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Friday, December 28, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Happy Birthday, Mummy!

Aku akan pulang ke kampung malam ni, InsyaAllah. Tanpa hadiah. Harap2 kepulanganku cukup bermakna buat Mummy (poy giler ayat aku nih).

Juga selamat menyambut Tahun Baru 2008. Semoga tahun depan lebih bermakna buat kita semua (skali lagi diselitkan ayat poy disinih).

Since next year aku dah tak belajar lagi, tinggal amik MUET jek, aku pun nak pasang la azam untuk tahun yg sangat baru bagi aku. Jadi disini aku ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk meng-list kan cita2 aku yg harapnye tidak akan aku sia-sia kan.

Berikut adalah azam saye:

1. Pegi exercise kalau boleh setiap pagi pada hujung minggu yg free.
2. Beli segala jenis kaler & merialisasikan kepuasan diri dalam bidang coloring. (Read : Saye suke mewarne).
3. Go travel! Kurang2 kena sampai rumah Dahlia kat Perak.
4. Have a social life.
5. At least pretend to enjoy meeting new people.
6. Find myself a boyfriend.

Ade lagik ke ek? Rasanya itu aje.... I'll write it down somewhere nanti. Biler dah berjaya i'll cancel it off and add any new azam yg datang along the way.

Am so looking forward to 2008! :)

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

Saya berasa sungguh gembira......

-_-

Monday, December 24, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I am thankful that I have so many work to do, so I don't have to layan perasaan dan rasa sedih, sakit hati, kecewa, nak-terjun-bangunan dan sebagainya.

Tapi, aku sempat jugak tulis posting ni. Sungguh tak perlu!

Thursday, December 20, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Wish me luck. I have 2 important datelines before Christmas!!!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Terlalu Cinta
Rossa

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pada suatu hari yg tenang kira2 dua puluh tahun yg lalu, Saseme Street telah membuat satu episod dimana Bert & Ernie bertengkar.... lalu aku menjadi sangat takut dan terus berpaling daripada tv. Aku sedar pada hari itu yg aku tidak suka kepada pergaduhan dan apa2 yg memutuskan talian persaudaraan/persahabatan.

Semalam aku surf YouTube dan melihat himpunan Bersih yg hangat diperkatakan sekarang nih. Tidak aku tahu betapa keruh keadaan ditempat kejadian sehinggakan mendapat coverage dari CNN, Al-Jazeera dan lain2 media diserata dunia. Aku berasa takut. Sangat takut. Aku juga berasa sedih kerana tergambar didepan mata aku perbalahan antara manusia. Apetah lagi bila perkara tersebut berlaku di negara aku sendiri, di tempat aku tinggal, tempat tumpah dara ku.

Eh, darah.

Dengan perasaan takut dan sedih melihat pemecah-belahan umat manusia ditempat sendiri, aku telah menitiskan air mata tanpa ku sedari. Terfikir jika satu hari nanti perkara ini menjadi sangat besar, mendapat sambutan dari lebih ramai orang, the possibility of war is gonna happen. Macam mana yg berlaku di negara lain seperti Indonesia, Thailand dan lain2. The main thing yg aku terfikir, macam mana kalau aku yg mati dalam keadaan huru-hara tu?

Kenapa tak boleh kita hidup dalam keadaan aman damai? Why must there be perkelahian and war? Why must there be hate? Can't we just love each other and live in peace?

Aku sungguh tak sangka perkara ni boleh berlaku kat Malaysia ni. Then again, sapelah aku untuk tau ape2 sedangkan aku sendiri tak mahu untuk mengambil endah tentang keadaan sekeliling aku. Bila ada unsur politik walau sedikit pun, aku tidak memang tak berminat langsung.

Nowadays aku cuma baca headline surat khabar sahaja. Mengenai eksiden yg berlaku di Jelapang semalam, sungguh mengerikan. Aku terbaca yg badan pemandu bas terputus dua? Sekali lagi aku terfikir about death. My death. I dont wanna go that way. Ngeri. Bayangkan macam mana kite rasa sebelum badan kite terputus dua tu? Of course lah sakit dia takboleh nak digambarkan. Isk. Meremang bulu roma aku.

Tapi dengan dosa2 aku yg tekumpul selama 25 tahun aku hidup ni, membuatkan aku lebih takut. Orang yg baik akan pergi dengan aman, tapi kita macam mana? Sudahkah anda bersedia menghadapi maut? Death is just around the corner, dude. If I can just shout-out to very single soul in this world, dan juga kepada diri aku sendiri....

Insaf lah.

Semalam something happened, tapi semuanya selamat. Alhamdulillah. Insiden tu membuat aku lebih banyak terjaga dan teringat. Aku sangat bersyukur kerana aku telah dilindungi dari perkara yg tidak mampu untuk aku gambarkan. Buat aku lemah lutut je. Dan skali lagi, nak buat shout-out and as a reminder juga (kita kan patut saling mengingati?).....

Sudahkah anda mengucapkan syukur pada hari ini?

Eh, sebenarnye aku nye posting kali nih ntah hape2 jek kan? Aku pun pening membaca. Harap korang pening juga.

:P

Monday, December 10, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Hanum & Faizin.

*Sob! Sob!*

Da kawen da kawan aku sorang nih... Biler time2 cenggini la teringat waktu 1st time bekenalan dulu kat kolej, susah senang blaja, semua2 lah. Sape sangka kawan aku yg dulu tak geti nak pandang lelaki skang da slamat jadik wife orang. Huhuhu....

Aku baru jek jadi kawan, aku dah rasa very der touching tgk dia kawen...tinggalkan aku membujang. Cemana la gamaknye kalau aku ada anak nanti. Confirm aku menangis 7hari 7 malam. Sedih beb!!!

Anyway, love the wedding! Meriah dengan warna. Purple waktu bersanding bleh dijadikan contoh. Kehkehkeh....

Mari tengok gambar disini.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Aku Sebatang Pen

Namaku Joe. Aku sebatang pen yg dilahirkan disebuah kilang di Penang. Kiranya, aku nih anak mami. Sewaktu aku berumur 1 hari, aku telah dimasukkan ke dalam sebuah kotak bersama kawan-kawan yg lain. Dalam kotak tu sangat sempit dan gelap. Seronok juga sbb aku dihimpit oleh 2 batang pen betina. Gerun aku memikirkan nasib jika bukan Lucy dan Sabariah yg menemaniku sepanjang perjalanan kami ke Kuala Lumpur.

Kami kemudian dijual di Isetan KLCC. Bagaimana aku tau? Sebab aku terdengar suara cashier yg berkata, "Thank you for shopping at Isetan KLCC. Please come again". Ya, tatkala itu kami telah dibeli. Sesampainya kami dirumah pembeli itu, kotak ku telah dibuka oleh seorang anak kecil yg kemudiannya mencapai Lucy lalu terus menconteng dinding rumah.

Kasihan Lucy, kepalanya hampir patah dikerjakan oleh anak kecil itu. Nasib aku lebih baik, dan aku bersyukur. Aku telah diambil oleh seorang perempuan, ibu kepada anak kecil tadi. She's one hot momma, I tell ya! Dia menggunakan aku untuk menulis surat kepada rakan karibnya yg tinggal jauh di kota London.

Sedang aku digunakan, tiba-tiba anak kecil tadi menolak ibunya dan aku terjatuh ke atas lantai. Kepalaku pening, aku hampir pengsan. Seluruh tubuhku bergetar. Hot momma memarahi anaknya lantas mengutip aku kembali. Tetapi, aku sudah tidak berdaya lagi untuk merembeskan cecair yg tadinya membuat hot momma gembira dan tersenyum.

Aku dicampak kedalam tong sampah kerana tidak boleh digunakan lagi. Perasaan sedih dan pilu kesal menyelubungi diriku. Aku kesal terhadap kilang yg telah menlahirkanku. Mengapakah aku dicipta se-cikai ini?

MENGAPA????!!!!!!

Riwayatku tamat dengan titisan air mata jantanku.......

Friday, November 30, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I miss you~

:(

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

APA? JACK NAK TUNANG?! (dengan intonasi iklan Fernleaf lembu 2 juta)

There goes one fine human being dalam kategori lelaki.

Oh tapi biarlah dia, aku tumpang gembira. Bak kata pepatah aku kepada Mummy

"Takbleh, dia tu classmate. Officemate, classmate, kawan keluarga... semua takleh"

Tapi, aku bukanlah seorang yg cerewet.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Everybody's gonna die eventually kan? What if my time comes sooner? Will there be anybody who even remembers me then, apart from my Mummy and family?

I may have asked this question before, but.... ada ke orang nak ingat kat aku? Pada hari yg badan terasa sakit sana sini, ditambah pula dengan pagi yg muram kerana hujan, macam2 bermain di fikiran aku.

Monday, November 26, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Like You'll Never See Me Again
Alicia Keys

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

How many really know what love is?
No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don't really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you'll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you'll never see me again
(like you'll never see me again)

* Kalau ada part yg tak appropriate, maafkan aku. Aku hanya copy-paste jek.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Weekend haritu best jugak la. Jalan KLCC on Saturday (but came back empty-handed, as usual) and stayed in on Sunday. A weekend all To and For myself.

Monday morning memang kemalasan melanda. Celik mata je dah niat nak cuti. Tapi sepanjang hari terpaksa membizi kan diri walaupun kalau diberi peluang untuk balik tido, akan aku tunaikan tanpa berfikir panjang.

Malam semalam Mummy & Cousin Dina datang sbb Dina ada interview harinih. Aku harap dia dapat keje tu sbb dekat ngan KL Sentral, so dia stay rumah aku dan akan datang bleh la gamaknye aku ada duit extra utk disimpan. Pagi tadi Mummy buatkan breakfast; Nescafe and scrambled egg. Maka kemalasan itu skali lagi menyelubungi diri. Kemalasan yg sangat amat!

Tadi Cousin Hani pulak sampai sini sbb nak teman kakak dia interview lagi kat Shah Alam pulak. So I guess I won't be too lonely this week. Tapi tak best sbb Mummy balik Muar esok sbb birthday Fatin, cucu kesayangan la hendaknye.

* Sapela aku... sob! sob!*

Jadiknye kalau ada kawan, bersemangat la sket aku nak stay-up study untuk Final Exam this Friday.

*LOL*

Yeah, right!

Friday, November 16, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life, I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance, letting you inside

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, but I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight, like being in love
To feel for the first time

* First Time - Lifehouse

........biler la gamaknye........

Monday, November 12, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pada suatu hari yg tenang, sedang aku berjalan menuju ke cafe utk berjumpa dengan rakan2, aku diberhentikan oleh seorang lelaki yg tidak dikenali. Lelaki itu memberi salam kepada aku lantas bertanyakan mengenai pelajar2 matrikulasi uia. Aku menerangkan sebanyak mana yg aku tahu mengenai situasi yg diajukan kepadaku. Dia merupakan salah seorang bekas pelajar uia yg datang untuk perjumpaan alumni mereka.

