katakan.. aku ngan Lin dok ler tepi tangga ngan Madiha. Pastu sedara mara semua buat renjis2 - benda2 tu la kan aku pun tatau - dah last2 tu family dia soh aku ngan Lin buat, tapi kitaorg taknak sbb tak geti. Malu je!! Heheheheh... Maka habis la upacara malam tu..pastu si pengantin dah tukar baju, pegi lak tgk dewan untuk majlis bersanding esoknya.

Saturday night tu last la kita tiga orang tido sama2. Sayang nya Muza takda. Tak cukup lagi sorang. Takpela, nanti send gamba je. Hehehehe.. Sunday morning semua orang dah sibuk2 nak ke dewan. Majlis dibuat di Dewan Gemilang UKM. Dah nak dekat tgh hari tu tiba2 air lak takde... terpaksala semua orang berjimat-jimat je untuk mandi.. Simpan air untuk pengantin la kan! Aku gi amik Shahnaz. 1st time aku drive sorang2 kat area Bandar Baru Bangi dengan tatau jalan nye.. sib baik la jumpa dengan panduan yg diberikan Fizah malam sebelum tu. Hehehehe..

Pastu pengantin bersiap. Family Fizah semua dah pegi dewan dah. Cuma tinggal pengantin, family lelaki ngan kitaorg (kawan2) je. Kol 1 kitaorg semua bertolak ke dewan. Aku bawak Shahnaz ngan Kak Eika. Pengantin ngan pengapit dibawak oleh Pakcik Fizah. Sampai kat sana si Anom ni pulak laaa terlupa bawak selendang nya. Maka dengan khidmat bakti Shahnaz yg memandu macam Michael Schumaker, aku gi amik la kat rumah memandangkan aku yg pegang kunci umah dia.

Majlis meriah. Ramai orang yang datang. Sib baik aku ditemani Shahnaz. Kalo tak aku dok tercanguk sorang2. Pastu gi lepak ngan Mak Muza ngan Family dia. Sembang2 la...bincang pasni sape punya turn. Semestinya la Anom. Aku beri Anom masa 1/2 tahun je lagi. Hahahahha..suka2 ati aku je.

Tak brape lama pastu Lin datang ngan bf nya. Sekali dengan Lina dan boifren. Sambil2 tu aku tunggu gak Ijam yg kata nak nak dtg tapi tak sampai2 tu. Sambil2 sembang, Yanti call dari UK. Sib baik battery fon aku bleh bertahan, sempat la dia sembang ngan kitaorg semua. Last2 time makanan pun dah nak abih baru la Ijam & the gang sampai. Fahmi, Mior, Acap ngan Shahul pun ada sama. Baru la sesi amik2 gambar kitaorg bermula. Ape lagi aku ngan Anom pun amik la kesempatan ni berposing. Punye la tak abih posing, last2 pengantin yg mintak diri dulu. Heheheheh...

Penatnya setelah menghabiskan weekend menolong dan menyibuk di rumah pengantin. Since Friday evening until yesterday dok kat Bangi. Yesterday came back to KL tapi jalan jam cam nak rak. Sib baik Shahnaz yg drive. Dapatler aku berehat. Hehehe..

Full report on Fizah's wedding will be up when I get the pictures from Shahnaz and Ijam.

Just came back from my presentation. Dia terlelap2 kat depan kitaorg pastu tanya soklan2 yg tak perlu!! Penat je aku nervous..prepare sana sini... Takpela, janji dah sudah and I have until the end of the month to finish the whole system.

Anyway, today I'm sleeping over at Fizah's since mlm kang kitaorg nak gi buat Henna. Padahal yg nak kawen sorang aja! Hehehehe...

Apa pun aku nak ucapkan SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU untuk Fizah dan Herry. Semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu. Dan semoga lepasni kita dah tinggal dekat, bley la aku tapau makanan dari rumah ko. Hahahahaha...

Terasa sangat tertekan sekarang ni. Macam mana pun aku taknak marah. Nak buang perasaan tu jauh2. Tapi biler dipendam, rasa nak nangis pun ada. Oleh itu, dengarlah lagu Ruffedge - Bila Rindu untuk menyejukkan ati. Tak boleh tensen2...nanti makin bertambah la jerawat aku yg sedia banyak nih. *arghhhhhh!!!*

Sabo jian.......!!

Weekend arituh banyak aktiviti. From Saturday until Monday keje aku dok dalam keta drive sana sini, sampai yesterday aku terpaksa pause for one day tak bawak keta. Ponat makcik.
Bought new shoes for Fizah's wedding. Handbag tak beli lagi nih. Takkan la aku nak pakai cantik2 bawak bagpack kan? Hehehehe...

Ahaksss... smalam balik Muar hanto Mak... Tapi last2 pagi tadi bawak balik KL Mak ngan Makton. Hehehehe.. Best bleh balik umah. Leh tgk tv, leh lepak2, lek melantak kuih raya, leh mengadap Cartoon Network... kesimpulannya mmg best aa~

Esok plannye nak bawak WakFuad ngan MakWok skali gi beraya ke Temerloh umah Manji. Hehehe..berkurun dah tak ke sana.. harap2 jadik la plannye. Tapi hopefully aku tak lupa yg Monday aku ada exam. Hahahahaha... cuti lagik!!

Tengok Miss Match last night? Ahaaaa...bestnye!! Cam suka kat Adam plak.. Michael still hensem..tapi Adam cam best lak.. :D

Tapi yg paling best.. esok EXAM!!! Paper Interaksi Manusia Komputer. Aisehhhh... buku pun tak abih dibaca lagik... Malam ni confirm takleh tido. Harap2 leh la jawab esok.. ohyeee... nak call Teh. Bye!

Marilah kita bersama-sama menanamkan semangat untuk bekerja dengan lebih rajin dan cemerlang.

:D

Raya dah habis... Semua orang dah balik... Rumah pun dah sunyi....

Malam2 camni boring plak rasa... tadi teringin nak chatting... pastu biler dah ade orang, boring la plak... Tak bekenan sungguh! Oh Thank God!!! Dia baru je logout... Aku layan dia pun dengan takde mood langsung. Cam tak best je? Hahahahaha....

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir Batin

Die~!!!!!!

How does it feel to fall in love?
.....I still don't get it.....

Tadi aku bukak satu website tu...
Pastu aku teringat...
Pastu aku rasa tak sangka...
Pastu aku tergelak...

~Hehehehehe~

Nak tido laaaaaaaa.....

Huh? Array? *blur* What's that again?

I suck at programming.

Doc gave me two days of MC. I have some sort of an allergy that comes out like rashes all over my body...but worse! Doc in KL can't figure out what I am allergic to, and so does my beloved doc in Muar. Apparently, I have developed some sort of a chronic skin disease. Oh God!

At first I thought I am allergic to air-cond, coz it first came out when I was at the office. But then the other day, it came out early in the morning when I was still at home. Then I thought the environment at my KL home is not suitable, tapi kadang2 it came out kat ofis. Pastu ingat tilam kat KL tu plak yg tak kena, tapi Monday morning, I woke up in Muar with "the thing" all over my thigh. But one thing I discovered, aku maybe takleh pakai baju yg sama lama2, dengan tekanan. Camne nak kata eh... contohnya Sunday night, I drove back to Muar. So I sat for like, 2 hours. Masa tu kat bawah kaki, the place where my skin is covered tak dapat air, banyak sangat keluar gatal2 tuh. Verrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy itchy!

