Thursday, December 29, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Lusa kita akan melangkah ke tahun baru, 2006. Sudahkah azam tahun 2005 anda tercapai? Sudahkah anda write a long list of new resolutions for 2006? Atau adakah anda seperti saya; tidak menetapkan apa2 azam...just make one along the way?

2005 adalah tahun kejatuhan aku la rasanya. Awal tahun aje dah kena chicken pox. Since then aku rasa tahap kesihatan aku kurang memuaskan. Tidak sepertimana pada tahun2 sebelum ini, aku jarang nak demam ke...sakit ape2 ke.. Dan result study aku pun mula turun. Semester January aku punya result paling teruk skali. Lepas tu aku rasa susah nak naikkan lagi gred. Sedihnya aku. Hidup aku pun tunggang-langgang. Dengan sakit, kerja, blaja, masa utk family, masa utk kawan2... sampai waktu aku free utk diri sendiri aku dah malas. Tido menjadi agenda utama. Serious punya tunggang-langgang sampai aku pun naik rimas dengan tahap kemalasan aku yg kronik ni. Love life? Walaupun Mummy bagi hint soh carik boipren, tapi still, ianya non-existent.

Kesimpulannya, tahun 2005 ni biasa aje ke-teruja-an-nya. Ada yang baik dan best, tetapi kejatuhan dan kelemahan mengatasi segalanya. Tahun 2006, aku harap hidup aku berubah ke arah yg lebih baik.

Happy New Year!

Thursday, December 29, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Harini ngan esok Dahlia takde. Dapat MC dua hari, demam plak makcik sorang tu. Semalam dia dok bersin kat ofis dengan volume yg begitu kuat! Huhuhuhuh.. sian dia. Tapi of all days, dia kena pilih harinih utk start cuti? Aduhai... Hari dimana aku terasa macam nak bercerita, nak meluahkan perasaan aku. Ekekekeke... Sedihnye takde orang nak dengo celoteh aku nih. Nak cerita kat spermajalang? Aisehmen.. malu la i! Tapi takpe, Cik Arin pula yg sanggup membaca email2 aku yg panjang berjela itu. * Tima kasih, Cik Arin! *

Mummy plak dah balik Muo pagi tadi. Kalau tak, balik rumah bleh sembang2 dengan Mummy. Makan berteman, tengok tv pun berteman. Huhu... Takpela, sabo sket. Esok petang Mummy datang lagi! Pasal Saturday sumer orang kat Muo mau datang lepak KL maaa... Heheheheh..

Jadik petang ni aje la aku keseorangan. Kesunyian, bak kata dia.
* Uwekkkkkkk!! Nak muntah aku!!! *

Sedih la dok sorang2 nih... Rasa cam takde kawan sangat plak. Tiada tempat bermanje laaa. Nak nanges nih!

:(

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Happy Birthday, Mummy!!!

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Lagu2 Prodigy yg sedang berkumandang ini membawa aku kembali ke zaman2 skolah, dimana aku ngan Jaja asyik dok layan jek lagu2 diaorg nih. Ekekekeke... sesekali dengo balik, syok beb. Terasa seperti nak max kan bunyik, bangun dari seat, terlonjak2 macam orang tak betul. Kalau la boss benarkan.....

And I'm trying to get some sense from the Dream Theatre nye music. It's progressive rock, katanya. Ok gak laa... takde la memeningkan pala aku sangat, sepertimana Soulfly does. Tapi diaorg pun different genres kan. Oh well, cemana skalipun I'd settle for Deep Purple anytime.




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Lagu fevret at the moment.

Thursday, December 22, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

One look is enuff to make me giggle like some sick school kid walking pass her crush.

Damn.

Note to self: Please lah dude... pathetic!!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

The Sun, Wednesday December 21, 2005.

"Sexuality education would be absorbed into subjects such as Islamic education, Moral, Health, Science, Biology and Bahasa Malaysia."

Bahasa Malaysia?
Oh... preperation for oral is it?

Tuesday, December 20, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

1. Photostat-machine guy tu funny la. Selamba je orangnye. Suara pun sexy2 gitu.

2. Besides karipap, nasi ayam kat TM tu pun sedap. I dream of Nasi Ayam!

3. I don't understand hardcore punk/punkrock/metal/thrash... whatever mosh in the world.

4. I don't have to wait for Simon today. Yeay!

5. A cup of Nescafe a day keeps the doctor away.

6. Haven't been home (Muar) for a month. Miss talking to the cats.

7. How exactly do you spell "Vacuum"? As in the vacuum cleaner. Does it go with 2 Us or 1 U? Whatever it is, the interior of my car needs it badly!