Setelah beberapa lama berbual, aku merasai kurang selesa berdiri dihadapannya. Ini kerana mata lelaki tersebut begitu galak memerhatikan diriku dari atas hingga ke bawah. Beberapa ketika kami berbual, aku mendapati matanya jatuh kebahagian yg-tak-perlu-aku-tuliskan-tapi-korang-tau-kat-mana. Tambahan pula, dia asyik bertanya latar belakang diri aku; negeri asalku, tempat kerja, tempat tinggal dan sebagainya. Lelaki itu ada juga menghulur tangannya sebagai tanda perkenalan kami.

Tidak cukup dengan semua itu, dia meminta pula nombor telefon aku. Aku yg sudah tidak tahan dengan caranya mencipta pelbagai alasan. Tetapi malang sekali lelaki yg memakai cermin mata, berpenampilan kemas dan bekerja sebagai salah seorang pekerja kerajaan itu tidak berjaya menangkap penolakan aku yg dibuat dengan baik. Sampai di suatu tahap aku berasa sangat cemas kerana terfikir bahawa lelaki ini adalah seorang penipu. Maka aku memberitahu dia bahawa aku ingin meneruskan perjalanan aku ke cafe untuk memberi kad.

Mujurlah ketika itu aku sedang memegang kad undangan perkahwinan sahabat aku, Kerol. Malang sekali, mujur tak mujur juga. Lelaki itu seolah2 tidak mendengar apa yg aku katakan. Dia tetap tersengih dan meminta nombor telefonku. Bersungguh2 juga dia meminta, tetapi aku tetap mencipta alasan. Akhirnya aku meminta diri untuk ke sekian kalinya, dan lelaki tersebut meminta untuk kali terakhir, aku meminta maaf dan terus berpaling untuk meneruskan perjalananku yg tadinya aman.

Aku berasa sangat takut dengan lelaki itu.

Aku baru je tau cemana nak amik gambar guna webcam aku nih. Utk kengkawan yg blom pernah tgk aku yg sekarang, aku kasik gambo ek? Enterprem siot!!!! Hahahaha...

Friday, November 09, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

very

Very

VeRy

VERY

VERY......................

BORED!!

Alone in UEM today. Alone at home tomorrow. Bleh jadi giler aku cengginih!!

Wednesday, November 07, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Kehadapan diriku,

Tolong tabahkan hati dan kuatkan iman. Jangan terlalu ikut perasaan. Fikir yang terbaik untuk masa hadapan anda. Siler bizi kan diri anda dengan membuat kerja pejabat, belajar utk final exam dan siapkan Final Project yang dah-pending-beberapa-bulan-tinggal-brapa-minggu-je-lagi-nak-submit.

Dengan itu, saya ucapkan selamat maju jaya kepada anda. Dan ingat, angkasawan pertama Malaysia BUKAN Dato' Seri Dr. Jamaludin Jarjis!

Muahahahhahahaha....

Sayang selalu,
gua.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Aku tertinggal handphone kat rumah harini. Sebaik Mummy ada, so in case ada orang call, Mummy bleh tolong jawabkan. Satu mende aku tak suke, aku tak dapat nak call Mummy time lunch. Nak tanya khabar, dah makan ke belum, tahap2 keselamatan dan sebagainya. Itu yg membuatkan aku tak senang duduk.

Nak harapkan boipren aku call? Berhentilah berharap disitu. Sesungguhnya tiada boipren yg nak msg aku. Yang selalu msg aku time keje adalah Arin. Penyeri hp aku. Memberikan ia bunyi-bunyian. Membuatkan aku gembira. Ekekekeke....

Jadi nampaknya harini aku balik awal lagi la hendaknye. Bukan sbb malas mcm semalam, tapi sbb nak re-unite dengan telefon bimbit ku.

Tak sabo nak tgk kalo2 ada Sistem Pesanan Ringkas yg ditinggalkan untuk aku. :D

Thursday, November 01, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

*Yellowcard - Only One.
Lagu kegemaran saye.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pengalaman saye mencabut gigi geraham saya pada hari Jumaat lepas sangat mengerikan. Saye takut pencungkil itu terbenam kedalam gusi saya. Rasanya kalau tercucuk semestinya saye mati disitu juga. Pengalaman saya mengambil masa selama 16 minit, mengikut pengiraan Mummy yg risau menunggu diluar bilik pembedahan (cewah!).

Darah yg mengalir keluar akibat luka yg sangat besar itu tidak berhenti mengalir sehinggalah lewat malam. Dan akhirnya biler nak tido saye terpaksa cabut kapas. Lebih baik saya telan darah dari telan kapas. Di akhir pembedahan saye, doktor tersebut telah menjahit luka yg besar itu. Akibatnye, saye ada benang terbenam dalam gusi saye. Saye suke tengok cermin sbb nampak benang tersebut, akan tetapi saye jugak rasa takut sbb hari Sabtu ni saye nak pegi cabut benang tu.

Tolong doakan keselamatan saye, ye! Sesungguhnya saye sangat takut.

Thursday, October 25, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Biler dah ready, usah tunggu lagi. Hapuskan chapter yg lama and get on with the new.

Contohnye : Delete the other blog supaya takkan ingat cerita lama yg pastinya akan mendatangkan rasa sedih, sakit hati and the urge tu curse.

Tabahkah hati, kuatkan iman dan InsyaAllah semuanya akan berjalan lancar.... Oh dan jangan lupa senyum untuk semua orang didunia!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Inilah dia pilihan hati i. Kalo la dia pandang i cenggini... harus kaki i terus jadi jelly, you!!

Monday, October 22, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Raya haritu pegi round2 rumah kawan beramai2. Sampai rumah Sue, atuknye masih boleh ingat aku lagi. Cuma nama dia cam tak sure. Dia nampak aku, muke dia cam happy bebenor. Dia tau aku yg dok Jalan Daud tu. Dia cakap dah lama tak lalu rumah aku sbb skang dia dah tak larat nak jalan sgt (apetah lagi nak drive lalu depan rumah aku). Dia cakap dulu dia pernah datang rumah aku masa ada marhaban. Aku assume that was about 2 years back, masa Mummy buat open house+potong jambul+marhaban kat rumah time raya.

Then sedang khusyuk kiteorg bergelak ketawa sembang2 catch-up on things, atuk dia mintak excuse nak bercakap dengan aku. Dia bawak satu kotak sederhana saiznya. Dia cakap, dia ingat lagi dulu dia datang rumah aku ada marhaban, arwah Bapak yg jemput. Semua orang dapat sorang satu hadiah (dalam kotak tu la). Dia tunjuk aku kat blakang kotak tu, ada tulisan tulis tarikh dengan tempat. Ada tulis nama arwah atok aku, rumah aku, tarikhnye tahun 1999. Aku tak pasti sama ada tu tulisan atuk Sue atau arwah atok aku... (kot2 la handwriting mereka sama) yang pasti aku rasa agak terharu tengok tulisan tu sbb dia masih ingat, dan membuatkan aku rindu kat arwah Bapak. Aku cakap ngan dia, "masa tu arwah atuk saya ada lagi kan?". Dia kata a'a, dia sempat jumpa marhaban sama2 dengan orang surau.

Atuk Sue lepas tu bukak kotak tu, and to my surprise, kain pelikat yang dihadiahkan tu masih cantik lagi dalam sampul plastiknye. Iskk... sayu hati nye aku time tu takleh nak kata. Dia cakap dia sayang nak pakai, so dia simpan la sampai skang. Aku da takleh nak cakap ape aaa time tu. Aku tengah menahan diri dari menangis depan kawan2. Muka atuk Sue nampak memang happy time dia citer ngan aku. Plus, atuk Sue dah kurus dan nampak tua (he's much younger than arwah tok aku, few years back dia sakit masuk sepital) dan buat aku teringat.... Sedih beb.

Masa balik aku jumpa la salam2 sumer orang. Aku cari dia, tapi dia da masuk toilet nak solat Zohor. So, terpaksalah aku hanye menyampaikan salam.. Lepas umah Sue, gi umah aku plak. Sampai rumah aku citer la kat Mummy & Makton. Suara cam dah takleh kuar dah aku rasa. Tersekat2 jek citer. Air mata dah bergenang.... tapi control sbb sedara mara sumer ramai ada kat dapur. Mummy & Makton pun terharu giler dengar citer aku.

Sampai skang blom boleh lupa saat tu. Aku rasa tu la yang paling aku ingat this year. Yang mana aku rasa raya tu macam RAYA. Al-maklumlah, zaman skang ni raya dah takde rasa ape pun. Macam hari biasa, cuma best sket je... da tak macam dulu.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I’m supposed to be doing my assignment, but no. I had to listen to the music while writing this stupid crap. I always put off work!

Then I start to think, "I have to change!"

But I don’t. Every. Single. Time.

I guess my Hari Raya mood has kicked-in REAL bad, baby! I’ve already packed my bags and my things are all lined up so that I won’t forget. I even selected my undies so I can bring them back to be used during Hari Raya.

Everybody does this, don’t they? (Just nak buat sedap hati sendiri je nih…)

This year may be good. I expect to meet Zul. Dah bertahun tak jumpa, ok! I’m so excited! He’ll be landing in KL on the 10^th, around noon. I’ve been looking forward to this day. Hope he’s still the same person he was back in college, and hope we’ll still have a blast hanging out together. But first, I hope we DO get to hang out.

Oh and another thing, I saw this guy I knew online today. He thought I was some girl named Leen! Hahaha.. Is he still macam dulu ke? Luckily he remembered me. Said he’ll be in Muar on the 2^nd day of Hari Raya. Maybe we’ll meet up, but both of us haven’t asked for each other’s mobile numbers. Haha.

He actually said, "dah lama tak bergayut"

Dude!

That was, like, ages ago! And both of us were in college, in our teens! Flirting was our major. Kinda pathetic come to think of it now, doesn’t it? Nowadays, if a friend calls me more than 10 minutes… I’ll run out of words to say.

And yes, in his case, I forgot who kept quiet first.

Keeping quiet is not a good way to say goodbye, but it’s the only way I know how to say "No" to a person. If I don’t do it, I’ll end up going out again with the person and feeling really awful about it. Because I have to pretend that I like him.

I guess after years of not keeping in touch, it is ok for me to meet him again? Although the first (and last) time I met him, I wasn’t too excited about it. Maybe because he acted like a jerk? Or was it too long ago that I can’t remember? Hahaha…

Now we’re both working adults, and people change kan? Have I changed?

Errr... I’ll let Hanum, Muza, Fizah & Jas be the judge of that. They know me the best when I was growing up.

Oh how I miss college days!

The hanging-out-in-the-room session, the waking-up-late-to-go-to-class, the birthday celebration, the night walk, the sitting-under-the-stars-in-the-field, the so-called doing assignment at the Open Access...

It’s so sad that I had to leave every of that behind. Now all my friends are super busy with their own lives that we rarely see each other. Just the yellow cookie in YM to proof that we still exist in this world.

Yea, it’s all online nowadays and it sucks!

Eh, nampaknye dah tersasar jauh dah penulisan aku nih. Tapi, my writing doesn’t have any specific topic, so why should I care?

Anyway, it’s a surprise that I can write this long. Why can’t I write my assignment as much as this?

Arrrrrghhhh!!!! Do not speak of my Assignment!!!