It sucks, so now I have to take pills continuosly. For how long? Entahlaaa... without those allergy pills, my body is like a fiesta field for those rashes.

Arghhhhh...tolong la... mata takleh bukak!! *yawn!* very de sleepy one lor... wish my table is made of pillows.. so I can rest my head on it.

Last night berbuka puasa with my cousin. Finally aku bertemankan ahli keluarga. And tonite, which I can't wait, nak berbuka dengan Mummy! Saturday MT pun ada. Yay!

Nak tulis... tapi tak tau nak tulis apa...

How??

I am on cloud 9.... over Michael *sighhhhhhh*

Last night's episode of MissMatch was the best! I love Alicia Silverstone ever since Clueless. And now, this. She is great! Can't stop smiling...and dreaming....~ If I'm in Kate's shoes, aku rasa harini jalan tak pijak tanah! Very dreamy that Michael (David Conrad).

Oh and this morning, besides my nose is getting worse, that 7eleven guy wasn't there.

Berbuka puasa seorang diri is sad. But I'm used to it by now. Living alone in KL is depressing. I know my hometown is only like, a 2-hour-drive away from KL, but the increasing price of fuel mendatangkan masalah kepada kewangan aku. Kalau la gaji aku dalam 5000 sebulan, takmoh aku dok KL. Biarlah berulang...janji dapat dok dengan Mak kat rumah hari2. I'd be the happiest person on earth!

Oh but I can't just leave the cute guy kat 7eleven tu kan? Hehehehe... He is so cute I have to take a long stop kat simpang. Ahaksss.. Am I a psycho? Nah....I'm just a crazy stalker. Muahahahahaha...

Hey when life is on the downhill, you have to make it better! And 7eleven did. ;p

J is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

N POISON

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I walk with dark clouds hovering over my head this past few weeks. So many bad things happened. So much money spent. Headache, headache, headache.

Apa pun... SELAMAT BERPUASA kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat. Semoga amalan anda diberkati ALLAH.

*Hoping for a better tomorrow*

Tomorrow I'm going back to KL. *Sigh* Cepat sangat masa berlalu... belum puas aku duduk rumah lama2.

Tadi went to UiTM Segamat to pick up my cousin. Sempat lagi aku cuci mata tgk bebudak kat situ. Tapi malangnya semua panggil aku kakak. Chetttt!!! Ingat aku tua sangat ke ha? Terasanya aku. Hahahahaha...

And now I'm sitting at home terbayangkan aktiviti aku kat KL untuk hari2 seterusnya. Oh sangat membosankan!!! Dahla.. bye.

:(

My 2 sweethearts have gone back to JB. *sigh*
Biler lagi nak jumpa dioarg agaknya? Sunyi dah rumah......

I am gonna have a long weekend! Yay!
But must finish assignment by Friday. Shucks!

You give your hand to me And then you say hello And I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me

No you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips Longs to hold you tight Oh I am just a friend That's all I've ever been Cause you don't know me

I never knew the art of making love No my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Well you don't know me

You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Cause you don't know me Oh no you don't know me OOhh...you don't know me

Wouldn't It Be Nice
Irving Music, Inc. BMI
Brian Wilson/Tony Asher

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

Semakin hari semakin menjadi-jadi.... Daripada seorang intern, mendapat tempat pula sebagai seorang Designer. Daripada RLO kepada 3D, bukan itu sahaja, segala poster di reka nya... Tidak cukup dengan memenangi pertandingan design utk T-shirt Family Day, kini beliau mendapat tempat pertama pula dalam pertandingan mereka logo untuk nama project baru. Selain itu, beliau juga telah berjaya menambat hati "mereka".

Tahniah, Omar, the Superstar!

Friday haritu I was so mad at him. Our 200th round of presentation. This time, with seating arrangements. Katanya selalukan presentations untuk kebaikan kita. To improve our presentation skills la.

All of us had to attend, including the 2 new girls. Muka masing2 was like shit, especially mine... listeing to him babbling about this and that. Yg bersemangat dan cakap lebih hanyalah those 2 yg baru dan ingin menunjukkan sikap positif mereka. Pity them sbb belum understand how he is.

Tapi, masa kitaorg present kat depan, dia boleh tido. Pastu nak tegur benda yg dah di perkatakan. Boleh lagi muka dia buat muka selamba senyum2 pastu repeat the same thing kat beberapa orang lain. Lepas tu nak membebel pulak pasal punctuality. Malas cerita la aku... diri sendiri tu betulkan dulu...

~ Tak malu ke dia? ~

The one thing yg membuatkan aku betul2 marah kat dia that day was the fact that he knew I was fasting, and yet he let us go nearly at 6.30pm. Hari hujan on a Friday evening, even aku yg bukan orang KL pun tau macam mana keadaan jalan raya. Dengan takde bekalan berbuka posa, aku terpaksa menelan air liur aje bile waktu berbuka sampai and I was still in my car, stuck in traffic. Maka, automatically mood untuk buka dengan aman kat rumah aku habis, aku makan pun half pinggan. Semuanya gara2 dia yg potong semangat aku nak berbuka. Hishhhh... marahnye aku...

Sib baik Saturday Mummy came. Takde la aku marah2 teringat kat dia. Kitaorg kemas bilik aku yg dah macam sarang tikus itu. Bought tikar getah kaler pink for my room! *ahaks* Then malam tu dalam ketidaklaratan, we went to Jusco Maluri to buy racks. Jadi sekarang, bilik ku sudah berubah! Heeheheheh...

Sunday went to KL with cousins and 2 anak sedara naik lrt. Hehehehe... Puas la budak dorang tu naik tren... ye ler...kat JB takde.. hehehehe... Nur went to buy some stamps for her stamp collection kat stesen keretapi. Then we went to KLCC. Pegi park kasik Fatin ngan Syami main kat taman permainan. Penat jugak terkejar2 jaga cik Atin. Sampai merah2 muka masing2. Hehehehehe... Penat dia toksah citer la... sib baik je mata bleh bukak sampai habis Smallville mlm tadi. Apa pun it was a great day out with my family, after a shitty day at the office.

Tapi dah nasib, nak buat macam mana... early this morning she asked me to pack all my work sbb nak tukar pc. From Compaq to Dell. I have been using Compaq pc for more than a year tetiba biler time contract aku dah nak habis, dia suruh tukar lak.

~ Can't she wait till I get out? ~

And so...here I am... procrastinating.....

My *calorie-fest* weekend in Cherating was F.U.N! Early Friday morning Farah, Rahmat & Dahlia picked me up at home and then we're off. Had breakfast kat Hentian Genting-Sempah. They gave us a road quiz so takleh la nak tido. I haven't been to the East Coast in over 5 years so I was all excited to see the beach again. Ikut highway baru KL-Kuantan. Best sket la jalan dia. Tapi still tak ramai orang, the road workers siap bleh lepak2 atas divider. Hehehehe...We were the second to arrive, at around 12.30pm that day. Dapat KFC sorang satu meal, and the Family Day T-Shirt kaler kelabu.

Me, Dahlia, Farah, Arin, Min, Liza and Fenny all stayed in one house. They put most of the single staff in the Eastern Pavillion. Ours is the Negeri Sembilan Pavillion. Kat situ area dia macam perkampungan yg dipenuhi dengan pokok2 hijau dan bunga2 mekar, overlooking the sea. *cewah!* Itu pun dah best, dan tambah best lagi, each pavillion has it's own jacuzzi. Jadi kitaorg berendam la kat luar rumah, sambil diperhatikan oleh rakan2 lain yg sedang berjalan2 dalam taman. Hehehehe..