8. Next week is Mummy's birthday. Belum pikir lagi ape nak kasik.

9. I have 3 simcards now, but I hardly ever use it. Top-up aje la takmoh kasi mati.

10. I love Harry Potter!

Monday, December 19, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm so in love with Rupert Grint, a.k.a Ronald Weasely that I had to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire for the 3rd time yesterday. Ahaks... I know! I'm crazy. Cannot help it la... him and Harry (Dan Radcliffe) are so cute! Cute ke? Hensem kot.. ntahla. Janji aku suke. Planned to treat myself with HP books during the weekend, but instead, aku switched to movies. Cheaper. Ekekekeke... Yela, aku kan cheapskate. Keh keh keh.

I also love the weekend yg baru saja berlalu ni. I had it all to myslef. Waking up at noon, eating alone, driving alone, watch movies alone.... sleeping alone? Ekekekeke... Tapi Saturday night, I was pampered by Teh and her friend, Vee. Had dinner in Gombak, hang-out in Shah Alam, cuci2 mata ushar mamat2 yg tgh tunggu race. Then gi minum kat Syed Bistro in KJ. All these places and I didn't have to drive or even pay! I love being the youngest sister. Hehehehe..

Walaucemanasekalipun, aku telah mempelajari sesuatu. Aku baru tau aku takbleh berhadapan dengan dia, 2 kali dalam masa 3 hari. Rasa macam nak membunuh pun ada. * Avada Kedavra! * And so, I think I'm on Mummy's side now, macam tak brapa suka aku berkawan dgn dia all these while. What's good for Mummy and my family, is good for me. Bukanla aku terus takmoh kawan ngan dia, * eh tapi cam menarik je kalau dia terus hilang dari idop aku* tapi cam dah boring kot. Anyway, why should I care? He annoys me THAT much, I tell ya! It's not that he had an affair with that JB girl. He doesn't like her anyway. It ended as fast as it started. But, I would be happy if I can perform that Cruciatus curse on him. Make him suffer! * Crucio! * How evil can I be? Bukannya dia bersalah dgn aku pun?!

The very 1st time I had myself sorted using the Sorting Hat, it put me in Slytherin. Maybe I'm Salazar Slytherin's heir, Lord Voldermort's long lost sister? Muahahahahhaha...

Friday, December 16, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm in LOVE.....!!!!!
I love Rupert Grint coz dia nye rambut sangat best - berselerak. And it seems that dia ni slalu pakai tshirts, torn jeans dan kasut yg cam kotor2. Which, pada mata aku dia ni cool! Dan aku memang semulajadik suka kat orang yg cam "kotor2" nih. Kalau la Rupert ni dok kat Mesia, confirm aku gi carik dia sampai ke lubang cacing!

Rupert Grint

And Robert Pattinson is SO sexy!!

Cedric
Dan dia ni plak lagi satu. Pada aku, him as Cedric Diggory tak hensem. Pasal rambut dia tersusun, dahtu macam skema2 jek rupa. Tapi orang betul.. mak aih! Berdegup kencang dada aku tgk gambo dia. Rambut kaler itam pastu cam berselerak jugak. Aduh.... Kalau dia nih la boipren aku, harus aku kunci dalam almari tak kasik orang tengok pun! Heheheheh...

Thursday, December 15, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Yesterday....

7.00pm :* Nokia tune * Read sms. Shocked!

8.00pm : Giving directions.

8.30pm : Aku sent an sms.

9.00pm : Dapat reply. * Smiley, smiley *

9.30pm : Giving directions.

10.00pm - 12.00am: Finally! 2 hours of happiness!

As if seeing Mr. H-from-the-3rd-floor yesterday was a sign.

:)

Wednesday, December 14, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I don't live in the real world anymore. At least for now, when I've just finished reading the 6th book. I cried when Dumbledore died.. and when he was buried, I cried reading the whole last chapter of book 6! Back in the Order of the Phoenix, I cried when Sirius died. And I nearly cried when I watched Cedric died, dibunuh oleh Wormtail! I kept having images of Dumbledore and Voldemort before I go to sleep @ night, when I'm sleeping and when I wake up in the middle of the night. Daytime, my mind is constantly in the wizarding world, wondering what would happen to Harry in the final book. I like it this way, not having to set my foot on the ground, in muggle world...which is full of corruption and madness. It's not like they're having a peaceful time in the wizarding world now, after Voldemort's alive once again, but it's good enuff for me. Suka aku la kan? Hahahahaha...

Akan tetapi, this morning as Dahlia & I was walking towards the office, kami terserempak dengan Mr. H-from-the-3rd-floor. Maka tatkala itu jantung aku rasa macam terjatuh ke tanah terus! Terjaga aku dari lamunan, dan terus aku kembali ke muggle world. How much he reminds me of him. He, who came to KL and had no time to come and visit me. He, who is having a new affair in JB. He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named.