So ok, have a good Hari Raya to my Muslim friends. Maaf zahir batin.

Drive safe!

Monday, October 08, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Mood Hari Raya sudah sampai kah?
Mine has!

Only thing is, aku tak dengar lagu raya sangat this year. Still, I'm looking forward to go home dan beraya bersama keluarga tercinta! Walaupun beban 2 assignment yg due immediately after raya menuggu aku. Akan aku gagahi jua diri aku untuk menyambut Hari Raya tahun ni dengan penuh gembira!

Tapi sebelum tu, aku rasa otak aku numb la. Either aku banyak sgt tido, or terkurang tido, or asyik tido2 ayam. Errr... bukan aku tido dgn ayam, ni kan bulan puasa lagipun aku suke makan je daging ayam.. tapi maksudnye tido tak lena.

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Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?
Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg' bole diangkat

Friday, October 05, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Jika aku seorang pelakon Hollywood, I’d want to date Colin Farrell! Lepas tu Matthew McConaughey, Keanu Reeves, Johnny Depp and finally Brad Pitt. Aku jenis yg suke save the best for last.

Jika aku seorang rock chick, I want… David Grohl. Then the sexy guitarist of Creed (eh, Creed ada lagi kan? Ke…dah tukar nama band gak ek?), Travis of that-band-f.k.a-Blink182, Fred Durst, Chris Daughtry and John Mayer.

Jika aku seorang hip-hop/r&b chick, I’d want Sean Paul, Usher and BowWow. Tak ramai yg aku nak. Mungkin kalo aku Ciara, aku date la 50cent kan… tapi nasib baik aku bukan. Hahahaha…

Namun ini sumer hanyalah fantasi semata2.

*Emo la tetiba dude................... (tiada kaitan dengan cerita atas)

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Ok, aku baru settle order laptop kat Dell. Sambil dibimbing oleh Encik Kerol. My first time. Hehehe... Sumer aku nak tulis sini sbb aku nak ingat. Agak pathetic gak la ek?

Lunchtime tadi ikut member2 gi Midvalley. Diaorg gi makan, aku pegi hunt for shoes. And I bought 2 pairs sekaligus. Ekekeke... One for comfy jalan2 and another for hari raya. Very der perempuan gituh. Anyway, while I was trying on my 2nd pair...my 2 friends datang sbb diaorg dah habis makan. Boleh dikatakan aku bangga jugak sbb di-accompany oleh 2 cute guys. Har har har...

Kesimpulannya, harini adelah hari yg sangat produktif dalam bidang kewangan aku. Beribu-ribu dah terbang. Harapnye ada pulangan yg baik utk ape yg aku keluarkan ni. InsyaAllah....

Tuesday, October 02, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Setelah 6 bulan aku bekerja dengan my current company, akhirnya aku diconfirmkan. Alhamdulillah...

Thursday, September 27, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Aku pegi amik my 1st ever credit card kol 10pagi tadi kat Plaza Damansara. Tempat dia kemain high class lagi beb! Seram aku masuk.

Nampaknya aku dah melanggar peraturan diri aku sendiri : Takmoh pakai credit card.

Bukan aku saja2 nak rasa, kalo bleh aku mmg taknak rasa... cuma aku nak beli laptop. Aku macam nak urgent. Duit plak tu takde. Wat cemana... terpaksalah aku pinjam dulu duit CIMB. Kad aku kaler silver ada tulis PayPass pastu ada cop MasterCard.

Hahahah... sangat pathetic aku nih! Macam baru dapat boipren! Har har har... Hopefully nafsu aku baik biler aku melangkah masuk KLCC pasni...

Wednesday, September 26, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

*Hate That I Love You - Rihanna & Ne-Yo

Tuesday, September 25, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I wish I'm Hermione... coz then I get to kiss Ron. But then, I wish I'm Ginny... coz I get to kiss Harry. Hmmmmmmm.... can I be both??

I could've finish my read on Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows during the weekend, but aku saja buat lambat. Sebab nanti kalau dah habis, ape lagi aku nak baca?!!!!!! Aku dah sedih2 dah baca nih... sbb aku dah nak habis. Tinggal 1 je Horcrux yg tinggal. Dan... RAMAI yg dah mati. Aku takleh terima diaorg mati. Aku tekejut! Anyway, buku tak abih baca lag... so tatau ape jadik. I'm less then 200 pages away from the end. I wanted to finish it last night, but I fell asleep.

Tak sabonye nak balik!!!

Monday, September 24, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Majlis Sesama Berbuka Puasa @ Seoul Bulgogi.
Friday, 21st Sept 2007

Friday, September 21, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

If only having a child is as easy as downloading mp3s from the internet. Then I can race back home and say, "Look Mummy! I brought u a grandchild!".

It saves a whole lot of trouble, yea?

Don't mind me, I was just being mental. Last weekend when I went back home for Ramadhan, Mummy wasn't feeling very well. Plus, she looked so thin! Doc suspected thyroid, and... I dunno... maybe being an only child-who-lives-far-from-her-mum had me worried and becomes wayy too emotional.

Anyway, Wednesday night I went out with Fizah & her family. She's pregnant with her 2nd child, so tgh mengidam nak makan lala @ uptown. The original uptown, where we used to go. At first her daughter, Syifa, taknak tgk aku langsung! But by the time we reached uptown, dah main cak2 ngan aku (Main cak2 is like, my fav game of all time! Aku main cak2 dgn semua orang, tak kire umur. Hahaha). Then we shared fries, main tepuk2 la...kejar2 la... ntah pape je la...budak kecik baru nak masuk 2 thn la katakan.

Budak2 baya tu kan boleh ikut apa kita cakap kan? So aku sebut la nama aku and she said it!!! Hehehehe... suke betul aku. Selama ni dia tak penah nak kuar suara pun, apetah lagi nak sebut nama aku. Syifa is SO cute! And so was that Starbucks guy who took my order. Tapi nak wat cemana, aku tak cun... so walaupun obvious yg aku single lagi (sbb aku kuar dgn kawan aku yg dah ada anak yg tgh hyper sbb aku kasi dia minum aku nye Caramel Frappucino) tapi tiada tindakbalas selanjutnya.

* Shucks!

Back to Syifa, by the time they sent me home, we were already main cak2 with kisses. Hehehehe.. Geramnye aku ngan budak kecik tu. Eeeiiii...

Ok la, banyak plak aku membebel.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Since everyone is psyched about this buka puasa get-together, aku teringat la ex-colleagues aku kan. Aku ingat dah setahun aku tinggalkan company tu, rupanya baru nak masuk 6 bulan! Caye tak?

Duit RM5k yg dia nak offer kat aku tu (yg aku tolak tu) cam dah tak terbau lagi. Instead aku amik offer dia teruskan contract 3 bulan ngan company baru yg dia bukak tu. Sambil2 carik keje. I suck at programming masa tu (and still is). I had no confidence at all to go for interviews, coz I haven't been to one in, like, 4 years! Sebab tu la aku sambung contract.

So when I had this call from my current company, I was nervous as hell. I borrowed books at the office to study, but on the day itself, I felt REALLY stupid. The interviewer, who is my Principal Consultant now, opened back my answers dan tanya aku apesal aku jawab cenggini. Adoiiiii.. aku ni dah la bangang tahap cipan bab Java Programming. So aku dengan muke tebalnye, jawab je la ape aku boleh. Serious aku rasa takleh pakai langsung haritu!

Anyway, I remember the next day they called to say that I got the job (huh?) Yea, I, myself even wonder why in the world they pick a clueless person as me to join their team. But I was happy anyway, and nervous. Dahlia wasn't there, so the first person aku bagitau is Spermajalang.

Hmmmmm.. aku rasa semua tu macam dah setahun yg lalu. Tapi tidak!! Isk isk isk...

Aku tatau ape point aku menulis tu sebenarnye. Ni tgh tunggu router dari MIS. Tadi router rosak, so aku pun tulis la panjang2 selagi mende tu tak sampai atas meja nih.

Ok la, meh aku nak membebel lagi pasal malam tadi. Malam ke lepas subuh tadi, lupa plak, aku mimpi. Berkaitan dengan hari akhir kita di dunia nih. Yang aku ingat, satu malam kat rumah aku.. Aqeem ade. Aku dukung dia pegi tepi tingkap nak tunjuk dia bintang yg cantik kat langit, and surprisingly banyak and so bright. Tetiba aku nampak satu kapal terbang yg sdg terbang wayyyy too low. Tetiba dia berpusing2 dan crash ke tanah. Pastu meletup. Rumah aku terus api padam dan plug semua terbakar. Then berlaku huru-hara and dalam mimpi tu, it was The End of Days.

Scary, but I know... the way aku tulis... it seems funny.

Whatever, readers! (IF ada reader la, that is) :P

Monday, September 17, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Nampak gayanya most of my friends sudah mem-boleh-kan diri mereka untuk hadir ke Majlis Berbuka Puasa Bersama SOL Collegues.

That means Jumaat ni takde la aku kesedihan berbuka seorang diri di rumah. Huhuh...

Kawan2 IMU lak cemana? Nak berbuka puasa sekali? Kalau nak join sekali pun syok gak. Kemungkinan besar kami akan adakan majlis di Seol Bulgogi di Plaza Pantai pada hari Jumaat 21 Sept 2007. I don't think The Management is invited. Marilah bersama2 meraikan majlis kami.

Har har har. Nampak sgt aku dah bosan wat keje. Ayat macam nak mengarang kad jemputan kawen jek.

Friday, September 14, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Mari dengar lagu raya
Ia membuat hati anda gembira
Teringat kampung halaman tercinta
Walaupun baru 2 hari puasa

Mari dengar lagu raya.....

Thursday, September 13, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Selamat berpuasa!!

Banyak dugaan aku harini. Mostly bab traffic la pagi tadi. Then aku baru cek email. Boss aku send email suruh aku settle satu keje nih. Mmg dah lama dah dia suruh, aku bukan tak buat...cuma banyak sgt problem utk aku buat. Biasa la, dia boss. Dia mana tau ape2. Dahtu siap CC kat bigboss, sama reporting officer aku. Heh. Aku rasa cam nak tampor je. Kalo la ni bukan bulan puasa, harus dah kena maki hamun dah boss aku tu. Benda kecik la beb. Alignment kat resolution problem je. Small matter. Dah sah2 tulis kat depan tu dia punye best viewed resolution. Dah setup development server kat ofis, tapi somehow aku edit dia taknak ubah ape2. So aku kena duduk kat UEM sini buat keje. Dahla aku kena pegi Singapore training, balik sini keje cam nak mati. Aku sorang2 buat most of the things sbb member aku sorang takleh pakai, sorang lagi kena handle project lain. Biler time aku nak ke UEM? Biler aku ada kat UEM sini aku banyak keje, aku kena install Oracle la, software dari Singapore la, nak meet dateline utk org2 UEM ni pulak. Dia tau sangat aku ada keje kat sini. Aku keje 24 jam, sampai 6 pagi pun dia tau. Dia cakap smalam dia ada modify aku nye footer. Oh jadi dia dah tgk la file tu cemana? Dia ingat senang la aku nak modify? Bukannya aku kena modify yg atas ngan bawah. Aku nak kena modify yg tengah2. Maka yg tengah2 tu ada pakai beberapa files. Ingat senang ke nak carik? Ingat semua orang expert guna Sun Portal ke? Member aku yg expert tu pun tak geti ok. It's SUN PORTAL for crying out loud!!!! This boss of mine is SUCH a pain in the a**. Ada 5 org member aku dlm project ni, takde sorang pun yg suke dia. Hahahaha.. so bukan salah aku, ok.