Pantai pun best! Cuma slope banyak giler so they advice us not to swim in the sea. Jadiknya kitaorg just main2 di gigi air sahaja. From the moment we reached Cherating until Sunday morning before we took off, asyik la dok lepak kat beach. We can't seem to get enuf of it! Matahari tak seberapa terik macam kat Langkawi. Tapi around 9.00 a.m dah mula terasa kepedihan badan kerana berjemur.

Saturday early morning kitaorg bangun pegi breakfast, then off to the beach for some "Fun In The Sun"! Wearing our uniforms, we built our sandcastle...tapi tak menang. It doesn't matter as long as we enjoy ourselves. Oh ya, Encik Norley's daughter is sooooooooo cute! Nazura namanya. Umur 3 tahun. Kitaorg babysit dia most of the time. Hehehehe... Then ada banyak games, which I didn't take part. Aku ngan Farah dok bawah pokok makan ais krim pakai duit Pakcik Omar. Hehehehe..

Then lunchtime dia sediakan picnic lunch. Sotong sambal, ikan bakar, daging salai, ayam masak ape ntah, buah2an tempatan... fuh! That is why I said it was a calorie-fest weekend. Makannnnnnnnnn aje kerjanya! On the evening we had cooking & teh tarik competition. Kitaorg tak pegi tgk cooking punya session, sbb sibuk main Saidina (Monopoly) kat dalam bilik. Dahlia giler dengki kat aku. Farah punye la baik sampai aku rasa cam nak jahit je mulut dia. Min kira sama la cam aku. Main secara normal. Hahahaha.. Anyway, Farah kata dia menang, tapi kitaorg taknak caye sbb tak kira habis. Aku pun kaya gak ape? hehehehhe...

The big dinner Saturday night was not such a great one, food-wise. Omar received his prize for designing the Family Day T-Shirt. Min, Arin & Lily, from our table, won the Road Quiz Competition. Arin got lucky dapat jugak hadiah for Lucky Draw. Dahlia and Omar won 3rd prize for the Three-legged race. Me, Farah and Fenny je yg tak dapat ape2. Eheheheh... After the prize giving ceremony, ada Fancy Dress for kids. Comel gilerrrrr Najula, Charmine's baby and Dr. Hla's granddaughter. Dinner habis around 11p.m, balik terus tergolek atas katil, unable to open my eyes!

Sunday morning went to watch the fisherman do their stuff. Pemandangan toksah citer la. Memang cantik! Then 11 a.m. kitaorg betolak balik, tapi singgah kat Kuala Kemaman first, to buy some keropok for our families back home. Ingat nak balik terus, tapi singgah balik hotel utk lunuch free! hehehehe... Dah kenyang kitaorg pun balik.... I had to drive halfway, since Rahmat dah sakit2 badan from Tarik Tali competition. Punye la aku nervous. Jalan dah la bengkang-bengkok, aku tak familiar plak tu... lagipun dah lama tak bawak an auto car. Menggelabah giler! Dah dekat tu ade pulak la accident, pastu hujan. Memang aku menggelabah la sepanjang perjalanan balik. Hehehehehe...

Alhamdulillah kitaorg selamat sampai ke KL ptg semalam. Around 5p.m. Balik2 je goreng keropok lekor, cicah sos yg dibeli di Terengganu. Bestttt.... Pastu 8p.m aku tido, lepas la Smallville. Hahahhahaa... Today semua orang sibuk exchanging pictures from their cameras and telling unfogettable stories from Cherating... :)

Biarkan aje la......

Quickie:
You are dreaming of a faraway place, and the fascinating people you'll meet there.
* Dreaming of the morning sun in Cherating this weekend! *

Overview:
Agonizing over whether or not to take a relationship one step further? Agonize no longer. It's definitely time. That doesn't mean it will be easy, but if you dot your i's and cross your t's, you just can't fail.
* Relationship? Muahahahahahha... not in my dictionary*

Breakaway
Kelly Clarkson
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Checked out MATTA Fair yesterday with Fizah, Anom and Herry. Kebetulan plak the three of us pakai baju yg sama! *Baju Muza kasik* nasib baik different colors!

~ When you're best friends... you are best friends!! ~

Anyway, MAS punya offer... RM1998 return KL-HTR. Price is ok... but then have to pay 50% there and then, and have the rest paid off by Wednesday, 22nd Sept. Is that crazy or what? Mana aku nak dapat duit secepat itu?

Itu satu hal... lagi satu cerita Fizah sampaikan, which Muza sampaikan from UK.. that Zul tgh break dari study.. untuk bekerja sepenuh masa... untuk kumpul duit.. untuk kawen dengan girlfriend dia!

Kalau dia fikir that is the best for him, so be it. Malas cerita.

Saja nak letak gambar convo. That was more than a year ago. March 2003. Sungguh tak ku sangka.

Semalam Dahlia, Farah and me berbuka puasa dengan Omar. Dia belanja makan satay kat Awan Besar. Lepas dah kenyang macam nak terbarai, singgah lepak tgk album gambar Omar kat rumah dia. Feweeett.. menggoda gituh. *wink wink*

The fun ended at 10.30p.m when I finally arrived home, finding the grill and door unlocked. *isk isk* Sambung buat poster, tapi kol 11 lebih mata dah takleh bukak. Serious punya ngantok sampai poster pun habis kacau bilau. Lepas burn CD, nak click OK bleh tertido. Hahahaha.

Nak qadha' semalam punya tido, pagi tadi bangun around 7.30a.m. Kol 8 baru terkedek2 nak isik minyak. Sib baik jalan tak jam. Had to attend a talk just now, tapi satu benda tak faham. Sekali lagi nasib baik boss called soh balik ofis. Nearly dozed off dalam board room tu tadi. Dan sekarang ni, tgh kacau2 poster. Lawak giler aku. Budak darjah 2 pun boleh buat lebih cantik. Hahahahaha... Nasib ler...

Betolak from Farah's - 7.45 a.m
Arrived at the office - 9.00 a.m

~ Imagine the traffic!!! ~

Upon arriving, had to run here and there to make sure everything is in place for the Clinical School Website. Keep in mind that I am fasting today. My head is still spinnig like an active top. Seriously feel like sleeping, since couldn't sleep well last night.

Poster deadline - tomorrow before 12p.m
% of pster done - 10%

Boss dah bertanya progress. I am so dead.

M.A.L.A.S

Kenapa kena buat poster??

Kadangkala anda disuruh untuk datang sedikit awal ke ofis kerana ada kerja penitng. Please be P.U.N.C.T.U.A.L. Have some responsibility. Kalau orang lain boleh buat, why can't u?

*Sigh*

Ade kerja... ada mood... tapi.......................... orang2 kat sini yg semuanya bermuka masam dan takde mood telah mematahkan semangat aku...

Ditambah pula dengan email dari seorang yg dengki dengan orang2 bawahannye... siap forward balik email original kat kitaorg...lepastu tekan kan plak "especially for those who have classes on the weekends". Dah la dulu kasik warning kat aku kata kalau kena datang weekend, mesti datang.... APEHAL DENGAN DIA NIH?

Tau la company ni bapak mertua dia yg punya... Apehal nak sekat2 hak orang pulak ni? Ape kena ni? Jeles ke? Jeles dia tak dapat sambung blaja macam kita? Jeles that she had no fun in her life...coz she's married?