Dahla. Malas nak balik ke muggle world. Banyak noo benda yg perlu difikirkan. Sementara tengah semester break * macam tak break je pasal kena kerja * ni, aku akan biarkan diri aku melayang ke wizarding world. Hmmmm... ingat nak beli buku 5 la. Dah terlupa cerita nye cemana. Nak tunggu balik Muo, harapan next year la baru aku bleh baca!

Mungkin Nanti
Peter Pan

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

Tuesday, December 13, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Scabbers : Isk hensemnya orang tu.... Hensem giler!!!

Yup, me and my big mouth. The guy obviously heard the statement. My voice was loud enuff to travel to the next room! It turns out that he's a new director or something @ SCG, our sister company, down at the 4th floor. So we'll be seing him quite a lot after this.

The Boss just confirmed with my collegue that he's still single. Guess how old he is?

26.

Young, kan? And now everybody's looking my way and saying, "Go get him, Scab!". Urghhhh... Malunya! Bukan aku malu dengan that handsome man, since dia tak tau sape antara kite semua yg dok kata2 dia hensem, but dengan collegues aku la. Nasib baik tak semua orang baca blog ni, kalau tak haritu when I stated how handsome spermajalang looks, sure kena lagi teruk one!

Monday, December 12, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I'm now reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Without guilt, of course.

"Stupified, painted gold, stuffed into a miniature tutu and a small wings glued to its back, it glowed down at them all, the ugliest angel Harry had ever seen, with a large bald head like a potato and rather hairy feet."
- Chapter Sixteen, A Very Fosty Christmas, pg 309.


Almost done with the book anyway, a few chapters to go. Tried saving it for tonight, but I can't seem to put the book down. Forced myself to sleep around 3 this morning. Not a very comfortable sleep, though. Keep waking up to Dumbledore's long white beard and Voldermort's handsome face. When he was young, that is.

Almost 11am now and I'm starting to feel a bit sleepy. But still, I can't seem to wipe the smile off my own face! Har har har. Syok nye pasal dapat baca Harry Potter at last. Tak sabarnye nak tau ape jadik @ the end of this book.....

Fav pic at the moment.

Friday, December 09, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I may seem calm, but I am so freaking-out right now. My exam is tomorrow, and I haven't studied yet. My carry marks are low and so is my CGPA. If I even get a C for this killer subject, I think I may have to stop living at all.

I was on leave yesterday. Down with a fever, flu and so on. Am still in a wreck. Back @ the office today, so many work to do yet so little time. My collegue have already asked for my work. There's a presentation on Monday and we need to integrate the whole system. I'm trying my best here, u know. It's not easy to concentrate on work when every 5 minutes u feel like u're gonna faint sebab terlalu banyak cahaya menusuk mata sampai ke otak. Nak tulis blog ni je satu masalah. Tapi aku gagahi jua.

I know I have to finish the work today, and I know I have to finish study by 12 noon tomorrow. I only have few hours left. Damn...sakit pala.... seram seram seram!!! I think I'm gonna go and cry.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

I've lost my Malaysian Idol voice. Har har. But I think it's getting better already. After I gulped down 2 bottles of 1500ml mineral water. Walau macam mana pun, I think I'm paying Dr. Shariff a visit la tonight. I don't want to fall sick. I have an exam this Saturday, and as usual, I'm not prepared. Biler la gamaknya aku nak insaf dari doing work @ the last minute? Ngeh ngeh ngeh...

Yesterday I did some quizzez. I found out that my Harry Potter knowledge is better than my spelling knowledge. What is happening in this world today? They teach HP in classes and not spelling?! Ekekekeke... I'm a bad example for future generations. Think I'll have to cancel the baby la kalau cenggini. ;P

More quizzez today, and one thing leads to another, and now, Dahlia's searching for New Kids On The Block's songs for me. Yeay! I love the 80s!! What I can remember from my 80s are John Stamos, 21 Jump Street, Duran Duran & Michael Jackson. Zaman tu aku blom skolah/skolah rendah. Syiok!!

* Aiya.. I thought spermajalang yg lalu. Rupanya The Boss. And I was smiling while looking @ the sytax errors. Die la! *

Tuesday, December 06, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Jujur
Radja

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
Apakah kau memberiku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa kumengerti
Bukan sumpah atau janji

Buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hatimu bisa menerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
O... Ho... O... Ho...