Fuh... sabo Scab.... sabo.... SABO!!!

Huh... member aku yg takleh pakai tu baru call. Nak cucuk external hard disk kat mana pun nak tanya aku.

SABAR, SCAB!!!!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

login:root
password:****

#cd otakscab
#ls
mood
#cd mood
#ls
happymode.sh angaumode.sh pissedoffmode.sh stressmode.sh
#./stressmode.sh
Extracting stressmode.sh from /otakscab/mood
........
........

Congratulations! You have successfully installed StressMode into yourself. Please check the log for more information.

Monday, September 10, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Keje dekat 48 jam dah ni. Tidur baru 2 jam. Tengah berdiri pun aku bleh tido, apetah lagi biler tgh duduk membaca documentation. Nasib baik je tak berbunyik. Hehehehe...

Now killing time while waiting for the completion of the database.

I hope I wont fall asleep driving, when I get out of here. Harapan untuk balik tido "malam" ni sangat tipis.

Thursday, September 06, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

2 orang kawan lelaki aku kat ofis ni asyik2 dok gayut ngan awek masing2. One is a Chinese guy, who is my team mate and the other one is Hadzrul. Hari2 telefon awek cakap pelahan2, jauh dari rakyat jelata. I wonder apa diaorg cakap ek? Hari2 call. Lunchtime call. Malam call. Hmmmmm....

Then pagi tadi FlyFM tanya women.. what do they want guys to know/do (whatever). And this one girl called up and said she wants the guy to call/sms her once in a while. Kalau hari2 jumpa pun, call & sms jugak time kerja... menunjukkan bahawa the guy is thinking of her.

Dude! If I have a bf who bugs be every second of the day with endless sms.... I'll chop off his head, man! I mean... don't u get tired of seeing/speaking to each other every single day? Kalau yg tak jumpa hari2 tu I can understand la kalau dia nak bergayut hari2... Ini kalo dah hari2 jumpa, tetiap jam nak call/msg. Boring giler!

Anyway, aku cuma cakap jek nih. Aku rasa aku rimas la kalo asyik kacau time kerja. Once in a while ok gak. I remember I had that feeling dulu. Dah lama dia tak call... tetiba out of the blue, tgh time kerja... dia call. Eh ehhhhh... melayang pula saye. Hahahaha... Tapi itu cerita lama. Ntah2 dah mati pun dia. Oooooppsss!!! Jahat plak aku. :P

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

How do I breathe without you here by my side?
How will I see when your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go when your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me, how do I breathe, how do I breathe?

*Mario - Bagaimana Saya Nak Bernafas?

Monday, September 03, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Do NOT flirt with your officemates.

Kalau aku pernah flirt ngan korang kat ofis, maafkan lah aku. Aku tak sengaja. Next time just give me a warning. Don't spank me, please.

Thursday, August 30, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

To all my guy friends (especially those yg tak baca blog ni) yg mana gf/tunang/wife dia rasa aku ni mengganggu kehidupan bf/tunang/husband dia, aku mintak maaf banyak2. But first get your partner to see me in person. There is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to be jealous of! I'm fat, ugly and my face is full of pimples. I'm not even filthy rich, cukup makan sahaja, Alhamdulillah.

Kalau pompuan tu tak kenal aku langsung aku tak kesah la. Ini kalo yg dok sekampung dengan aku, anak murid makcik aku, yg sedia maklum aku ni mmg kamcheng ngan boipren dia sbb kiteorg satu kolej dan slalu travel kl-muar naik bas sama2, TANPA mempunyai sebarang hubungan yg lebih dari kawan.... itu mmg membuat aku bengkek la dude!

Anyway, I'm sorry ya. Kalau aku dah comfortable dengan seseorang itu, aku suke la berkawan dgn dia. Wat cemana? So be it la!

Moving on to a new topic. Last night I suddenly remembered this one very fine day when Adik came here. He told me he just broke up with his high school gf, and I can't help but smile. Surprisingly, he smiled back at me.

* Sheesh! *

How pathetic THAT sounds now, eh? Time tu aku rasa di awang-awangan la. Skang ni aku rasa cam nak tergelak je. Or better, pegi carik dia pastu kasi bunuh. Har har har.

Apa pun, selamat menyambut hari Merdeka yg ke-50. Silerlah tanamkan rasa sayang kepada negara jadi semangat tu boleh diturunkan kepada anak-anak kite dan seterusnya.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I was the last person to arrive at the office this morning. 9.30 kot. Masuk2 je bosses dah ada. Heh. Sebaik la sini time flexible. Kalau kat office lama dulu confirm dah kena jelingan maut. Hahahaha...

Last night aku lepak kat Hartamas Square. Yup. Dalam keadaan hujan, kepenatan dan keserabutan membawa beg berat sbb ada laptop. Officemates aku sumer pun sama cenggitu. For as long as I've worked here, I've only been there once. I have been there before, but that was when I'm still attached to Spermajalang's beloved sister. Malam tadi aku nampak kemain ramai lagik Mat Salleh dok lepak2 makan. And there is this one table before us, a group of kids... They looked 16 to me, but they were drinking like tomorrow's still a school holiday. Of course most of'em are foreigners, tapi muke macam belum akil baligh je masing2. Macam nak attention from other people je. 2 girls lumba minum Carlsberg. Then diaorg isap "shisha" (cemana ntah nak eja) pastu pass asap around the table mouth-to-mouth. So the 2 girls yg lumba minum tadi transfer the asap to each other. Adehhh... bukan sexy namanye tu. Geli siot!!!

Sebenarnye takde point pun, aku takde citer nak diceritakan. So.... mengumpat la sket. Heheheh...

Monday, August 27, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Rambut saya panjang.

Friday, August 24, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

This morning FixIt @ FlyFM, a guy's gf is cheating on him with another girl.

Yup... GIRL.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwww...!!!!!

Thursday, August 23, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Since asyik takde idea apa nak tulis, I've decided to kecikkan my display.

So... enjoy! Hahahaha...

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Blogging is no longer fun. There's no fun things to write anymore. I don't like this.

Adakah ini bermaksud I am no longer the fun person I was before? (Hahahahahaahahahahahaa.... perasan nak mati! Sejak biler ntah! Suke2 je meng-up kan diri sendiri).

This sucks la. I feel REALLY bored!

Why?!

Monday, August 20, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

1. I'm back from Singapore.

2. It's so damn cold in the office at the moment.

3. I don't have any work to do besides chatting.

4. I'm about to read Harry Potter buku 7 and please jangan ada siapa2 bagitau aku ape berlaku.

5. Is it ok to have an affair with your teacher? Not a married one la. This is not my case... but I sure hope it is. Sebab macam salah, tp cam best... Ntah? Am I not normal?

6. I suddenly miss Spermajalang. Of all people!!! Aiyaaa....

Friday, August 10, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I'll be off to Singapore on Sunday. I won't be around next week to update you, blog dearie... Malas nak pandang internet kat sana. Nak bantai tido puas2 jek. Hahahaha...

In case ada siapa2 yg rindu kat aku, msg jek hp aku ok. Jangan call...nanti aku kena bayor mahal. Hahahahaha....

Later!

Thursday, August 09, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

BORING GILER..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
Flashback, warm nights, almost left behind
Suitcases of memories
time after

Sometimes you picture me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear what you've said
Then you say, go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look, and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has turned to gray
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

Monday, August 06, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I can NOT believe who PM-ed me tadi. Ken!! My senior kat ofis yg mana time aku masuk dia takde sbb dah kena send to LHDN buat project and now dia dah resign. His workstation is just beside mine, but he sat here sekali je time aku ada. He pernah talked to me, of course. Tapi aku cam malu2 sbb dia terrer plus bleh tahan hensem gak la.

Dan itulah yg membuatkan aku psyched nih. Bukan sbb ape pun, sbb aku ter send msg kat the whole group, including him walaupun dia dah resign dan tak perlu amik tau pasal ape2 update kat company. Ouch!! Excited aku dibuatnye. Ken! Aaawwww!!!

Friday, August 03, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

During the last 2 months, I've developed a new hobby - hanging out at the OUM library. I know, it's such a nerdy thing to do, but aku terpaksa. And surprisingly, I enjoyed it. And yes, I'll be going there again this weekend. I don't think I've ever been to any library besides BMI nye library dulu masa kat college la. Hahahhaha... Sebab masa kecik2 dulu kat Muar, Mummy tak galakkan aku gi library. Kat sana semua orang bukan belajar...tapi diaorg dating!

I'm NOT anywhere near to being a nerd la ok. I'm just there because I have to complete my project proposal. And sometimes I'm there because I need to borrow books. To study and prepare myself for work. Because of that, I haven't been to KLCC for God knows how long!!!

This weekend, thanks to PC Fair, I think I'll be going there for a while. I need to buy few things and also to check-out seluar kerja la. The other day in Singapore, I kinda ruined my pants sbb sterika tu panas sgt. Hehehehe... (Aku dengan iron mmg ada history) Sebaik suar tu tak koyak, tp tak cun aaa... Kot2 ada yg nak ushar... dah tak cantik pandangan mata diaorg. Hahahahahaha.... In your dreams, cik scabbers!

Thursday, August 02, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

What do you think happened to me this morning? Of course during my drive to work la. Jalan tu jem giler, nak masuk lorong. So I was in a correct lane, suddenly ada van nak masuk mencelah. Dia dah lambat, so masuk la blakang aku kan? Sbb mmg sah2 aku dalam lane tgh gerak kedepan. Van ni taknak plak mengalah. Dia selit. Kalau selit berjaya... takpe. Dia langgarnye aku punye side mirror. Sebaik tak langgar body keta! Dan sebaik jugak la side mirror tu mmg boleh bengkok2. Hangin ler satu badan aku! Aku hon beribu2 kali. Biler dia berenti depan aku, dia jenguk kuar dari tingkap dia tanya aku apesal.

Adoi... can you be any stupid tak? So aku tunjuk la side mirror aku, dia buat signal yg dia nak masuk. Dia nak gak argue dgn aku yg dia tu betul. Isk. Cam malas lak nak layan sbb dia bangsa itu. Ala.... takkan korang tak tau bangsa yg pantang dapat keta. Dia la raja di atas jalanraya! Aku tak bukak tingkap sbb aku taknak tahap kesabaran aku hilang. Buruk jadiknye. Besides, nothing big happened so biar la kan.

So biler dah jalan tu, dia ni amik lane kanan. Orang kat lane kiri dah signal nak belok kanan. Lagipun mmg majority org kat lane kiri tu belok kanan. Yang dia ni plak dengan takde signal nye... terus jalan kedepan tanpa menghiraukan signal orang-belah-kir- yg-nak-belok-kanan tu. (Complicated tak citer aku nih? Hahahahha...) Ape lagi beb... kena hon la sekuat hati. So, point aku disini, some people are born and bred stupid. And since you have to control your anger, do not curse them. Instead, have pity on their endless stupidity.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Blog dearie.... I miss you SO much!!!!