Hishhhh...malasnye nak layan... dah tak terkata dah... jika sesiapa yg ingin bekerja di ofis ini, sila la saikokan diri anda dahulu... Maybe dalam keadaan saiko baru kita bleh terima arahan mereka.

Pasal website lak aku pun tatau camne. Sbb memang dari awal lagi kitaorg semua dah agak dah.. dia cuma nak isi masa lapang kitaorg aje... lepas tu ape yg kita buat, dia buang, dia ganti dengan dia punya design, suruh la kita edit balik. Cik D and Farah dah kena... I bet my turn will be up next. Tapi tatau jugak, coz they really like my partner. Bila sampai kat orang kesayangan ni.. lain sket pusingan ayatnya...

Jadi, bila ditanya anggukkan sahaja kepala...setuju sahaja... bila tak setuju, anda akan kena padahnya. Anda akan dibenci dan mungkin akan terasa seperti diturunkan jawatan. Bila disuruh tukar skin, tukar db, tukar itu dan ini, tukarkan sahaja. Bila ada aduan atau kesalahan berlaku, jangan salahkan diri anda.

Dulu idop aku ceria aje.. aku jarang marah2.. mmg kawan2 aku semua kata aku ni tak pernah marah. Tapi sekarang ni, setelah lama aku dok bekerja kat ofis ni, dibawah arahan mereka... aku senang sangat naik marah. Hari2 ada aje benda yg nak aku marahkan. Dosa mengumpat dan mengata aku toksah cerita la... mmg kalau dibuat buku, dah jilid ke 12 dah aku rasa... Jerawat pun dah naik macam cendawan yg tumbuh selepas hujan...

Arrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....!!!!!

Sabar jerlah Labu.. Belum Kebah lagi Demamnya Tu?..

Disebuah majlis akad nikah, pengantin lelaki bernama Hassan (budak jaga lembu - bukan nama sebenar) :

Kadi : Hassan...

Pengantin Lelaki : Saya ustaz...

Kadi : Dengar baik2x ya Hassan...."Aku nikahkan akan dikau dengan si Polan binti Polan dengan mas kahwinnya RM 80 tunaiii"

Pengantin Lelaki : "Aku terima nikahnyaa si Polan binti si Polan dengan mas kahwinnya RM 80 tunaiiii"

Kadi : Sah ? (ditanya kpd saksi pertama)

Saksi Pertama : Sah

Kadi : Sah ? (ditanya kpd saksi kedua)

Saksi Kedua : Sah

Kadi : Sah ? (ditanya kpd saksi ketiga)

Saksi Ketiga : errrrr....lontaran suara awak tidak jelas...saya tak dengar apa yg awak cakap.... pitching berterabur ke laut... keluar acuan terus,jiwa awak kosong...takde feel.... low note tak sampai, high note awak pulak... takde kawalan..sepatutnyaa ditahan...kasi sustain...falseto lemah...improvisation R&B awak tak menjadi... bughok bebenorr bunyinyee....teknik ramify pun tak mantap...bunyi macam orang nak berak jerr.... satu jer yg saya suka...awak ade ciri2x seorang pesona bintang! awak boleh lebih berjaya sekiranya melakukan yg lebih terbaik!!!

Selamat Menyambut Hari Merdeka.

Kadang2 kita nak menjaga hati orang, kita jaga tata tertib, jaga percakapan...jangan sampai terlepas kata, kita buat ape orang tu nak. Tapi kadang2 orang tu tak geti nak hargai....

Biarkan aje la.... malas nak cakap....

Sejak2 kebelakangan ni asyik berchatting dengan "pumpkinhead_x" kat Myspace... pastu mamat sorang ni bukan tau nak kasik aku tengok gambar dia lak... iskkkk ape aaa.. lokek btol!

Dah habis dah pindah.. from 3rd floor to the 1st floor... Maka tak payah la aku nak bersopan2 lagi pasni... hehehehe... best ni... tgh dok berehat menghilangkan penat sambil melayan keseronokan kipas di depan mata... fuh! syok!

Sedang diselubungi dengan rasa bersalah kepada bonda tercinta. She didn't say anything, cuma cara aku cakap tadi macam taknak Mummy datang je.. Harap2 Mummy tak terasa...... Iskkk...jiwa aku sungguh tak tenteram. Kena mintak ampun sat lagi nih...

*Ampun Mak!!*

eEeEeEe.... gelinye aku ngan mamat sorang nih...

YUCK!!

Sukanya aku Zahid menang AF2!! Tapi tak best la pasni dah takde lagi hari Sabtu aku nak berkejar2 balik Muar... hehehhee...

Nak tulis panjang tapi macam banyak lak benda nak kena buat. Alermak!! Meeting kol 5??? Confirm balik maghrib nih kang... *SIGH*

Last night was FUN! Walaupun ada 4 org yg tak dapat datang at the last minute, namun keceriaan tetap ada! Thousand apologies to Marina, who had to wait for an hour. Hehehehe...

Hanum, Yanti and Fizah berkumpul at my house then the three of them went off in Fizah's car, while Jas, Nett, Teh and her friend, Kak Zura went in mine. Picked up Jas and Nett in Pandan Indah. Mak aihhhh punye la lama! Mana taknye.. diaorg lambat balik dari KL settle kan urusan masing2.. tapi pastu balik rumah nak kuar malam mekap (make-up) macam debutant! Hahahaha..

Arrived kat uptown around 9.30, Marina was waiting dengan baju kerja dia lagi.. hehehe.. then Muza and Niza came. Punye la kecoh bebudak nih.. macam dah 8 kurun tak jumpa! Pastu nak gi makan, tetiba at the corner, sat Ijam and Fahmi. Uiks.. mamat dorang nih ade aje kemana2 Anom dan Muza berada. Hehehehe *Anom jgn mara ye...*

Jas dah tembam sket, rambut makin cantik dan terurus, karat2 tu biasa la.. kitaorg semua rambut karat. Hehehehe.. Dah pandai melaram dah anak dara sorang nih. Ade boifren lagi tuh.. seorang yg pernah diceritakan kepada aku suatu ketika dahulu. Hehehe.. Niza lak ade sikit tembam la.. pastu muka semalam berseri2 lak aku tengok. Maybe happy jumpa balik semua kawan2. Dia tu kalau excited mmg camtu sket. Hehehe.. Anyways Niza tak banyak cerita, macam biasa aje.. Yanti dah lain! Tembam satu hal.. pastu ntah ler.. aku tgk cam lain macam jek cik kecik sorang tu. Kata nak tunang dengan bf dia tapi takde pulak. Kekecohan yg tak padan dengan dia tu masih lagi dapat bertakhta dalam diri dia. Hehehe.. Muza biasa la, pakaian tetap ranggi. Body guard dia mesti ikut. Tapi tak se-kecoh mana malam tadi. Maybe sbb dah ade boifren la katakan sekarang... hehehe.. jaga la sket.. jadik perempuan la plak.. camne pun encik Shahnaz tak dapat ikut semalam kerana bekerja. Nett plak akan terbang ke sana bulan 9 ni. Dapat offer kat Harriot-Watt. Sib baik tak Surrey. Ambik course ape pun aku tak sure. Hehehehe.. cik Nett ni sorang lagi. Melaram tak hengatt! Makin cun aa skang. Nih baru kat Mesia, tgk nanti dia balik dari UK camne lak jadiknye. Hahahaha.. As for the rest of us, semua nya sama.