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya

Monday, December 05, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Glamourous weekend. Saturday went to Reza AF3's open house. *Reza is cousin Lin's friend*. Took pictures with Amelya, Akma, Yazer *OMG OMG OMG!!!*, Ekin, Reza *Of course* & Cikgu Siti Hajar. I can't breathe when Yazer berdiri disebelah aku. Seriously. Lin laughed at me & Win was mad coz I fell on her. Terlalu asyik memerhatikan Yazer. Hehehehehe.. Kebiasaannya aku normal di samping mana2 lelaki, hensem mahupun tak. Tapi biler time Yazer jek aku cam tak betul. Nerves siot. Kelu tak terkata. Har har har!! Tapi dia tak gheti berkomunikasi. Unlike Reza, dimana dia telah memberi layanan yg baik kepada semua yg datang kerumahnya. His brothers, Rico and Kimi are cute! The other brother, ntah sapa namanya, cam low profile sket. He acted like he doesn't belong to the family. Me & Nurin stayed until 11pm, an hour before Andy Flop Poppy came with his wife. Lin who stayed there longer, and knows that I like Andy, didn't take pictures of him! Takmoh kawan Lin la cenggini!!

Sunday went to Time Square, coz Nur said ada Ruffedge. Since Nurin suke noo kat Azan Ruffedge tu, kiteorg pun stop by la nak tgk. Rupanya ada Explorace with celebs, plus show daripada artis2 yg masuk Juara Lagu. Tapi host dia, Azwan Ali. Yuck!!!! How can anybody stand him? *Sorry la Zack, dulu ko suka dia ek?*. Ella sang 2 songs, Shazzy sang my fav song, Kenapa. Then ada ramai giler celebs... yg aku kenal dan yg tidak. New comer and old-timer. Sumernya ada.

Pastu pegi Sg Wang. They were having AIDS/HIV Awareness Campaign, and they handed Nur a pack of condoms. Mung took it from me later, pasal Mummy dah bising the thing dalam poket aku. Hehehehehe. I think Mung should give me la that thing. To protect myself from the evil sperm, a.k.a spermajalang. Har har har. Maaf kepada semua pihak. Kenot help it lah.

Ok la. 5 more minutes to lunch. Lapor la tak breakfast. Chow!

Friday, December 02, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Nervous like hell.

He's in town. Should I go see him? Should i? SHOULD I??

Lucky he didn't ask me to take EL, just because he wants to see me on a working day. If not, I guarentee you, he'll be dead by now. After what happened last time, sape tak BENGANG?!

Thursday, December 01, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

Nak bagi sms, aku pikir 18 kali.

Nak miskol, aku pikir 25 kali sambil berharap I can't get thru.

Biler dapat miskol, aku nerves nak mati.

Biler dia reply sms, aku rasa MARAH! Rasa cam nak makan orang.

Terus aku hilang mood. Jadik tak tentu hala.

Buduh!

Itulah yg berlaku setiap kali aku nak contact ex-husband. Ntah pesal ape agaknye dari dulu sampai skang, biler dia contact aku rasa cam nak marah aje.

Marah. Geram.

EeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEEEeeee...!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005 0 Comments A+ a-

One paper completed, one more to go. Ye ye jek aku plan nak gi tgk wayang & search for magazines semalam, after exam. Rupa2nya tak larat...terlepak terus kat rumah. Mana tak nya, I had one night to cover the whole module. Pala otak macam nak pecah. Lagi satu paper is on the 10th. Better study dulu...kalau tak terbakar otak aku. Tapi ada satu dugaan hebat utk aku. Sekarang ni, buku 6 - Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is in MY hands!! * Thank you Nur * At the moment, I've read 2 pages aje. Itupun pasal nak lepaskan gian membaca buku Harry Potter. Rasa bersalah plak nak baca dulu, pasal nanti takleh stop. Biler dah takleh stop...biler lak aku nak study? Kan?? Oh hidup ini penuh dgn dugaan~

Shahnaz contact aku, kata nak belanja tgk Harry Potter this Saturday. Tapi takleh la..Mummy and cousins sumer dtg, jadik tak dapat la aku nak mencuci mata tgk Harry, Ron, Fred, George, Krum & Cedric buat kali ke-3 nya. Isk. Maybe I'll go again la next week..kalau dlm poket aku ada extra RM5. Takpun...ada sape2 yg nak belanja aku tak?? Aku free lepas keje. Har har har.

Oh ye, semalam aku mimpi. Buat kali ke-4 nya ada baby dalam mimpi aku. Ada apa2 maksud ke kalau nampak baby in dreams? Tapi yg paling bestnya.. the main actor in my dream ialah Jehan Miskin. * WTF????!!! * Aku tak suka dia la...macam geli2 jek aku tgk. Tapi boleh plak dalam mimpi aku tu, dia jadik best giler. Dan hensem. But still, aku tak suka dia dalam mimpi tu. Dia pun takde la suka aku... tapi kiteorg cam lepak sama2 la kat umah dia. And the baby.. dia punya. Aku main ngan baby tu..pastu aku kasi makan. Sedang aku rasa gembira dan seronok layan baby, tetiba aku terjaga. Fuh...sebaik. Kalo tak nanti perasaan aku terhadap baby membuak2 jadiknye. Huhuhuh..