I have been so busy since Singapore trip. Dua minggu lepas was at UEM buat kerja kat sana. So today balik ofis, still have loads of work to do. Probably on the 13th I'll be going for another training in Singapore. I think when I get back here, I might as well move all my belongings to the office. Penat betul. And my Final Project punya proposal is due on the 8th, I have just completed about 5% of it. I feel like jumping off KLCC.

Anyway, last Friday was my beloved Kelisa's 3rd birthday. Tak sangka dah 3 tahun dah "bayi" aku itu. Hehehehe..

I think this is all I have for now. Got work to do. Later!!

Kesepian
Dygta

kurindu disayangi
sepenuh hati
sedalam cintaku
setulus hatiku

kuingin memiliki
kekasih hati
tanpa air mata
tanpa kesalahan

*
bukan cinta
yang melukai diriku
dan meninggalkan hidupku
lagi

tolonglah aku
dari kehampaan ini
selamatkan cintaku
dari hancurnya hatiku
hempaskan kesendirian
yang tak pernah berakhir

bebaskan aku
dari keadaan ini
sempurnakan hidupku
dari rapuhnya jiwaku
adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

*

adakah seseorang
yang melepaskanku
dari kesepian ini

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Blog dearie,

I'm so tired. Gotta go to UEM in a while.

Chiao!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAACK...!!!!!

But really sorry, my dear blog, for I can't update you now. I'm a have lots of installing and configuring of the server to do before tomorrow ends.

So, bye for now.

Friday, July 06, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Scabbers : Dude, apekah perasaan anda sekarang?

Wormtail : Hmmmmmm.... Anxious.

Scabbers : Yea, I guess you are. I'm feeling it too.

Wormtail : DUH~! * Rolling eyes *

I hope I can understand what the instructor says about this whole technology + programming stuff. Sometimes my mind would just encrypts it into a whole other code which I can't understand. And I hope I don't miss Mummy too much sampai takleh buat kerja. I mean, come on... Singapore is like an hour away from home and there's so many relatives there (Although I have no idea who most of them are).

Scabbers : You'll be fine.

Wormtail : I hope so. Aku kan dah beso, takkan itu pun tak geti2.

Scabbers & Wormtail : Hahahahaha...

You know, I actually do not know what to write, so that's what I can think of. Pathetic. I know. Please excuse me, dear blog.

Apart from that, I just read the lyrics of The Way I Are - Timbaland @ Pizli's. Hmmm... kire aku pun nak nyanyi cam pompuan Keri Hilson tu la. Dia tak kisah lelaki tu kaya ke tak. Tapi yg seterusnya tu cam lain macam jek bunyi nye, so abaikan je la. Hehehehe... And this song....

Why
Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Seriously mmg takde kena mengena langsung dengan hidup aku, tapi cam best lak layan.

So blog, enjoy the weekend and please pray for me while I'm away.

Thursday, July 05, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

The 2 symptoms are here - Makan banyak and way too emotional. It won't be long before the time comes. In the meantime... try to get yourself together, dude.

Oh yea... I haven't written anything in my non-virtual journal. Mengantuk sangat malam tadi, tertido. First time in 2 weeks aku dapat tido nyenyak. I'm so glad.. I was getting too tired already. But I guess it also has something to do with the symptoms mentioned earlier kan? Hehehe...

Errrmmmm... macam tatau ape nak tulis la. I'll write more later.

Read this....

Dear All,

Please take note that tomorrow meeting with GCC is cancelled.

Thank You!

YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!

* Sengih dan sengih lagi

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Transformers @ IMAX is WAY cool. Bukan 3D la. The screen is a bit too big but the sound system was like, whoa!! Spacious plak tu. I kinda like it, but of course not the price la. RM15. Last night was my first time. I'm no longer an IMAX virgin. Hahahhaha...

I actually wanted to write longer, but my snail-like mind today takleh nak beroperasi sepenuhnya.

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Errrmmmm... ada something else.... yg mana aku takleh nak explain pun kat sini. Hmmmm... takpela, balik rumah and write in my non-virtual journal.

:(

On the other hand, I wish Autobots yg menyerupai cars & trucks menjadi milik aku. Sexy!

Monday, July 02, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

My friend Hadzrul is on leave and I have nobody to talk to. I'm so not in the mood to laugh-out-loud with the others. Kinda tired and feeling down la. Aiyaa... I wish he was here!

* Sigh

Cepat2 la tomorrow comes so that life would be normal again...

Thursday, June 28, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Things I've learned from my 3 months working in Mont Kiara:

1. Nasi lemak/nasi ayam + air that costs RM9.90 is CHEAP.
2. If your don't drive a HUMMER or a 7-series Mercedes or some huge weird-looking 4-wheel drive that goes by the no. TV3, K5 or RB8... you obviously do not belong here.
3. They don't go around speaking Malay or Chinese or Tamil. They speak ENGLISH, even if those who are talking to each other have the same mother tongue. Oh and they speak with accent too!
4. Never assume everybody's a Malaysian. Because NOBODY is (I guess this is the reason why point no. 3 exists).
5. EVERYBODY smokes.
6. Cuti-cuti Malaysia DOESN'T exist. It's all about cuti-cuti Phuket, Bali, Australia and such.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Blog dearie,

Trip to Singapore is postponed to the 2nd week of July. Thank God! I still have time to prepare, finish my assignment, send Nurin to college (already did last Sunday), collect relatives phone numbers and such.

You know how abrupt my boss can be... a few hours before a meeting on Friday, baru dia pm-ed me to say that I must come with him. I have absolutely no idea what the project was about. So with baggy jeans and a t-shirt, I tagged along to UEM for the meeting. I asked about the project and my role in it in the car. Btw, the car is WAY cool. A white Subaru with an all-black interior. Engine tu sumer toksah citer la. Memang kalah Kelisa la. Hahahahahha.... And so, blog, I fell in love. This time it's for real.

*Sigh*

Anyway blog, after the meeting I rushed back home to catch the 8.30 bus to Muar. Had to drive Manjib's car sbb nak hantar Nurin. Dah lama tak naik bas. Syiok beb! Sebab boleh tido! Ekekekeke... Sunday pun aku drive balik Muar, so yesterday I took the bus balik ke KL. Layan perasaan wa cakap lu! Dah la hujan sepanjang jalan... mp3 player aku banyak lagu jiwang. Perghhhhh... karat habis, wa cakap lu!!! Hahahah..

So now I'm trying to gather as much info from the net for my assignment yg nak kena hantar this Sunday dan baru jek 10% siap. I'll allow myself max 4 hours of sleep je la nampaknye this week.

Help!!!

Friday, June 22, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Finally!

Biasala on a Friday kan, belum kuar rumah nak gi keje dah harap sangat time balik keje tu sampai ngan cepat. Ekekeke..

So...ape patut aku tulis?

Eh kejap la. Nak gi makan.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Selalu cam dengar orang marah2 time nak buat passport. Harini, my own experience... sangat mudah dan efisyen. Aku pegi cawangan Wangsa Maju. Read Patrick Teoh's blog pasal dia punya experience there. Betul la ape dia cakap. Senang je rasa. Lenkali nak buat/renew passport, gi yg kat Wangsa Maju ok.

* Break : Suddenly teringat kat kakak yg meneybut FAQ as "fak" *

Ok, wayyy before 8 I was there already. Tapi since tak ramai orang, aku pun lepak la kat mamak sambil breakfast. Time tu la tiba2 ada 3 org jejaka berjaket mcm pilot datang dan dok sblah meja aku. Lelaki yg pertama tu sangat hensem, ok. Dah nak kol 8 tu aku pun pegi la beratur. Dalam line aku no 10, tapi since aku takde borang lagi, pakcik tu soh aku isi dulu baru amik balik no. Dapat no 16. Pastu blakang aku takde orang pun. Selamba la pakcik tu sembang2 ngan aku. Aku tunggu giliran ade la dalam 2 minit, no aku dah kena panggil. Cepat betul.

Aku pun pegi la kat kakak tu buat urusan sumer. Baik orangnye. Dahla comel. Kejap jek tak sampai 5 minit pun. Pastu yg buat lambat sket time nak bayar la. Itupun dalam 10 minit je kot aku tunggu. Sambil aku tgk mamat yg sangat hensem kat kedai tadi tu dok kuar masuk ofis dia. Ahem...biasa la...mata aku mmg pantang! Hahahaha.. Tapi kan, dalam pada tu ada citer kelako sket la. Aku dah duduk kat kosi tgh tunggu turn nak bayar. Tetiba aku tengok sumer org kat counter cam pause wat keje. Pastu ade 2-3 org mamat kat counter siap bangun dok tgk2 ke arah aku. Aku cam pelik la, apsal sumer org tgk aku nih? Terjenguk2. Aku wat bodo je la. Skali tu biler no aku kena panggil nak bayar, IC aku ada terletak elok je kat counter tu.

Hahahahahaha... padan la diaorg dok tengok! Rupanya aku lupa nak amik IC kat akak tu tadi. Malu!!! Malu!!!

Anyway, kakak tu kata dalam masa 1 jam datang balik amik. Dan masa aku tunggu nak bayar tu, org no 1 nye paspot dah siap. Perghhhhhhh... giler laju, wa cakap lu!!!! Takde orang la katakan. Hehehehe... Aku balik rumah dulu. Kol 10 aku pegi sana balik nak collect. Parking agak susah, tp aku park je suke2 kat tepi (since sumer org pun wat cenggitu), pastu cepat2 masuk gi amik. Sampai je kat counter nak amik tu, akak tu kata soh gi sebelah sbb dia ade urusan lain. So aku jenguk la kat sebelah. Jantung aku nak gugur...mamat yg sangat hensem tu jaga.

OMG!!!

Dengan neves nye aku pun berhadapan dgn dia. Aku tak biasa la org address aku as "Cik", tapi of course la dia kena panggil aku cenggitu kan.. sbb kat ofis kena ada Professionalism (eh, cam ayat boss jek? Hahahaha). Sambil2 dia settlekan aku, sembang2 la. Dia tanya aku, "Cik nak ke mana ni?". And I was like, dia nih tanya kawan dia ke...aku?? Hahahaha... serious aku tak biasa dengan panggilan Cik. Pastu dia siap tanya, "Tadi pegi mana? Minum kat mamak ke?". Ahaahahaha... aku cakap la aku balik umah. Dia tanya rumah aku dekat ke? Aku cakap la... tak dekat sangat. Nak je aku cakap, "Rumah saya kat Ampang. Nak address? Nak no telefon?". But of course I didn't say it out loud! Giler?

Dan sekali lagi, tak sampai 5 minit aku dah dapat passport aku. Dan skali lagi jugak aku nyaris2 tinggalkan IC aku kat counter. Hahahahaha...aku mmg bengong la.

Anyway blog, itulah tadi my detailed experience with Jabatan Imigresen Malaysia.