Pastu tgh makan sambil sibuk2 bercerita... Yanti got a call from her boifriend, Pearsot. Last2 datang jugak mamat tu. So all together there was 14 of us. Dah la riuh sekampung, pastu ade one pakcik and his friends kat meja sebelah asyik dok amik gambar bebudak nih je... last2 masa nak balik tu mmg terang2an lagik dia amik gamba kita ramai2. Siap tunjuk lagi tuh! Saiko punye lelaki! Fahmi pun tak dapat tangkap selaju itu. Hahahaha..

Then balik tu jam plak... sbb ade accident.. tgh aku stop tunggu org nak cross, aku toleh sebelah, rupa2nya mayat tu betul la sebelah aku. Hishhh... walaupun tak nampak sbb dah ditutup, tapi ade la belah tangan dia ngan darah mengalir.. Erkk.. sampai rumah dekat kol 1 pagi terus aku mandi.. *siap syampu lagi u!*.. taknak la ade menda2 macam tu melekat2 kat badan aku... hish dah le dok umah sensorang! Ngeri betul..

And today, nak ambik Mummy kat Pudu! Hehehehe.. esok I'm going back to Muar with Mummy la..takde la nak drive sorang2..hehehe..

~ spending some quality time with Mum ~

Oh ya... next weekend, planning on having a holiday before the three girls went off to UK again and before Fizah jadi isteri orang. Hehehe..Tgk la camne plan ni jadik tak.. ;)

Chip REALLY got on my nerve today. Currently listening to slow jamz to cool down.

Apsal harinih org lelaki membuat aku marah?
Apsal harinih Dahlia spank aku depan Omar?

Jadiknye dalam kemarahan aku.... aku mampu jugak tergelak sampai tak cukup napas. Hahahahaha... lain kali nak buat tindakan refleks tuh.. tunggu2 la sampai rumah ye Cik D! :P

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gumbiranya aku!!!

Akhirnya aku dapat dengar balik lagu favourite! Thanks to RealPortal.tk Lagu ni menjadi fav aku sejak aku balik dari Umrah masa Darjah 4 dulu. Ade kisah disebaliknya laaa.. Tak sangka aku se-jiwang itu.. Hahahahahaha!!

Yesterday was Intan's last day at the office. After work kitaorg buat la makan2 sket utk cik Intan.. msing2 menggemukkan diri dengan menyumbat Respberry Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe with Coke and tid-bits. Ramai jugak yg datang, excluding orang2 teratas la... hehehehe..

~ Untuk Intan : All the Best kat tempat baru... jgn lupa kitaorg kat sinih.. :) ~

Wardina pun last day gak semalam...and next in line is Encik Wan.. lepas tu aku tatau sape lagi lak nak berenti... Last2 tinggal la bebudak yg masuk sama batch ngan aku.. sikit jek kosong le ofis nanti...

Habih ler citer ofis, mlm tadi once again me, Anom and Fizah went out untuk lepak2. This Thursday we are gonna have a small get-together with college friends yg sama batch...before some of them go back to UK. Haven't seen some of them for like, 2 years already! Can't wait!

~ Ngantok ~

My Saturday was filled with work at the office, but when I got home, I was greeted by my two best friends, Anom and Fizah. Instead of preparing me Milo ais, diaorg belikan air tin. *Ahem...korang malu nak soh aku rasa milo korang ke ek?? hehehehe...*

~intermission jap - aku geram dengan encik K..ade2 aje.. meeting plak dah.. eeeeeee geram!!!!~

Malam tu diaorg teman aku tgk Konsert ke-9 Akademi Fantasia kat foodcourt. Tapi bengang gak aa tgk kat situ.. bukak sound pelahan, pastu foodcourt bangsa lain kat sebelah tu ade karaoke session lak tu. Aiyoh... tensen je makcik.. nak kena tgk ulangan la weekend ni.. heheheh.. Tapi aku ngan Fizah adelah orang terbising kat situ when Aznil announced Mas yg terkeluar.. feweeeeetttttttt!!! ...happy days are here again! Pastu rupanya leh AFMASUK balik peserta yg dah kuar. So ape lagi..aku ngan Fizah laju aje la AFMASUK LINDA. Sampai habis credit aku terpaksa top-up semalam.

Sunday hari yg menarik bagi aku. Bukannye banyak sangat aktiviti, tapi sepanjang hari aku ditemani oleh Fizah ngan Anom. Lunch hour kitaorg gi umah Teh.. jumpa Ezma skali.. *makan free la plak.. heheheh* sambil2 lepak tu sempat jugak tgk ulangan Diary minggu ke-9 2 episode. Hehehehe... After that kitaorg gi lepak kat Ulu Yam. Fist time le aku ke sana walaupun dulu college dekat jek ngan tempat tu.. tapi tak mandi la.. tak sampai dalam pun..lepak2 tepi tasik?? tu je..

Agak2 dah ptg tu we headed back to Pandan Indah.. lepak plak makan kat kedai dengan ngan LRT Cempaka. Sembang nye sembang tak sedar dah nak kol 8. Maka bergegas la kami pulang kerana Fizah nak balik Bangi nak tgk AF announce sape dapat masuk balik. Aku ngan Anom meneruskan misi kami dengan bershopping di Care4 Wangsa Maju. Setelah pusing dan mengambil barang2an perlu, maka terbang la lagi sekeping 100 aku.. aduhaiiiiii... takpo la.. this month je.. ekekeke..

Lepas anto cik Anom balik, aku pun balik ler.. pasai dah kol 10 dah time tu.. balik2 ingatkan Mung ade kat umah. Rupanya dia tak balik KL this week. Cuti. Maka sekali lagi I was left alone at home. Syahdu la idup aku kat umah sewa ni...asyik ler kena tinggal sensorang. Alang2 tu aku pun dok la mengadap The OC sambil menikmati Milo panas. Dan hari aku tak berakhir begitu sahaja.. baru nak tido tetiba la encik Fendi call. Ceria la plak...tak paham aku..

Ape pun..weekend aku kali ni mmg menarik.. :)

Kalau tengok budak2 zaman sekarang ni... semuanya tak sah kalau takde partner. Lepastu tak habis2 nak telefon la.. nak jumpa hari2... tak abih2 nak berkepit aje... Kalau diaorg ni dah ade duit sendiri, dah geti berdikari la kiranya.. takpe la jugak.. takat masih ditanggung oleh parents/adik beradik nih.. tak payah la nak menggedik sangat.. lepak aaa kan..orang lain pun bercinta jugak.

Tapi yg paling best skali cerita yg disampaikan oleh member aku sorang ni.. kenalan dia ade bf yg spm pun tak abih, kerja pun tonggang langgang, pastu bleh simpan pompuan lain lagik. Yang bestnya budak pompuan ni percaya tahap dewa cipan kat bf dia nih. Sanggup berhabis duit, korbankan masa study utk exam demi me-replace kan kerja bf dia ni.. sedangkan bf dia kuar dengan pompuan lain time tu. Masalahnye budak ni tak percaya cakap abang dia sendiri yg abg dia mmg terjumpa bf dia berpelukan ngan pompuan lain. Tambah best lagi... pompuan yg percaya kat bf dia ni masih blaja lagik..tapi dah serious shit nak kawen ngan laki tu. Hishhhh... walaupun aku tak kenal..tapi sungguh aku tak approve la! Dia ingat kawen tu macam beli karipap ke? Main suka2 hati? Lelaki tu duit pun pinjam orang lain... dia nak jugak? Sape nak bayar duit makan minum anak2 diaorg nanti? Aduhaiii.. pompuan macam ni pun ade jugak... Tapi aku harap dia sedar la perbuatan bf dia tu mmg tak elok..