Yang tak bestnya pagi2 jalan jem giler. Dan sampai Hartamas kol 11.45 parking free takde, terpaksa bayor RM3. Nak tambah lagi best, member2 aku ajak makan kat Hainan Station tadi, yg mana nasi ayam + barley ais = RM9.90. Sebaik tadi aku tak ikut jalan tol. Plus RM1 utk borang dan RM300 utk passport 32 muka surat. By 1pm today aku dah spend RM313.90. Balik kang lalu tol 50sen.

With that amount, there's NO WAY I'm paying for dinner. Megi cukup. Itupun kalo lapo. Oh sh** I just remembered! Tombol pintu rumah rosak lagi, malam kang Abg Man nak datang betulkan.

Arrrrghhhhhh!!!!!

Let's not count jumlah duit yg dah aku limpahkan harini, ok! Harus aku tak makan sampai hujung bulan.

Monday, June 18, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

So many things to do.... so little time.... !!!

Contohnye download lagu, study utk training, assignment, final project proposal and more download lagu.

:P

Friday, June 15, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pagi tadi, sewaktu aku stuck dalam jem (biler je aku tak stuck dalam jem kan?) aku tak dapat nak identify perasaan aku. Aku tak bengang dan marah2, aku tak sedih, aku tak jugak takut. Happy toksah citer la. Memang susah bebenor la perasaan "happy" tu nak datang singgah kat aku. Aku cam termenung dan bertanya kepada diri sendiri, "Yo self, ape ko rasa?" and I received no response from myself.

Wierd, huh?

Anyway, it's the weekend already. YEAY!!! And Sunday I have class with my so-adorable-supervisor. More YEAY!!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Semalam I was driving kat Bukit Bandaraya(?) tu ek... ade satu keta ni drive slow je naik bukit. Since dia kat tepi, dan jalan tu besar, aku pun potong la. Dia lelaki, aku dok drive blakang dia since kuar Hartamas ni lagik. Tetiba aku dah depan dia sket kan... daripada dia yg slow macam siput tu...ko bleh dengar dia tekan minyak hebat punye sampai dia potong aku balik. Dah banyak kali gak aku hadapi mende cenggini. Lelaki nampak pompuan potong keta dia, dia takleh nak kalah.

Men and their stupid egos. Idiots!!

Oh and have you read that article about Ina Naim's engagement with Suhaimi? Damn funny I tell ya. Thank you, Pizli, for sharing.

=))

Monday, June 11, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Ruang Rindu
Letto

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sampai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

*
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Smua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Aku tau aku lambat...lagu ni dah lama... tp...........................

* Sigh *

Dengo skali dah jatuh hati. Tapi, another lagu sedih kan? Isk isk isk.... Kesian...

Friday, June 08, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Let's write a really long post today, shall we?

Ok, first up... I'm still wishing everyday is a school holiday so I won't be caught in a massive traffic jam. It's a bit relaxing.

Then this morning at the lobby, lif pulak rosak. Ramai betul orang kat situ... dan tiba2 aku ternampak The Sleazy Man. Makin gelap la dia. Ermm.. anyway, thank goodness Huey Miin was there, so aku takyah la nak berbual dgn orang tu sangat. Tapi tetiba dia duduk kat kerusi Starbucks sebelah aku tu. Tak baik lak kalo aku tak senyum, so aku senyum la. Then berbual la kejap. Dia cakap lif rosak... dia soh naik tangga, exercise sket. Masa dia cakap tu, aku tatau la...tapi macam dia pandang aku atas bawah jek. Dalam hati aku, "bleh blah la dude!". Hahahahahhaa... jahat siot. Dia tanya aku tingkat berapa.. dia kata dia atas skali. Kalo naik tangga sampai atas dah tinggal tulang.

Oh, funny! (Sebut dengan penuh nada sakastik)

Eh...emotional la aku nih. Padahal orang tu takde mende pun. Yela, tapi still...dia lelaki.. and I don't like men kan? So nasib lah!

* Intermission : Tetiba ada mamat cute masuk ofis. Ehhh...biler tgk dekat2 tak brapa cute plak. Baik aku cover kang dia nampak lak aku tgh tulis pasal dia. Hahahahah. *

Mlm tadi Mummy called. Dia kata Fatin sakit. Haritu masa aku balik KL, dia demam. So aku tanya la, "demam tak baik lagi ke?". And Mummy said, "bukan lah..dia ada ulcer dlm mulut dia tu". Setahu aku la... ulcer yg dlm mulut tu yg org panggil "mata ikan"? gitu2 la kan? Itu bukan dalam kategori sakit kan? Itu cam terluka sikit je takde mende pun. And Mummy told me Yati & Midi are already in Muar amik cuti sbb anak dia "sakit".

Eh!!!!

Adoi... dimanjakan betul la! Cuba kalo aku yg ada ulcer. Mesti Mummy kata, "ha tula, makan benda pedas2 lagi...pegi beli Bonjela!". Tak gituh? Sangat jeles aku dibuatnye. Geram tau! Hehehehe...

Ala.................... baru je nak blog pepanjang lagi... tapi member aku dah PM aku tanya progress kerje. Okla blog. Gua chow dulu. Satgi gua boring, gua conteng2 lagik.

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So ok, just now I said the guy yg masuk ofis tu tak cute kan? He turned out to be cute! But so skinny and tall. I noticed that biler dia nak balik. Dia dok tengok aku sbb tatau nak cakap ngan sape. Tengok je, tak cakap ape.. since ada member aku tgh cakap ngan aku... aku pun tengok aje la dia balik. Ekekekeke... But one thing aku notice masa dia tgh buat keje sblah aku tadi, tangan dia. Aduhmakaihhhhhhhh... berurat u!!! Rasa cam nak mintak permission je nak pegang. Hahahahahahha... Very de lelaki gitu. Terasa sangat rugi aku mengabaikan dia yg dengan penuh tekun membetulkan pc di sebelah aku.

"Oh brader yg kurus lagi bleh-tahan-comel... I minta maaf! I tau I yg rugi." :P

Takde citer menarik sgt pun harini. Apart from kasut aku putus on the way to work pagi tadi. Sebaik ada tali banyak2. Putus 2 tali masih leh pakai lagi beb. Hahahaha.. Aku suke kasut ni. Murah, selesa dan cantik. Eh, perasan lak cantik. Heheheheh...

Tadi lunch makan free beb. Harini ofis tak ramai orang... so lunch kiteorg reramai gi lunch kat Hartamas. 7 orang sumbat dalam Waja. Macam nak mati punye tahan napas jadi tak jejak bump. Hahahaha... Sebaik la aku berbadan besau & pompuan. Aku dapat la dok depan dengan selesa nya. Huey Miin kena dok belakang dgn the guys. Tuan punya kereta yg belanja makan. Kenyang extra la aku harinih!

Btw takde lelaki hensem pun kat tempat makan tu tadi... sbb most of the malay guys pegi makan kat foodcourt depan Masjid Wilayah sana. Gi solat Jumaat terus. So skang ni tgh sambung wat keje sambil dengo lagu. Dengo lagu kat ofis ni syok. Sbb pakai earphone. Dah la keje ala relek2... dengo lagu mendayu2... best!

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

The next time I'm going home to Muar, I am NOT gonna come back to KL.

Kegembiraan yg ku rasa tatkala berada di kampung halaman bersama keluarga tercinta, sangat berbeza dengan apa yg aku lalui sekarang.

Ouch!

;P

Monday, June 04, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

SANGAT jeles dgn Spermajalang skang ni sbb dia sedang merialisasikan impian aku - dok rumah je (sambil buat kerja, of course!).

Aku yg nak, dia yg dapat. This is SO unfair!!

Pernah tgk iklan cat jenama-ape- ntah yg ada budak kecik screaming at the wall?? Ahaaa... aku nak tujukan iklan tu khas kat Encik Spermajalang.

(Imagine you are the wall and I am the *cute* kid)

"I don't like you! I don't like you! I don't like you!!!"

:P

Friday, June 01, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Harry Potter Theme Park Headed to Fla.

Nak pegi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Website -

Thursday, May 31, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

PMS mood just kicks in. Dan sakit2 badan juga. VERY early in the morning.

* Arrrrrrggggghhhhhh....!!!!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pagi tadi FlyFM FixIt, dia bagi music player baru kat sorang mamat ni. (Sbb satu malam tu keta dia punye player kena curik) Mamat ni punye kawan send an email kata yg mamat ni baik hati. Keje kat bakery, hari2 lepas kerja ada extra roti yg nak dibuang, dia mintak permission boss nak amik dan kasi kat rumah2 org yg memerlukan bantuan. (Time tgh buat benda baik ni la keta dia kena tu) Dan biler ditanya, katanya dia datang dari background yg susah.. so dia taknak lupa mcm mana hidup dia dulu.

Aiyoooo.. ade orang mcm tu zaman skang?!

Dan aku tertanya2... adekah mamat tu single lagik? Sbb kalo ye, aku nak!! Terharu aku mendengarnye. Aku ni dah buat ape la utk charity? Habuk pun tarak. Takat pikir utk buat je, tapi buatnye tak jugak. Isk isk isk...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

How I wish everyday is a school holiday!

Traffic is WAY lighter than usual. At least at 7.00 am it is. Tak sampai sejam dah sampai ofis.

Heaven, I tell ya. Heaven.

Sunday, May 27, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Today, Sunday, is SO not my day.

Pagi aku ingat sempat nak kuar awal for class, but kemas2 beg pastu lambat. Then gi isik minyak, skali lagi dalam keadaan mamai, sampai ler melimpah2 minyak tu terlebih aku isik. Bengong btol. Pastu aku amik jalan yg banyak traffic light, which semuanya merah biler aku sampai. Dan membuatkan aku lambat gi kelas. Tempat aku biasa park dah penuh, so aku park tempat lain yg kena panjat tangga yg sangat lebar. Punye la tercungap2 tetiba tersedut nyamuk betul masuk tekak aku. Cilaka punye nyamuk. Tersedak2 aku dibuatnye. Sebaik aku jenis bawak air masak ke hulu ke hilir. Sampai je kelas, cikgu dah ada. Cikgu aku best ler. My own supervisor, the cute lecturer mcm teddy bear yg aku pernah mention before this. Sepanjang kelas aku dok menguap, tp sebab aku keletihan giler babassss. Otak aku slow yg amat harini. VERY slow & orang bleh dengo dia berdenyut2. And now I'm stuck at the office, thinking of home.

Adoiii.. malang btol nasib. Ni sumer gara2 pagi tadi lepas rushing kemas beg, aku kuar rumah terlupa baca Bismillah. Dah masuk keta nak gerak baru aku teringat. InsyaAllah lepasni taknak terlupa lagi.

Friday, May 25, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

So ok, I know men are stupid but this morning ada yg lagi bangang nak mampos. Mamat motor ni menyelit2 pastu langgar side mirror aku. Bukannye aku tgh bergerak, tgh dlm jem... pun dia takleh bajet. Bodo btol. Aku tgk la dia, ewah...takde cakap sorry pun. Aku pun hon ler. Pastu dia cam malas2 angkat tangan cakap sori. Tapi tak tgk pun aku. Kinda like, rolling eyes dan buat benda yg dipaksa.

STUPID ASSHOLE.

Aku tak prasan plak side mirror aku tu dah terbengkok keluar. Aku ingatkan dia terpantul balik ke kedudukan asal. Kalau aku tau, mmg aku sondol je mamat motor yg bodoh tu. Eiiii geram aku! Apekejadahnye bahlol sangat! Buat aku menyumpah aje pagi2 nih. Kalau dia bertanggungjawab, dia pandang aku...cakap sorry dan betulkan balik cermin aku tu. Tapi masalahnye dia bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sangat!!! Tensen aku.

Jenis yg cenggitu bleh percaye ke nak jadikan ayah kepada anak2?

NO F**KIN' WAY!!!

Daripada dapat spesis laki DUMBASS cenggitu, baik aku stay single. (Just another reason to add to my very long list of Why I Hate Men)

But anyways, enuff of that. Aku kalah dalam permainan aku sendiri. I'm having coffee now. ANd it feels gooooooooooooooood..... Hahahahahha...

Thursday, May 24, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I haven't had any other drink but plain water since Monday, sbb aku ada masalah kesihatan sket. I thought it's better for me to stay on the safe side la kan. But this morning aku tolong kakak cleaner tu tukar air (I'm multi-tasking here, ok!) pastu aku ternampak la bungkus2 Nescafe instant. Nescafe tak instant toksah citer. Tiap kali aku gi amik air aku ternampak. Tapi pagi ni nafsu aku untuk minum air berkaler hitam itu sungguh tinggi. Kepala dah berdenyut2... rasa cam kalo aku minum secawan harini ok kot...

TAPI!!

Tapi aku tak amik. Aku gi amik plain water jek. Dan skang aku rasa cam nak hantuk pala aku kat dinding. But thanks to Red Hot Chilli Peppers' Staduim Arcadium, aku rasa ok sket. Diaorg best aaa..

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I hate men. I HATE them SO VERY MUCH.

The only ones I like adelah kawan2 aku, contohnye mcm Pizli, Kerol.... Yang tak selfish.

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Demit!!

I had teh-o-ais for lunch plak!

But it was so worth it. Hahahahahah...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Ade sorang lelaki ni. Dulu dia yg tetiba tegur aku. Dia mcm orang management building ni jek. Takpun head of Jaga Dept.

Jaga = guards yg pakai topi koboi.

Dia cam muda la orangnye. Dalam 30s gitu. Dia ingat muke aku kot, sbb tu dia dok tegur jek biler terjumpa (Siapa aje pun kat Mont Kiara ni yg gemuk, pendek, tak cun dan bawak bagpack koyak?) Pagi tadi aku bebuat tak nampak dia. Sekali tu dia sempat plak kejar lif aku. Yg cipannye dalam reramai, tingkat 6 (my stop) ialah yg paling atas sebelum dia. Dia gi tingkat 13 kot. So masa tinggal 2 org dlm lif tu aku igt dia nak wat bodo je la since aku tak pandang dia pun sbb dia diri blakang aku. But he had to go and stand on the opposite side dimana aku akan nampak dia. Pastu dia tanya aku tinggal mana. I can't lie bcoz we're face to face (kalau kat cyberspce tu bleh je. hehehhehe) So I said Ampang and he was like, "Jauhnye! Apsal tak mintak keje kat Ampang Point ke.." Pintu lif dah bukak ni, so aku cakap la "Takde" dengan suara serak2 aku (sbb bangun tido + sbb sakit tekak mau demam wooo) sambil aku nak kuar lif kan. Skali tu aku dah kuar dia leh sambung lagik, "Mungkin dah selesa kat sini kan...". Aku pun pusing la, senyum & said "A'ah" which I bet dia tak dengor pun.

Isk. Rimas pulak aku dibuatnye. Sbb cam makin lama aku tengok dia, makin sleazy his face becomes. Kehkehkeh... Jahat ek aku? Sbb tu aku prefer jalan tunduk aje. So biler ada orang tegur, aku ada alasan "tak perasan" nak tegur balik. Hehehhe..

Harap2 aku tak jumpa dia lagik pasni. :P

Monday, May 21, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Aiseh.. mcm nyesal lak tak ikut bebudak ni gi breakfast. Tapi tgh takde mood langsung ni. Rindu ler kat ofis SOL, dimana waktu kawan2 semua ada....

Thursday, May 17, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Almost everyday I would stop by 7Eleven kat Projet tu utk beli roti RM0.50. Usually aku beli ngan sorang minah ni, tapi harini dengan minah lain plak. It's good that she speaks English to me, tapi aku terasa cam kelako plak. Bukannya ape... sbb cam kite sama2 Melayu kan. Ke...aku ada rupa Angelina Jolie sampai dia ingat aku tak paham cakap Melayu? Hahahahaha...

"Is that all, miss?"

"50cents"

"Do you need a plastic bag?"

Pehhhhh... hebat la. Aku ni yg cam ternganga kejap. Aku rasa tadi aku tak bangun lagi kot. Mamai2 je bawak keta, jalan gi keje. Hehehehe... Sebaik je dia tak cakap,

"Do you need a plastic bag, luv?". And throw in the British accent to it.

Ouch!

Anyway, yesterday I had a meeting regarding this project that I'm in. Ntah amende ntah diaorg cakap! I mean in a technical way la. Halfway through it my mind is already in Italy. This morning I'm supposed to have another meeting about the financial part. Tengok betapa juling bijik mata aku jadik satgi!

Rich & single man out there, if you can hear me... come and save me, please!

Just marry me already, demit!

Monday, May 14, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Everything
Michael Buble

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play you're coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

* Singing-along to this song sambil tersenyum2 ke-bangau-an.

Friday, May 11, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Have you seen the Akon video? I mean the controversial sex video with the 14-year old?

Isk. Teruk betul!!!! Mengucap aku tengok. Giler.

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OooooOoOooooo... rupanya mmg Akon buat dry humping act kat setiap show dia. Dan terkena pulak kali ni seorang minor. Dan Ooooo jugak rupanya citer ni dah lama. Hahahahaha... aku baru je dengo Fly FM semalam kot pasal mende ni. Just checked out the story this morning.

Ape pun aku tetap terkejut. I mean, tau la Akon cenggitu kan... tapi teruk betul dia buat nye budak tu? And the girl pun pakai baju serupa tak pakai baju. Adoiii.. ape la nak jadik.

SICK!!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Sometimes you just can't explain things, kan? Like when you're doing your work and all of a sudden there's a lump in your throat and you feel like crying? I was so totally into work and suddenly I'm sad?! It just doesn't make sense.

Yea, I surprise myself sometimes.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Wanita Api
(mcm citer Heroes la plak... mak Claire)

* Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin
(Tukang pimpin anak2 sedara ada la)

* Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar
(Huh...yelatu. Aku terima pendapat org lain, tapi aku still pertimbangkan pendapat aku jugak)

* Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka,tetapi biasanya romantis dan tidak pemalu
(Romantis? Wakakakaakakakaka!! Tidak pemalu tu, kadang2 la...)

* Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat-sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah,mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya
(Somehow perkataan "suka mendominasi" tu membuatkan ade satu imej ni dalam otak aku. Isk isk isk...)

* Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi mersa sedih dan terhiris
(Most of the time... kdg2 tu kalau tak berterus terang, aku plak yg terhiris)

* Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar.Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan
(IF only there is a relationship to begin with!)

* Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan
(Yeke? Ntah. Tak kot... )

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

When you have a good hair day, it makes your happy day happier.

That is how I feel today. Woke up at 6.30, laze in bed while watching the cartoon channel, wash the dishes, boil water, potong kuku, cuci rambut and keringkan, have a cup of coffee and finally off to work on a bright and shiny day. (So not me kan? Considering how I've been flooding this blog about how depressed and sad I am. But hahaha.) Semua aktiviti tu makes me whole again. Hahahahahahahhahahaha. I mean, I feel good ok. Because I my hair feels lighter. Hehehehehehe...

See? I'm giggling too much. I'm even surprising myself on how cheerful I am today. Hope it'll last, though.

Oh yea. This morning I made this mental note while driving : I hate men. Originally, it's longer... tapi tu la kesimpulannya. I know I've said it too many times already, but today's different. I actually don't feel mad while saying it. Thanks to the hair. Ahahahahaha... I love my hair! Walaupun berserabut cam orang-baru-bangun-tido-tegolek-katil-terus-gi-keje.

Monday, May 07, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I went to watch Spiderman 3 dengan Jaja, and not alone! Yeay!! Sape sangka I actually have a social life... every once in a while... hehehhee... Tapi kan, aku terpaksa disagree dengan Hafezh yg kata "the best Spiderman sequel". Aku nyaris2 menjerit meminta tolong untuk dilepaskan dari diseksa menonton movie tu. To me, it was awful. Seriously. Belum 1 jam aku dah gelisah biler citer nak habis sbb dragging giler! And so damn pathetic! Yang part ada American flag, dengan Spiderman parade with all the New Yorkers dok tepuk2 tangan biler tengok Spiderman kalahkan those evil duo.

DUH~!

Kiteorg dah dok menguap sampai nak tertido. Kat tengah2 movie tu, tetiba filem rosak and the theatre went seriously dark. I wanted to grab Jaja and run out of there but she asked me to be patient. I think I'd rather watch Dafi (AF5) sing over and over again.

But hey, I have my fav moments in the movie. It was when Harry smiles. Every single time he smiles. He is just so handsome! And.... ermm... yea, that's about it.

Berbalik kepada harini, surprisingly jalan tak jem teruk. Aku kuar lambat harini. 7.45 coz I was seriously not in the mood. Aku sampai parking kat Hartamas tu kol 8.50...caye tak?! Lebih kurang 1 jam je travel on a Monday morning. Hmmm... pelik betul. Usually perjalanan aku ke ofis mengambil masa 1jam 15-30minit. I thought after coffee I'd cheer up, but until now takde apa. I'm still sleepy and SO not in the mood. Aku cuma cakap ngan member projek aku yg sorang tu je. About 3-4 short sentences. Harap2 takde sape ajak aku bebual harini. YM I don't mind. In fact, lagi ada org nak chat lagi bagus. Just don't make me talk.

I wish I can crawl back to bed bersama2 bantak bucuk.....

Friday, May 04, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Ok. So there's this video of a lion giving his rescuer a hug.

Aawww... schweet nye!! Macam best giler peluk nye tu. I wish I can hug a lion... kalau dia tak makan aku la. Hehehehe...

Thursday, May 03, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Random facts:

1. Some people are such a**holes. Men especially.
2. I love my bantal bucuk so much. If I travel back to Muar alone, I always have it on my lap. I wish I can bring it to work sbb kat sini sejuk, kalo dapat peluk mesti best!
3. Since I watched that particular episode of Las Vegas, I think Michael Buble is adorable. Yesterday I saw his "Everything" video and the moment lagu tu start aku dah jatuh chenta...
4. Mentos is so damn chewy, it's addictive.

Monday, April 30, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Sabtu & Ahad, stayed at home bermalas-malasan dengan Mummy, Makton & Makdah. Pagi tadi balik KL, alone for 2 1/2 hours. Now, lunchtime, alone at the office (Harap diaorg lama!). Esok & lusa... public holiday, alone at home.