Jadik kepada yang ada boyfriend/girlfriend tu... harap2 jangan terlalu asyik bercinta... ingat la pada keluarga.. lebihkan keluarga daripada orang yg bukan darah daging sendiri.. dan yg penting.. jangan menyusahkan orang lain.

~ Happy Birthday to cousin Yati and friend, Hanum ~

~ Happy Birthday to my cousin, Hani ~

Saturday... early morning jam macam siot dari Cheras sampai ke Bandar Tasik Selatan tu. Aiyoh... urat kaki aku tersimpul dibuatnye. 1/2 an hour aku stuck dalam jam semata2 nak kuar dari KL. Travelled alone that day, all the way back to Muar, for the 1st time in my life. Ekekekeke... sampai Muar lagi best. Punye la banyak kereta. It took me about 1 and a 1/2 hour to reach home, from tol Tangkak. Kalau takde traffic cuma 1/2 and hour aje dah leh sampai. Siot betul la.

Tapi... sampai rumah ade ganjaran menanti! Kat garage ade satu jek kereta tinggal... heheheheh.. akhirnya sampai jugak kenderaan aku.. disebabkan takde orang kat rumah masa aku sampai, dapat la aku menikmati kereta aku sensorang.. hehehe.. Alhamdulillah.. akhirnya cita2 aku untuk membeli no. plate idaman aku tu tercapai jugak... Kira dah "Menuju Puncak" la nih... hahahaha..

Speaking of that, AF minggu ke-8 ni macam haram betul. Not the concert, but the result. Show was great! Best of all the other concert. Tapi yg tak best nye.. ade ke Linda yg terkeluar? Mas stayed? Kitaorang satu family meradang. Mana taknye... she can't sing!!! Linda was on everybody's Top 5 list. Instead, Mas yg stayed. Macam mana pendengaran orang2 yg menyokong Mas tu aku tak tau la.. Lets just see what will happen after this. Saiko betul.

As for today, I feel reaaly tired. Badan pun cam lenguh2 jek. Takpe...teruskan jugak usaha aku carik duit kat KL ni. *sigh*

Akhirnya, today, 5.30pm... no. plate idaman kalbu aku menjadi hak milik aku jua..
Alhamdulillah...

As for now, Kamal is the person on top of my "to kill" list.

Geramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

At times like these... I need to have a quiet moment alone.. and cry my heart out..

It's gonna burn for me to say this... but it's comin from my heart... it's been a long time coming.. but we done been fell apart... really wanna work this out... but I don't think you're gonna change... I do but you don't think it's best we go our separate ways... tell me why I should stay in this relationship... when I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby... plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with, I think that you should let it burn...

~Usher~

Syoknya Nurul dah terkuar dari AF. This Saturday mari la kita sama2 menjatuhkan Mas. Afundi Zahid, Kaer, Farah, Linda and Bob!

:D

Semalam exam English kat UM. Punye la jauh nak sampaikan ke bangunan tu.. sib baik jumpa jugak. Pagi tu nervous nak amik exam, gi beli pensel pun bleh menggigil2. Sib baik la brader 7 eleven tu tak tegur. Kalo tak mmg malu! Hehehehe...

Pastu dah lepas settle antar Farah balik, aku pun mula la kerja2 mengemas bilik... vacum, sapu, spray, habis ler semua... oh lipat baju still pending aaa.. ekekekek.. tapi yg aku cukup geram kan... aku punye la niat baik gi basuh kipas..pastu aku tak perasan ade screw satu hilang! Aduhai.. kipas murah, jadik takleh nak pasang dah kipas aku tu. Lahabau betul la... membuatkan aku tensen kat diri sendiri!

Malam tu Lin ingat nak masak, dah siap2 pegi beli ayam semua, tetiba member aku Fizah nak datang, member Lin si Wati pun nak betandang jugak. Pastu kerja2 memasak pun diberhentikan la sbb Lin dah malas nak masak...ye ler..org dah jumpa kawan... pastu aku ngan Fizah pun decide nak gi makan McD kat belakang umah tu.. pastu jumpa la Herry sekali. Dia citer la this week AF susah dia nak buat lighting la ape la.. mamat sorang tu kerja untuk AF. Stage crew aaa..

~Isk..laki orang ni menggugat keimanan aku le plak~

Pastu Fizah balik la umah aku nak amik keta dia. Tersambung la pulak bergossip. Mak aihhhhh banyak nye berita baru yg sampai kat teling aku... rupanya ade la kawan baik sorang tu dah berkapel dah dengan member lama dia.... amboiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nak berahsia dengan aku!!!! Dah ler balas dendam haritu. Geram nih. Aku geram!! Heheheh.. last2 dia mengaku gak lepas aku msg dia bebanyak kali mlm tadi. Hahahahaha.. jadik sekarang tinggal la aku ngan Anom. Cik Anom ni pun bukan leh caye. Tetau kang ade je kuar dengan budak ofis la.. kawan baru la.. Isk isk.. maka aku la bertakhta. Hahahahah.. *jgn mara yek Nom! Utang aku ngan ko tak bayo lagik...ekekek* Pastu aku ngan Fizah pun sembang dan sembang dan sembang.. bukak la balik citer dia ngan ex dia dulu... citer sana sini sampai habih brape jam aku dok dalam keta ngan dia. Hehehe..seronok la plak.. ye la.. bebudak 3 org tu selalu ler kuar sama2.. jadik slalu la bercerita.. aku ditinggalkan.. sape la aku.. *sob sob!*

Pastu ni gambar masa kitaorg celebrate birthday Muza kat Bagan Lalang haritu. Buat surprise kat Muza pastu last2 dia lak buat surprise balik kat kitaorg! eheheheh...

The original 4. Ni la kitaorg 4 orang rakan sebilik masa kat college dulu.

Nih plak rakan baik *ahem* birthday girl.

She Will Be Loved
Maroon 5


She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Confirm aku dah demam. My weekend at home was filled with watching re-runs of Diary Akademi Fantasia and Trek Fantasia. Default channel now is Channel 15 and Channel 4 (Astro Ria). My 2-year old nephew and his 4-year old sista pun dok mengadap. Mummy, Mak Dah and Pak Tan pun sama! The whole family is now addicted. Kita semua dah demam.
 
Saturday credit habis RM5 demi mengekalkan Farah dalam AF2. Cukup tak puas hati sebab Mas still stay lagik. Nurul pun sama. But my favourite tetap Zahid. But the voice I like best is Farah, Linda and Bob. Best. Yang paling saiko nye... bangun pagi tadi kepala bleh teringat terus kat AF. Ekekekeke... adekah aku saiko? Oh tidak... aku cuma "dah demam".
 
Anyways agak ngantok sekarang ni. Akibat tengok re-run of the 5th concert. Zahid punye pasal la nih. Aduhai.... Alhamdulillah la pagi tadi aku selamat menyampaikan diri aku ke KL nih.

Sejak2 duduk kat tempat baru dan dapat kerja baru nih.... rasa cam takde menda & takde mood & takde masa nak menulis. Tak strategik langsung!

Akhirnya dapat jugak aku jumpa Mak aku semalam... :) dapat tido ngan Mak... :) dapat makan dengan Mak.... :) dapat pegi kerja saing ngan Mak... :)

Walaupun aku tak bawak baju Mak bali KL macam budak kecik nak buat bau2 masa tido *ekekekeke* tapi takpe... kereta Mak ade... ade jugak bau Mak... hehehehe...