Cukup untuk membuat aku happy, walaupun in a sad, SAD way.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Give definition of LAN.
A mechanic from Perak who asks you out but then never calls (which sucks), but never fails to get you to think of him everytime (I am such a moron!).

Give the characteristics of LAN
Bald, never smiles, macho, nice teeth, smokes and damn sexy

What is Wireless LAN
When he goes online

List all of the LANs....
Roslan, Azlan, Ozlan, Mazlan

Demit!!

I need to concentrate on my Introduction to Networking subject for the exam!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

8:45 am and I just sat down to enjoy my morning coffee. Baru je dapat satu sip dan tengah aku bukak sampul roti, trainer aku datang tanya pasal kerja.

I was like, what the...?!

Please! My coffee's still hot and I just HAVE to have it ok! I must take my coffee the moment I set foot in the office. And I drink it while it's still hot. I don't drink semi-hot coffee ok. If it's hot, it's gotta be HOT and if it's cold... better put tons of ice in it. If I'm not having coffee then it's ok, but I already have a cup in my hands, man! It's so totally against the law to let your coffee cold while you're having a headache trying to understand what the trainer's talking about.

Dude!! *Rolling eyes*

Monday, April 23, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

You won't believe what happened.

Abg Mekanik came back! ....and I went out with him.

Ok, so on Friday at 1am aku baru sampai rumah daripada tengok wayang dengan Capix. Tiba2 aku dengar orang jerit, "Kak! Kak! Sekejap!" and I stopped. Dia suruh aku tunggu jap. Aku pelik giler. Ingatkan dia nak bagitau aku pasal rumah aku sbb kedai kat bawah rumah aku tu tengah renoavte. Kot2 la ada ape2 problem ke... aku boring aaa. Malas nak deal dengan mende2 ni, dah tgh malam kan...

Sekali tu he handed me a piece of paper dengan no telefon sambil dia cakap, "Akak ingat tak abang kat kedai ni dulu?". I was like, WHAT????!!! Did I just heard him mention about Lan?? I was shocked, so aku tanya dia, "Yang kat sini dulu? Siapa? Lan ke?". Sambil tersengih dia cakap, "A'ah, Abg Lan. Dia datang brapa kali haritu cari akak tapi akak takda. Dia nak kasi no telefon, tapi saya asyik terlupa la. Tadi dia datang, dia suruh saya kasi".

What the hell?!

He came looking for me? Aaawwww!!!!

So after I said thanks, I ran up the stairs, afraid that the other mamats kat kedai tu might see my smile. Hahahaha... At first I thought, "Why the hell would I call him? Bukan ke dia ada no fon aku?".. but after I talked to Arin, who asked me to go ahead and msg him the next morning, I thought maybe dia betul2 hilang no telefon aku. And you know, mana lah tau.........

So the next afternoon aku msg la dia. And he replied. Yeay! Biasala tanya kabar semua and then he said dia dah tak kerja kat Kajang lagi dengan boss tu. Diberhentikan, dia sakit hati. So since aku nye credit pun limited and dia nye pun dah habis, I asked him to come over so we could talk. Memula dia suruh aku yg gi amik dia, but hey... no way, man! I called you first... I am NOT gonna go and pick you up first. Then he asked me to wait.

I did wait, tapi aku takde la harap sangat since aku tau kalau aku harap macam last time... mmg buat sakit hati aje la. Sampai la Mummy & Makton arrived from Muar... dah beli2 barang nak masak untuk Hazeeq nye party, while me & Mummy sat watching tv sambil makan our very late lunch... tiba2 ada orang ketuk pintu rumah. Bukak2 rupanya mamat kedai runcit tu dia kata, "Kak, abg tu dah ada kat bawah".

Menggelabah aku! Dah la tangan ada sambal, muke cam org tak sudah, tetiba nak kena pegi jumpa dia. Aduhai. Aku pun touch-up sket, pastu turun. Ahem ahem... bedebor!!!

Turun jek aku nampak keta dia and him inside. Dia pakai baju itam dgn bermuda, with brown specs dan tgh isap rokok. Serious shit nye teruja aku tgk dia. Merembes mak!!! Hahahaha... Gile sexy aaa. Isk. Pastu he asked me out to eat and I said ok, but I have to get my things first. Dia cakap, "baru bangun tido ek?". Hahahaha... nampak sangat aku serabai!

So I went up, mintak permission kat Mummy & Makton on behalf of Lan sbb dia kata dia pakai shorts and it's not proper nak jumpa Mak. And so...we went out. Memula dia nak gi makan kat Kg Pandan tapi kedai tak bukak...plus dah nak hujan, kedai takde bumbung. Hehehe... Pastu kiteorg tukar haluan ke Ampang Point. Surprisingly he parked inside. I asked him why, he simply said dah nak hujan and smiled at me.

And so we went up and I accompanied him for his meal of the day sambil sembang2. Rupanya dia kena berenti sbb dia gi main futsal satu hari tu. Pastu jari kaki dia patah. 2 jari kat kaki kiri. So dia submit MC sebulan kat boss. Tapi pastu boss kata suruh berenti dulu. Dia tanya bila boss nak amik dia balik, boss cakap tatau lagi... Then dia pegi la nak amik cek, dia nampak ada 2 new staff kat sana. Dia pun sakit hati la kan. Yela, dia punye la tolong boss tu pindah2 semua... kat Kajang pun dia sorang je staff masa mula2. Pastu boss promised him gaji RM1700 tapi takde. Tak sampai pun... tetiba dia kena berenti. Kesian dia....

Dah habis sembang, aku ajak dia jenjalan jap sbb nak belikan hadiah utk anak sedara aku. Pastu dia hantar aku balik. Pastu dah.

Oh btw, there were some flirting going on la of course kan. Takyah la aku citer detail sini kang ada yg muntah plak. Hahahhaa... Tapi kan, masa nak balik tu aku tunjuk la kedai perabot. Dia kata dia penah beli perabot kat situ. Satu set bilik tido. Aku pelik jugak, why the hell dia beli set bilik tido? Tapi dia kata dia tak pakai. Dia kata saja je tatau ape nak wat dgn duit tu. Tapi still aku pelik. Aku tanya dia nak kawen ke? Dia kata tak. Tapi aku serious rasa dia dah nak kawen. Tunggu time & dia akan dtg bagi kad kawen dia kat aku.

And I would DEFINATELY HATE MEN MY ENTIRE LIFE!

Thursday, April 19, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

I Wanna Have Your Babies
Natasha Bedingfield

What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas,
But what if it don't?
What happens in my head stays in my head
But sometimes it won't
What if you knew what I was thinking?
Would it make you like Whoa!
I don't wanna risk putting my foot in this
So I keep my mouth closed

All you hear is Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Some of my feelings keep escaping
So I make it a joke
Nonchalant I keep on faking
So my heart don't get broke
I'm in a big, big, big, big ocean
In a tiny little boat
I'll only put the idea out there
If I know it's gonna float

All you hear is Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

'Cause in my head there's a slot machine
And I'm betting you're the one in my hopes and dreams
La la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la, la la
Trust me it would scare you
If you knew what was going on in my brain
Trust me it would scare you
That I picked out the church, or the schools or the names
If you knew it was all about you
Every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain
Trust me it'd scare you

That's why I go, Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Uhm... yeah

Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Gotta beep out what I really wanna shout
Whoops! Did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies
Get serious like crazy
I wanna have your babies
I see 'em springing up like daisies

There's one, there's another oh, there's one, oh
There's a baby, there's one
Babies, babies, babies, babies
I wanna have your babies
I, Yeah yeah ha ha and
One day maybe you'll find out...

* Sempena bercerita tentang babies, nak buat shout-out kat sini utk Liza & Pizli :

Congratulations! Dah jadi parents to a baby boy... :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Pada suatu hari ada seorang perempuan yang SANGAT mengantuk.

Perempuan itu adalah aku.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

It's one of those days when you come back late at night, tired, and your doorknob being SUCH a 'doorknob' you had to ask your neighbour to kopak kan dia... and your handphone joined in to become the other 'doorknob' it kept turning on and off until your mum gets fed-up and had to call your other number on another handphone, which the battery is also a' doorknob'.

And when you get up late for work, you drag yourself to the car feeling not too happy coz you have to fill in minyak full tank and thinking about the traffic you have to face for the day. Ditambah lagi dengan seorang pakcik/apek who checks you out with a sleazy smile. Then your RM48 petrol tertumpah sket because you're still very much asleep and can't think clearly. But thanks to the kinda-cute guy kat petrol counter who smiled at you and the other not-cute guy who, surprisingly, smile at you jugak... your day felt a bit better.

Then the moment your supervisor stepped in the office, your world ends. You're so stupid you can't understand a word he's saying. About JAVA, your JOB. It's like listening to that foreign Principal Consultant talking on the phone in French. But worse, imagine he suddenly talks to YOU in French with a touch of German language, and expects you to answer him or else you'll get fired. It's like that. OK.

But then your friends came to the rescue and it cheers you up. Despite the fact that your mum just reminded you of the doorknob.

BUT, a few hours after that, The Feeling starts to haunt you again. That shitty, crappy, scary, unhappy- feeling, until you......

Until you're stuck in that sentence, going blank for the day.

Monday, April 16, 2007 by scabbers 0 Comments A⁺ a^-

Happy Birthday, Dahlia & Hazeeq!

Note: Hazeeq is my nephew, dan bukannye anak Najib.

I'm about to be assigned with some work today, but the person in charge went down for breakfast. Serious shit punye aku takut ok. Seram nak mampos. I pray that I can do it well.

Anyway, I went on the Eye Of Malaysia last Friday. I was so damn hungry stuck in a one-hour jam in front of KLCC, so I went to pick up Capix for dinner. Dah dekat midnight kiteorang naik mende tu. It was nothing la. Tinggi pun tak tinggi, view pun tak secantik mana. Biasa je la... diaorg bagi kite extra rounds since takde orang sangat pun yg nak naik malam tu. So now I've been up the KL Tower, KLCC and this new ferris wheel in Tasik Titiwangsa. I definately like being up in the sky. Dapat tengok pemandangan dari atas kan? It's way cool. Macam naik Solero Shot kat Genting tu. Whoa... syiok man!!!

Oh and spent Sunday inside, doing nothing. And watched Padi's Menanti Sebuah Jawaban. Man, I love that guy in the video. Sexy habis. Kalau la....... KALAU aku dapat, kan?

*Dreamy face*

Lagu tu pun mmg pebret lah! Tapi sbb dah pernah post dia nye lyrics satu ketika dulu.. so aku nak post ni lagu Ungu. Watched the video in MTV Jus. Ada budak2 kecik... aku suke yg sorang tu... tembamnye!!!! Suke betul aku tengok budak2 kecik yg tembam2 ni. Lagi best kalo yg rambut ala kerinting gitu. Rasa cam nak picit2!! Hahahah...

Andai Ku Tahu
Ungu

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku

Andai ku tahu
Malaikat Mu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat pada Mu
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat pada Mu
Aku manusia yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga tak pantas di surga

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat pada Mu
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat pada Mu

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