Tapi semalam mmg spontan giler aaa... best! Lain kali leh buat lagik... ekekekekeke..

Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.
Nak balik jumpa Mak.

Sebulan tak jumpa aku dah macam orang gile.

Quickie:
Your engines are on full throttle. You can out-speed anyone today. You're humming.

Overview:
If you've never felt this way before, where have you been? This should be a frequent occurrence. Gather up the pertinent people and show them the spot where the magic happened.

Kat Library nih... curik2 aaa...heheheh.. memandangkan tempat baru kat ofis baru yg begitu sempit tuh tak strategik langsung! Semua orang bleh tengok ape aku buat.. jadik aku pun terpaksalah menjadi budak baik.. ahahaha.. *eh aku mmg budak baik pun* ekekekee... sejuka giler aaa studio lama tuh.. serious punye! sampai kan malam tadi tido dengan sweater dengan comforter skali! hehehee...

ok bye!

Me at the moment

Vindicated
Dashboard Confessional

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Penghijrahan kali ke 6 *if I'm not mistaken* aku akan berlaku hari Khamis ini. Sama-sama kita tunggu.

Bolehkah anda kira brapa kali sudah anda pindah?

Finally! Dah berkurun dia tak contact, akhirnya telefon aku merima juga panggilannya pagi tadi. He's been busy with studies... sbb final semester/year.. dah habis Degree dah budak sorang tuh.. Isk...jelesnye aku!

Said he's going back here for good. Tak sambung Masters kat sana. His brother passed away last Sunday. I was shocked to hear the news. Sbb sebelum dia pegi arituh abg dia baru kawen.

~Takziah to him and his family~

Cerita pasal org meninggal aje aku tatau nak cakap ape.. coz it reminds me of the pain I felt *dan masih terasa* the day my grandfather passed away.

But I'm glad he called.

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Yesterday after work gi tgk Spiderman 2 kat KLCC. Dengan member2 biasa, Dahlia, Farah and Rahmat. Agak ramai orang...tapi takleh lawan masa gi tgk Lord Of The Rings nye Marathon!! Hehehehe.. bought the Spidey Combo. Nak wat collection la pasnih.. combo2 nih.. hehehehe...

Action dia best... tapi yg tak best nye *I agree with Dahlia* satu kampung dah tau sape tu Spiderman. Cam tak best. Biarla Aunt May aje ke.. yg tau.. ini satu tren dah nampak! M.J ngan Harry pun dah tau! Tak best aa!! *by the way Harry is sooooo cute!* Pastu... hmmmm... takde menda la.. chow!

Ade masalah dengan perut anda?

Ya!

Teen Caught with Camcorder at 'Spider-Man 2'
By Jesse Hiestand

LOS ANGELES (Hollywood Reporter) - A 16-year-old boy was caught early Wednesday using a camcorder tape the first showing of "Spider-Man 2" at a Los Angeles theater, the Motion Picture Assn. of America (MPAA) said.

The teen was spotted by a projectionist scanning the audience with night vision goggles. The boy, who was not identified because he is a minor, was arrested on suspicion of violating a California law that went into affect in January, barring the videotaping of movies in commercial theaters.

The MPAA, which represents the interests of the major Hollywood studios, said the projectionists and other employees at the Pacific Winnetka in the suburb of Chatsworth may be eligible for awards of up to $500 under a new program that seeks to enlist theater employees and owners in the fight against digital piracy. The rewards program was instituted earlier this month by the MPAA and National Association of Theater Owners.

Movies captured via camcorder are a source for the copies illegally traded on the Internet and sold worldwide as bootleg DVDs. The MPAA seized 52 million illegally duplicated optical discs worldwide in 2003, when optical-disc piracy reportedly costs the industry $3.5 billion in lost revenue.

"In theaters nationwide there are now thousands of eyes looking for camcording pirates and this incident proves that pirates who use these devices in theaters will be caught," said James Spertus, director of MPAA's U.S. anti-piracy operations. "The swift actions of theater employees will help reduce the number of camcorded films that are made available to organized crime syndicates in Russia, Malaysia and around the world, which in turn convert the recordings into illegally solid optical discs."

After allegedly using the camcorder at a midnight screening, the teen and two friends were escorted out of the theater and turned over to Los Angeles police, according to the MPAA.

"Hundreds of people have put tens of thousands of hours into making a truly great picture and the notion of having it stolen and sent out for free around the world is just plain wrong," said Jeff Blake, vice chairman at Sony Pictures Entertainment, which released "Spider-Man 2."

Reuters/Hollywood Reporter


~Aler...sian budak tu... nanti berkurangan la sumber DVD ngan VCD cetak rompak kita... isk isk... harap2 yg lain tu tak dapat ditangkap la... hehehehe... ~

Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Aduhaiiii... rindunye kat Mak... :(

Sedang dalam keadaan yg agak marah dan bengang dengan diri sendiri. Maka penyesalan menyelubungi.

Wormtail : Tu ler..sape suruh siang2 tak buat keje..

Scabbers : Dah pasang niat dah cuma malas jek..

Wormtail : Sape suruh tak buang aje sikap malas tu?

Scabbers : Aler... sayang aaaa!!! :P

Semusim by Marcell

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semuanya tlah terjadi
cintaku telah pergi
dan kini ku sendiri
terpedih dirimu lagi

tak muda menepis
cerita indah

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

tak pernah ku bayangkan
kau putuskan cintaku
ku cuba untuk lupakan
semua tentang dirimu

tak muda bagiku
melupakan mu

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati

semusim tlah ku lalui
tlah ku lewati tampah dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan di hati


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dah demam?

Kenapa aku tetiba rasa nervous giler? Apsal le jantung aku nih dok berdegup dengan kencang? Takmoh buat keje jahat la ek... *patuhi lah nasihat ibu anda*

Uiksss... mamat depan aku nih kalo ade phone call jek mesti lari... girlfren la tuh.. ekekekeke... suara selembut sutera... sexy gituh.. ekekekeke...

Sejak2 kebelakangan nih asyik2 ler dengar citer pasal kawen la.. bersalin laa...
Semalam lunch ngan Dahlia, Farah ngan Liza. Ketiga2nye dah layak kawen dah.. boifren masing2 tgh tunggu diaorg setuju ake... ekekekekek... *jgn mara ek!* Liza la org pertama..katanya InsyaAllah next year... bagus la... Dahlia dlm 2-3 tahun lagi, Farah dah dekat dah kot... ekekekeke.. Tapi bagus btol la bebudak nih, diaorg tau pasal menda2 yg berkaitan nih. Aku haram tatau ape.

Pastu tak kurang jugak rakan2 yg baru jadik Mummy / Daddy. Tahniah kepada Kak Yati *member ofis* yg dapat 1st baby boy. Juga kepada Gopi *member ofis* baru jugak menjadi father to a baby girl (kalo tak silap gilr la.. heheheh). Then to Kili & Liza *member BMI* 1st baby boy.. and finally to Kak Fidzoh & Abg Salleh *member BMI* pun 1st baby boy. Lepas nih sape nye turn la plak ek? Oh ya!! My cousin kat KJ tu... dah brape bulan ek? Rasanya macam this year jugak! Eeee...tak sabarnye!!! Ehehehehe.. bertambahler anak2 sedara..

Pastu bercerita pasal family, semua orang sekarang tgh cam sibuk2 nak beli rumah. Turut serta la aku. Berbelah bahagi jugak. Beli rumah kat KL, rumah kat Muar tu nak buat ape? Kalo aku duit banyak bertaburan takpe la jugak. Hish... timbul la pulak soal kewangan. By end of this year macam2 nak kena bayar. Semester lepas tak apply loan, yuran blaja satu sen tak bayar lagi.. and that cost me RM1800. Mara baru bayar dalam RM1000. Ade lagi 6-7 ribu lagi. Beli keta, duit minyak ngan toll lagik. Pegi bercuti, renew passport jek RM300 ek? Walaupun di sponsor, at least kena ade kurang2 RM2000 dalam tangan. Apehal laaaa sejak2 kerja nih bila timbul citer duit jek.. dah tak main ratus2 dah. Semuanye ribu2. Penin nye pala nak pikir.

Oleh itu la bila timbulnya masa2 seperti ini, I wish for a rich knight in shining armour to come and take me away from all these. Bilerkah masa itu akan tiba? Soon, hopefully!

Tak boleh ke dapat degree TANPA buat ape2 assignment?

~hehehehe~

How to make a scabbers

Ingredients: 3 parts anger 1 part courage 5 parts joy

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lovability if desired!

Arsehole!!!!

Today : Went to Nobel Prize Centennial Exhibition with officemates.

Today also : Back to Muar.

Saturday : Sleep & watch Cartoon Network + MTV + Channel [V]

Sunday : Sleep & watch Cartoon Network + MTV + Channel [V]

Sunday also : Back to KL.

Moday : Training Xerox DocuShare in PJ.

Tuesday : Training Xerox DocuShare in PJ.

Wednesday : VMU Launch for the University.

Tuesday : Terkial2 siapkan assignment, from today until Saturday.

Sunday : 2nd Class in UIA, PJ.

Monday : Wishing there are no Mondays.

More Than Words
by Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words.....

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words.....

Colin Farrell kat sebelah aku nih cakap sendiri ke? *hmmmmmm...* Suara tak best aaa... ekekekeke..

kat cyber cafe!!!

Finally!!! Chat jugak dengan my college mate, Nett. Rupa2nya dia skang tinggal dengan Vouge kat Bukit Antarabangsa. Aiyaaaa...dekat jek! Minah tu nye family pun dah pindah Johor balik dah... betapa lamanya aku tak contact dia. Plan nak buat gath probably in August, before she and the others fly off to UK. *eyy anom, what say u?*

Bleh ajak sape ek? Hmmmm... Me, Anom, Muza, Fizah, Nett, Vouge, Niza, Piah, Yanti, DD, Jas, Marina. Will have to ask Fazni and Bib. Weh Nom!! Sape lagik??? Lupa aaaa... bebudak SPM batch kita dulu??

~ehhh sumer pompuan ek?? ekekekeke... Girl Power baby!~

Was fired up to do my work this morning. And at the end of the day, after kerja for today is settled, aku rasa cam nak pensan. Bukannye kerja buruh buat bangunan pun, tapi otak rasa cam dah penat, mata rasa cam bleh la dipejamkan sat... bahu/tengkuk dah lenguh. Another strain coming. Bila time2 camni tidur pun cam tak selesa. *sigh*

Hahahahahahaha...

Erk... member sebelah aku nih ajak lak trainee2 hensem dok discuss kat meja dia. Isk isk... juling bijik mata aku nak memandang. Hehehehe...

Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia
by Dewa

Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau,
Menjadi keping-keping setelah kau pergi,
Tinggalkan kasih sayang yg pernah singgah antara kita,
Masihkah ada sayang itu..

Memang salahku yg tak pernah bisa,
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu,
Walau 'tuk terus bersama kau nada hati akan terluka,
Masihkah ada sayang itu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Mungkin tak mungkin 'tuk terus bersama,
Dalami semua cinta yg tak dijalani,
Tapi bila itu yang kau fikir yang terbaik untukmu,
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Simpan sisa-sisa cerita cinta berdua,
Walau tak tercipta cerita cinta berdua..

Still I have in my eyes,
Still I have forever..

Memang salahku yg tak pernah bisa,
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu,
Walau 'tuk terus bersama kau nada hati akan terluka,
Dan ku tahu kau tak mahu..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Skali lagi maafkanlah,
Kerna aku cinta kau dan dia,
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa tinggalkan dirinya..

Still I have in my eyes,
Still I have forever..

What Pattern Are You?

If you feel like you OWN us, go ahead and put a chop on our heads. "Property of bloody ___ (State company name)". Such a sore loser!

Nak amik cuti pun susah. Geram tau. Today dia kasik email to all staff pasal cuti. Must give "The Reason", three days in advanced and if failed to do so, leave will not be approved. Can't even use the traditional "family or personal matters" anymore.

And she even asked my friend why I take 2 days leave when last month I stated that I wanted to take only a day. Well, guess what, last month SHE stated that she'll be on leave 2 days... but the week after she was still on leave for 4 days. So why am I being asked? Coz I don't have sisters that were admitted to the hospital because of a major accident? Coz I am no Head Department and my husband is no Big Boss?

So now all of us in this bloody department can't take a fucking emergancy leave. In case of any emergancy, please make sure that it will occur 3 days in advanced. Hmmmm... this is the same thing Kolej Yayasan Saad punye guards said to me.. to write a letter before bawak balik student waktu malam, when in tears I mentioned that my grandfather just passed away. Tak sangka mereka setaraf.

My long weekend was fun! Thursday went to all the banks in the world to settle off my payments here and there... and in the evening the 6 of us went to Midvalley. I bought a new pair of sneakers. Hehehehe...

Friday 7 of us single women - went to Genting. Tapi rupanya my cousins nih ramai yg scared of heights. So tak main sangat la... sikit2 je.. Nak masuk Snow World but it was all fully booked. 4 cousins totally refused to ride in the same cable car as me and cousin Lin. One just had to. Hehehehe... Bengang aje dia coz kitaorg siap main2 lagi and she held on to the tiang until tangan dia basah!

Saturday went jalan2 kat Time Square ngan area2 Bukit Bintang. Didn't buy anything, but saw 2-3 celebrities. At the end of the day we were all very tired and cancelled our plan to go to pasar malam Jalan TAR. Balik makan Pizza!

Sunday went to Sogo, Jalan TAR, CM and Petaling St. Bought DVDs and suddenly diaorg kata ade rush. Thank goodness aku dah simpan dengan selamatnye cd tu. Tapi tak nampak pun DBKL, but orang2 yg jual tu dah sibuk2 lari lintang-pukang kemas their stuff. Went home and watched New York Minute, and after that bid farewll to 4 cousins yg kena balik Muar. Maka tinggal lah kami bertiga kembali... sunyi ler...

I'm Chandler Bing from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.

This is like, my favourite poster ever!! Sirius and Harry. Two of the characters which I love most! Also found some cute pictures of Harry ~Daniel Radcliffe~ from the Sorcerer's Stone and now, Prisoner of Azkaban.

Hari ni rasa kaki macam tak pijak tanah. Asyik ler daydream. All the way to Sri Petaling, sib baik jek la aku diri depan pintu LRT. Kalau tak mesti aku terlepas Chan Sow Lin. This is mostly because I no longer have the mood to work. My working day will end at 5.30pm today, as for this week. I'll be on leave tomorrow and Friday.

And of course, aku still belum over my fever of Harry Potter movies. Watched the 1st one last night with Mung. Jadik harnih went surfing again... and found some posters.

Aku rasa cun aaa posters kat atas tuh... gambar sorang2... tapi ade jugak posters lain - see attachment below - dimana aku rasa tak secantik poster kat atas..